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Jackson Barhiggams ([info]anthologist) wrote in [info]allegro,
@ 2009-01-10 21:40:00


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WHO Rob and Jackson
WHERE their dorm room.
WHEN todayyy~


Jackson didn't want to admit it, ever, but he was a little bit worried about his roommate. It seemed like Robert had been acting a little bit strange lately. Usually, when this sort of thing happened, Jackson would leave his roommate alone until he was willing to talk about it. But this time, after all that had happened, Jackson was pretty sure his roommate wouldn't be the one to come to him first. So Jackson just watched him worriedly over the next few days, worrying what was going on.

It wasn't like Jackson was breaking any rules. He had kept himself away from Claire and away from trouble in general. He hated staying away from Claire, but he didn't really know what to do. Jackson had to keep Rob happy, and he thought the only way of doing that would be to avoid Claire and Rob completely. So he did. When Rob would be in the room, Jackson would go off to practice or just put his headphones on. Sometimes, he read. Jackson didn't have much of a social life as of late. Even so, he watched his roommate with a worried expression as Rob hunched over something at his desk.


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[info]musicandlaw
2009-01-11 04:59 am UTC (link)
He hadn't seen his shrink in three weeks.

Which wasn't all that great an idea, considering he was scared out of his mind of losing Claire and the guy he'd normally talk to about all his neurotic, psychotic, paranoid thoughts was the cause of the mess this time. Not to sound attention-seeking, but Rob was a messed up guy who didn't feel well.

What's worse, he ran out of meds a week ago.

Regular meds that his shrink told him most people took. Stuff for depression and anxiety and paranoia and all that stuff. Seriously, everyone took them, so it's not like Rob should be embarrassed or ashamed. But he was. So he kept writing on a sheet of paper the same thing over and over again:

i'm not crazy
i'm not crazy
i'm not crazy
i'm not crazy
i'm not crazy


His foot kept bouncing up and down, up and down, in no steady beat and going faster and faster as if preparing for lift off. Maybe it was the withdrawl from the meds or maybe it was because he had a bladder so full.

Fucking full. He suddenly stood and hurried to the bathroom.

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[info]anthologist
2009-01-11 05:11 am UTC (link)
Jackson stared after his roommate as he fled from the room.

Well, that was new.

Raising an eyebrow, he looked over at the paper on the desk. He didn't know what it said on it. He couldn't even see it from where he lay, on his bed. Jackson shook his head. Nothing was wrong. There was nothing to worry about.

A few seconds later, though, Jackson couldn't take his eyes off the paper. He felt like something was wrong, and he knew it was none of his business, but he felt a need to check. He normally would have felt obligated to check, but he was pretty sure that wasn't good.

No.

Jackson stared back at the book he was reading. He shouldn't be doing this right now. He shouldn't even be thinking this. He wasn't supposed to -- oh fuck that.

Jackson automatically jumped off the bed and took a seat at Robert's desk. He stared at the paper in front of him with wide eyes, then put his face in his hands. This was all his fault.

Coming to his senses, he sat down at his own desk. It wasn't his place to judge. But maybe he should talk about it. Maybe.

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[info]musicandlaw
2009-01-11 05:21 am UTC (link)
When Rob came back after losing a few ounces in weight, he didn't expect to find his best friend roommate in his desk chair, looking like a fucking mess and being a fucking emo kid.

"What the fuck are you doing?"

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[info]anthologist
2009-01-11 05:41 am UTC (link)
Jackson didn't look at his roommate right away, just looked at the floor for a few moments before taking a deep breath. "What's going on, Robert?" he asked quietly.

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[info]musicandlaw
2009-01-11 05:44 am UTC (link)
"I think you're in my seat, that's what's going on," Rob snapped. He stayed in the doorway, still surprised. "What? What's that face for?"

He'd forgotten his obsessive scribbling.

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[info]anthologist
2009-01-11 05:54 am UTC (link)
"Rob," Jackson started, not exactly knowing how to start. "I mean. Mate, how have you been feeling lately? Is there. I mean. What's going on?"

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[info]musicandlaw
2009-01-11 05:56 am UTC (link)
"Nothing." Rob took steps forward. "Get out. Of my chair."

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[info]anthologist
2009-01-11 06:00 am UTC (link)
He held up his hands in defeat as if to say, 'I come in peace.' "It's okay. I'm not trying to, like, do anything stupid. I just want to know how you are." Jackson got up and went to his own chair.

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[info]musicandlaw
2009-01-11 06:05 am UTC (link)
"I'm fucking grand."

He stomped over and reclaimed his seat, noticing what he left exposed on his desk. He looked over at Jackson and narrowed his eyes.

"Don't fucking touch my stuff."

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[info]anthologist
2009-01-12 07:01 am UTC (link)
"I didn't touch anything, Rob. Really, it's okay. I just." He ran a hand through his hair awkwardly. "I don't know what to say. I know it's not okay, Rob. I think you need to calm down. Seriously."

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[info]musicandlaw
2009-01-12 07:17 am UTC (link)
Rob looked down at the floor, faltering from his alpha-male glare for a moment.

"I'm very calm."

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[info]anthologist
2009-01-12 07:49 am UTC (link)
"But are you okay?" he asked very quietly, staring at him with a concerned expression.

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[info]musicandlaw
2009-01-12 07:52 am UTC (link)
"I'm dandy," Rob growled as he turned back to the paper. "Just annoyed that I ended up with a nosy fucker for a roommate."

He continued scribbling on his paper, pretending Jackson hadn't seen a thing.

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