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fanny janet mendleson. ([info]fanny) wrote in [info]allegro,
@ 2009-01-11 23:13:00


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who Fanny and Felix
when after a BIG bitch fight in a practice room
where Felix's dorm



Fanny was pretty sure she had never felt more horrible about herself in her life.

It wasn't like she'd never been in a fight with her brother before -- heck, they'd have at least four fights a day. But both of them were always able to push their troubles aside and go back to making fun of each other the next day. It was always in good fun, even if both of them acted bitchy. It was just something the two of them did.

But this fight was different. It was harsh and bitter, and Fanny had stomped out of the room and into the girls restroom, bawling her eyes out this time. She didn't want to fight anymore. She wanted to have her brother back.

After she had calmed down a bit, it took Fanny several hours to get up enough nerve to actually, physically, walk to Felix's dormitory. She didn't know what to say or how to say it, but this time, she felt like she really owed him an apology, even if they'd both said horrible things. She didn't want them to be like this. She never wanted for them to be like this.

Fanny knocked on the door to his dormitory, looking a bit like a mess.


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[info]feliix
2009-01-12 06:28 am UTC (link)
Fanny might have calmed down, but Felix hadn't. He was still pacing about his room, snapping at his roommate and absolutely unable to stop replaying the whole fight over and over in his mind. It had been without a doubt one of the worst they'd ever had, screaming so loudly at each other that even the soundproofing of the practice rooms hadn't held up.

When Fanny stomped off crying, Felix wasn't far behind her, flinging himself back to his room to seep in his anger and guilt. He knew it was his fault they fought so much. If he hadn't cheated, if he'd stepped up and done something with himself, they'd still be the same old best friends they always were. Felix just couldn't admit to it.

So when someone knocked on his door, Felix went to answer it and was immediately stunned by the sight of his sister. "What?" he snapped, not in the mood for fight round two.

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[info]fanny
2009-01-12 06:36 am UTC (link)
She thought she was okay. She swore, she was okay. Why was she here, again?

Fanny started to tear apart at the seams again as he opened the door and snapped at her. She didn't know what to do or say anymore, and she bit her lower lip to try to keep the tears that started welling up in her eyes from spilling over.

After about a moment of debating, Fanny took a step closer to him and wrapped her arms around him.

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[info]feliix
2009-01-12 06:42 am UTC (link)
Felix froze like a deer in headlights, so taken aback. His mouth dropped open and his eyes grew wide and Felix just let himself be hugged for a moment, a little uncertain that this was all really happening, that Fanny was really hugging him. They hadn't hugged in ages.

But slowly, still puzzled and a little bit afraid she was going to bite his head off, Felix carefully put his arms around her as well, light at first until he's certain he's safe. Felix hugs her back because goddammit he fucking misses her, even when they're not fighting, and he might as well make do while this lasts.

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[info]fanny
2009-01-12 06:54 am UTC (link)
Fanny hugged her brother tighter when she felt his arms around her and buried her face in his neck, unable to keep some of the tears back because goddammit, it was just so strange and meant to happen because it had been way too long since this had last happened.

Normally, Fanny wasn't one to 'hug it out.' Felix was the one to do that. But this time, she needed it. She knew she was probably getting his neck wet, and she felt slightly bad, but not enough to pull away.

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[info]feliix
2009-01-12 07:14 am UTC (link)
The wetness was really the least of Felix's worries, although the fact that she was actually crying again did wrench his innards with guilt all over again. What kind of a shitty brother makes his twin and only sister cry?

Felix put his face in his sister's hair and sighed quietly. Twins might mean never having to say you're sorry, but just the same, Felix gave Fanny a little squeeze and quietly mumbled, "'M'sorry."

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[info]fanny
2009-01-12 07:42 am UTC (link)
Fanny shook her head a little more shakily than necessary. "No," she murmured thickly through her tears. "No, don't be sorry, I'm the one who's sorry."

With that, she hugged him even tighter. "I'm so sorry," Fanny whispered.

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[info]feliix
2009-01-12 07:49 am UTC (link)
"We're both sorry," Felix said, a grand gesture of compromise he felt. "Let's not fight anymore. Okay? Please?" He just wanted Fanny to stop crying, already feeling prickles of tears in his own eyes.

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[info]fanny
2009-01-12 07:52 am UTC (link)
Fanny nodded. "I don't want to fight anymore. I hate it. I hate it, Felix. I don't know what to do when we fight. I just feel so awful."

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[info]feliix
2009-01-12 08:05 am UTC (link)
"What you think it's fun for me or something?" Felix asked, frowning slightly. Nothing could be further from the truth. "Let's stop, then," he suggests, a pleading tone to his voice. "Let's not fight."

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[info]fanny
2009-01-13 05:36 am UTC (link)
"Is it really that easy?" she asked quietly into his neck, unable to look at him because she was so ashamed of herself.

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