"I ain't never gonna feel anythin' but guilty," Benji assured him, her voice cracking a little as she pulled her knees up into the chair with herself. "I been doin' a lot of thinking about everything, pretty much all I do is think about her. An' I know she wanted me to be happy, so I gotta be happy, but it's.. tough, real tough."
Kia was always happy, most of the time. When she was getting her way, as her mother always said. She wouldn't have wanted Benji to spend all of her time grieving, and that did help Benji on her way to getting past all of her feelings, but she wasn't entirely there yet. Everytime she thought about how happy Kia was, she thought about how happy she had been with her.
"I can't take bein' alone no longer," the blonde admitted weakly. "I been hiding from everybody for so long, I dunno how to act no more."
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