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Rath M. Donnelly ([info]rabbitrabbit) wrote in [info]blueridgeau,
"Well let's be honest," he said quietly. "It was probably one of the best mistakes you've ever made," he winced as she poked and prodded at his face. "It took seeing her an'... an' knownin' that she would never feel the way we feel... that's what it took to make myself see that we were goin' wrong about it."

Rath snuggled into her like a little boy would snuggle into his mother. "Brave'n me," he mumbled miserably. "I can barely even admit it. It's like it gets stuck in my throat..." he sniffled. "I'm g-gay." He felt like his world was falling apart already and topping it off with a big gay cherry was just what he needed. At least it was out there though.

He was quiet for a minute. "It hurt more than anything. I though if we could survive him for just a little longer then maybe... maybe he would just stop thinkin about all this gay stuff..." he trailed off. "I felt like you were abandoning me the way Sera did, I felt like I got stuck with that bastard. All I ever wanted to do was make my dad proud. I thought... at least I suspected you were gay too but then I thought we could both change... we could either change him or change ourselves."

"I wanted so badly for us to be a family T. It was stupid to think throwin' you out was the right thing to do. I fucked up, I fuck up nearly everything, so when I realized I was wrong... well damn... it wasn't that big a surprise now was it?" he forced a grin. "I want a real family T. I'm so tired of faking it."


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