 harry,
i said i would do one of these for you one day after i said i wanted to write you a love note and when i woke up this morning. i decided today really felt like it would have been a perfect opportunity (although i am writing this sat on the bed and you sleeping is the biggest distraction). just taking one glance at you here, it just reminds me of how extremely lucky i am that i get to wake up next to your face every single day; it's kinda insane to think that we've only officially been together what? 15 days? but i have to say that even with each obstacle we've had to overcome already - these 15 days have been some of the best i've ever had. i know that for some unknown, completely ridiculously reason you believe that you might not be good enough for me and that you don't deserve me but honestly. you're everything and then some to what i could want, you're the most amazing person. apart from our one exception last night, all i do when i'm with you is smile, sometimes i feel so ridiculous because on the odd hours that we're apart - you're on my mind and i find myself just sitting with a big, stupid grin on my face and when people ask me what's up, i just blush and say nothing. i wasn't kidding either when i said you were the most beautiful person in the world, yeah of course you know that i think you're sexy and all but you are truly beautiful and not just in looks, your mind, body, soul and heart are all beautiful, too. this is not the normal kind of thing i do, write down how i feel or ever even talk about it, you know that; somehow with you though, i just can't seem to stop myself from opening up and telling you just how i feel. i love you, harry styles. it may have taken me a while to realize that i do but god do i ever want to make up for that now, maybe i'm crazy, maybe i'm sane but i know already that i'd love to keep you with me for well the rest of ever, i never want to be apart from you. you completely amaze me in some way every single day, you knock me on my arse and take the breath out of me. i don't think i've been in love before, but if i ever was, it never felt like this, it never felt close to this. you are literally my absolute everything, i'd do anything for you, protect you from the world, move mountains if i could - just to see you smile. that smile that lights up every single room you walk into, that smile that lights up my heart in a way that i can't even describe. you're going to wake up, find this letter and this on your pillow, read and think. god zayn stop being such a fucking girl but you know what, i don't even care. i want you to know exactly how i feel, how YOU make me feel; because seriously it is all because of you. i don't think our age matters, but i believe that when you meet your soulmate, your other half, you just know it. i know now that you are mine, you're my soulmate, my perfect match. you complete me. xo zayn
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