Guilty Pleasures.... |
[10 Aug 2010|07:08pm] |
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So as I sit here in 92 degree weather with no air conditioning (not that I really like air conditioning), I decided to hold off my work-out routine for awhile (I'll be going to college in about a week where the rec-center is feet away from my dorm building) and reading Marie Claire online (because I'm way to cheap to subscribe to it). Many people have mixed feelings about reading magazines like "Cosmo", "Allure", and "Marie Claire", because is objectivies women into turning them into sex objects. (And men's magazines into Sucess objects). Well I for one belive people turn people into objects-not magazines. And if by some chance you feel guilty about yourself after reading one, than by no means should you waste your hard earn money buying one. I on the other hand love reading the articles (belive it or not there is a lot to learn in those pages beyond vainity), and I am by no means intimidated by the models. So I confess, I'm reading trashy magazines on the internet and I'm having fun untill I spend the next nine months or so stressing and tensing over school. And that's all I've done....all day......lol
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Hey there |
[09 Aug 2010|08:42pm] |
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Okay, I'm guilty! I got my blogger account back (good-bye evil viruses), and had neglected my scribbld account. However, I'm back now and I'm giving an update. So I start college in like, nine days, majoring in Criminal Justice. Got my books ordered, stuff bought and just waiting. lol Wish I had more of a life to talk about. I would connect my LiveJournal with my facebook, but I like the privacy I have by posting poems and such without comments by family members who think they're funny >.> So that's about it, I'll try to keep in touch more often.
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there isn't one....lol |
[20 Jun 2010|02:48pm] |
I almost didn't post this one....but after my friend read it and said "why the hell not?" than I decided too lol ;p
Bright eyes and gentle smile Too many paths apart Stricken with reality and faded away, But with a common heart
I know where my soul is every night And I know to cure problems with love than with fight But in humid sight, with sultry eyes… Bit into flesh, tender as a peach Moistened salt taste, shaky to the touch Sprinkled the rain and kissed his forehead However the infatuation trembles… The commitment is too hazy Lay back and let it drift away Hold off the passion And wait for another day
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Sinned and Stained |
[19 Jun 2010|08:43pm] |
I smell rain coming again the drip-drops tapping out in the country inside a metal pan and here I go again painting with words of fleshy colors through an ink pen caressing a silhouette of a kind smile and a perfect heart to match tears lost manifested with those drips bitter to the lips cold on the palm soaked through the skin somehow left broken again Left blind and completly clueless and kind of numb here and forever remain sinned and stained
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Reincarnation |
[19 Jun 2010|08:41pm] |
Formidable beauty Seen through eyes Mirrored from an old soul To impart wisdom Knowledge received from centuries ago Washed in the celestial Bathed through every star Passed from the moon At least a thousand times before On earth again, Seen in baby’s eyes forever lost in eternity
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A Letter to my Marine |
[19 Jun 2010|08:39pm] |
I don't really want too many comments from this one please.
I’m sorry for this And for what I did But I just couldn’t play anymore I know when I can’t win
I never wanted this It is just what has happened I only wanted to forget I only wanted to forgive I’ll miss you forever, you know But I also know, you’ll only remember what I did Even though we both know, it never was entirely all of my fault
For this I’m not the better person I’m not even a good person No chance am I The person I have ever tried to be And with that, I had to let you go And let myself free I couldn’t carry you anymore I had to think of myself for now So someday I too, can fight for liberty
I never could get you out of my heart or my head And perhaps I should have listen To what my dad had said
If there is any honestly left in what I write Then I truly and always will miss you I don’t want grief I just want to you safe and sound Let heaven hold you in her sight To keep you on earth Forever in her warm, safe bound
And here I give to you My last and final Poem, letter, reverie To my one and only My favorite marine
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I really hate titles...lol |
[19 Jun 2010|08:37pm] |
want to withdraw
release from the commitment
be clear of thought
blessed with absent mindness
liberated from clutches of monsters greed
with grass between my fingertips
and mocassins on my feet
to breath clean air
be crisp, pure, clean
I don't want to be part of your world
and see what there is to be seen
because looking through your eye glass
is like peering into a cup of coffee
in a smokey cafe
choking your space
watching outside the window
that hasn't been cleaned in weeks
I want to be free from this world
released from it's ball and chain
find better understanding
than be caught in this highway race
lost in other's pitty pleasures
I'd rather sip my tea
let them live their lives
I need the real thing
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This one is a quicky...lol |
[19 Jun 2010|08:36pm] |
I can’t force words to come to me I only know what is there I can’t see what is inside me His touch is not here I can’t get him to love me His sight is just not there I can’t get him to come to me Obviously his home is not here
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Untitled. |
[19 Jun 2010|08:35pm] |
It’s in every little distance in between Every morning, whispered in the ear And every sight seen Every woman’s cry Every soldier’s sigh yet it’s nothing Not a god-damn thing Call me blind, but I didn’t see it coming For the first time in a long time Finding myself learning to surrender It’s music played through warm breath It’s in fingertips with a tingly touch, cupped over each other It’s in blue eyes that are not mine It’s in a hug that forever is saying Good-bye
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Once Again |
[19 Jun 2010|08:33pm] |
Sun breaks through the mountain Shining its rays down the hollows The air swept crisp and clean with warmth Sky was blue like an angel’s robe The green came Once again Peace settled with tempestuous hearts And I wonder when we can trust human kind Once again And when it’s time to lie back down When the sky drips of sparks Youth crawls Render our skin again In reemergence of our childhood wonderment, Our curiosity, breathed over our face, and the tickle in our heart Once again And when the sun soaks The buds no longer virgin We will welcome new seasons with stronger passion At least until the cold creeps in Once again
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I just want to tell you |
[19 Jun 2010|08:29pm] |
I'm afraid to tell youeven more afraid of you just to say anythingthat may be the least bit true I'm afraid of feelingsI'm scared for words even more terrified when you walk through the door I don't want to hide, but I almost can't breath I don't want you to find, what's hiding inside me But I couldn't help but liebecause I'm tired of feeling numb The pain in my chest is better then feeling none To hold your hand is like craddling your soul and without any warning you took another toll To evade is impoosible yet you still took more I'll waite for you now, but I can't waite forever anymore.
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Plan |
[19 Jun 2010|08:19pm] |
I'm planning on using this space for my poetry.....had a blogspt there for awhile, but something kept trying to attack my awsome Toshiba, so a friend of me told me to use this....So here I am! <3 For those of you who like blogspot better, it's voraciousballads.blogspot.com (all the poems are the same).
This was a poem I wrote and was published in 2007 You heard it, but you didn't listen. How could you? The rhythm that struck so brightly was hidden in the screams of the wind. How blind do you have to be to not to see that even stars bleed too? It only takes just one breath for the heart to beat again. The colors in the sky were no match for you, And I got lost in those colors again and again because they came rushing at me way too quickly. Like moonlight reflecting the stars in your eyes, I'm lost forever.
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