KELLIE :[ It really makes me sad knowing my best friend is depressed. We can be depressed together heh... In my opinion I think you are beautiful I'd have to agree with Alex, don't hate yourself! But I know what you mean when you say you look in the mirror and you don't like what you see. I'm the same way but instead of your reasons, it's cuz I'm too skinny, my hair's gross, my face is gross (so dry right now ugh), my skin is terrible, I have a whole list of reasons I hate my appearance and Jesse says the same thing. So do what you want that makes you happy, We should push each other to work out! My doc is stressing it over and over to me for my health not so much weight I have to excersize 5 times a week.. So We can push each other!! You can do it i Know you're strong, Kel<3