mandalee51's Journal

Monday, May 4, 2009

1:52PM - Picking up from where I left

So i haven't been on here in over a year, but since I never have time this quarter to talk to my best friend Kellie, I figured I could give her some updates while I'm still in school. This year has really been great. It started out really rocky but its turned out to be what I wanted my college experience to be. I've made some really great friends that I'm living with next year, Joe and I are better than ever, although with my friends always wanting to hang out its sometimes hard to balance time, and school work with everything. I've really started to love it here at school and have turned down going home, which I never would have done fall quarter lol. Luckily my friends live in Ohio so we're planning on visiting each of our houses this summer. Tori lives in Pickerington, Clasey lives in Marietta, and then Lindsey, Cleo, and Tyra live in Dayton. Tyra and I are living in a double together next year, but tori, clase, and cleo are living in the same building in a triple. Lindsey is in Delta Zeta so she has to live in their house but hopefully we'll see her often. :) I still have about 35 days left of school and I really cant wait til the summer. I have a job nannying 8-4 on the week days but ill have the weekends free to just be lazy :) Also Kellie and Ali are suppose to visit this summer, which I hope still happens. I haven't seen them in over a year. Ali's family moved to Virginia this year so she's a lot closer than she used to be. I'm actually in the process of trying to eat better, because I really don't have time to work out so I feel like if I start eating right that will translate into me being healthy and slimming down a little bit. I haven't gained the freshman fifteen its more like 7 for me but I know I would feel more comfortable if I could get off the extra weight in time for summer so I can feel more confident in a bathing suit. Well I have a midterm in an hour so I gotta go study...this has been my hardest quarter so far...ugh. hopefully I'll keep this up so I won't have to backtrack so much to keep up. lol.

Monday, March 10, 2008

10:33PM

so yesterday i went to stupid work not bad though. but its starting to get busy bc of sb and warm weather. anyways joe picked me up and we went over to nicks. they were already blowin gup a air mattress lol you may have no idea why but after that we went to pine hill and let me tell you matresses are amazing when you have like four people and you can completely take out the jerk off kids that pick on little kids and make them fall and get concussions bc it " fun" what assholes. but yeah i love sledding and everytime we actually have good snow im freaking sick so i def went yesterday it was sweet. Then we went back to joe and dried our clothes i had to wear his clothes..not a bad deal lol. we watched heartbreak kid its a decent movie pretty funny. today was the first day of OGT week. love it. i got to get out at 1:30 bc of work but ms. santos was effing pissed. lol who fucking cares about districts like we always move on to state. so state is what we should be worrying about. wtf ever shes dumb. well joe is calling so i better crawl upstairs to watch some tv before i go to bed. lax tires me out. ugh.

Current mood: cheerful
Current music: Mariah- Touch my body

Thursday, February 28, 2008

8:03PM - Much Needed Update

 yeah i haven't said anything in a while. but not much has been going on. lax started its so weird though we've always just practiced outside but we are inside this whole week. its so gay though bc joe has practice from 3-4:30 and mines 4:30-6 and film til like 7 so ha that leaves no time to hangout especially when he works after. so blah. i can't wait til summer. but i think this season will be fun bc im actually pretty good this year. coach told me i was a great attacker and compliments from him are hard to come by. Im so pissed winter formal got cancelled ill prolly end up taking back all my stuff bc it cost like $75 an i decided to make it a little easier on my parents and just use that to buy part of my prom stuff. ah cant wait to prom. i know i will actually have a great date. great food. an no drama bc everyone gets along. btw I FREAKIN LOVE JOEY!!! :) we are going to OU now and im seriously counting the days til we move in ( August 31) yay. so my mom made chocolate chip cookies and im def going to eat them. mmm

Current mood: energetic
Current music: none

Saturday, February 23, 2008

7:58AM - I HATE WINTER

WOW sick again. not like i didn't have broncitious like three weeks ago now i have laringidous(sp?) i can't even talk it sucks so much. I started to get it on tuesday and had it on my bday which sucked luckily we've only had two days of school this week. The good news is i don't have strep or mono bc if i had mono I wouldn't be able to play lax this year, my senior year which would suck. I don't really have much to say since my life is boring and sickening. but i can't wait til winter formal next weekend. any suggestions for dinner?

Current mood: blah
Current music: none. just tv

Monday, February 18, 2008

11:12AM

today is the last day joe is goin to be gone. im so excited to see him tom. it kinda sucks that he doesn't get home til 1 butt ill see him at school in the morning lol. ive been sick the past couple days and it sucks so much. i guess i ate something weird at the paty i was at saturday night. brianna and katie were suppose to spend the night but i got sick so they didn't.. i was pissed though bc i really wanted to go to the mall on sunday but again sick boo. but my mom ended up going an bought me new clothes for my bday and stuff. i got these really cute shoes that im probably goin to wear on wednesday to school since its my BIRTHDAY im so excited!!!! i hope everyone else had a great weekend. i have to work in an hour but whatever i don't have plans for today anyways. ugh i don't want to go to school or get up earl for lax tom. but its pretty cool bc its the last week of morning conditioning. i guess id better go get a shower so im not late. last day of the three day weekend its so sad, but theres so much to look forward to. 

Current mood: anxious
Current music: Get out of this town- Carrie Underwood

Saturday, February 16, 2008

9:49AM

So this weekend has been pretty fun so far. primetime friday made the day go by really fast. i still really miss joe but he's really making it easier by calling whenever he can and i love him for that. his cousins all hate me bc of it.. actually just his cousin lauren but he said shes a bitch anyways and all his other ones yelled at her for it. so i went tanning yesterday and i got the most amazing nap ever. but i did get a little pink. babysitting wasn't as painful as usual which was suprising. and then i went to see step up with my best friends. we hit the hot tub after which felt nice in 20 degree weather except the ice outside tylers back door. i was so tired last night but i stayed up to talkt o joey at 9 his time so we don't waste all nicks minutes. i hat ethe time difference like 3 hours doesn't seem that much but it is. like he eats breakfast when i eat lunch, lunch while im eating like dinner and so on. i know that he loves me so much as thats amazing :) 3 days til hes home. can't wait. lots of miss you sex lol jk maybe? so today i got up at the crack of dawn to go to lax this morning last open gym. being there at 8 is so early and then i can't sleep after a lot of times. ive decided to go to my little brothers game for once lol i feel bad never going. but idk what to do tonight maybe ill have people over to watch a movie or something idk. well see. everyone is working so im pretty much on my own for plans.

Current mood: optimistic
Current music: I-N-D-E-P-E-N-D-E-N-T love it :)

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

1:34PM - A sad but happy vday

Hey guys. I'm super new to this stuff lol. but i wanted to go ahead and at least make an entry. Mason is probably the worst place possible to play in the snow or sled. whenever it snows its rainy and shitty out as well. So since we had a snow day yesterday I went out to lunch with joe and richie. It kinda sucks because joe leaves today for his ski trip. I could seriously kick my own ass for not going. One: spending time with joe for five straight days. Two: away from school, lax, and my gay family would have been amazing. so it has been a pretty weird week. We both know it will be hard because this is the longest we have ever gone without seeing each other, like our record is one full 24 hour period. lol. We laid around yesterday and he gave me my stuff for vday which sucks. my first vday with him and we cant even see each other. but it so much better with him bc with andrew like vday was one day when he actually did something to make me feel like he actually liked me as a girlfriend not just some friend. but everyday feels like that with joe so its ok i guess. and it will make next years vday so much better. Hes coming to visit me at work before he leaves and i know i will cry. I mean i want him to have an awesome time. skiing, being with his cousins he never sees and chilling with nick, which i know nick will enjoy but ugh it sucks to much to say i hope you have fun when i know i will be miserable this week and this vday without him. I'm trying to make all kinds of plans to keep myself busy but i know every time i have fun ill be wanting to look over at him smile and say "babe, isn't this awesome!" but he won't be there. ok maybe im being a little dramatic but seriously want does a girl have to do to not miss the love of her life? are their any girls that could just let him leave and not miss him every minute or think about him and want to text him without being his annoying gf? Guess im not one of them. So i have to suck it up, hold back my tears, force a smile and wish him the best trip so that he won't worry about me.

Current mood: restless
Current music: radar: Brit Spears