I still can't believe it...

How the fuck are we going to stop this, Peter? Fucking hell, I don't know why the hell we're doing anything, anymore.

I don't know...but we just have to keep trying. If we stop trying, than everyone who died in this war died for nothing.




Right?

We're all going to die, anyway, we're not going to win Why the fuck do people still think we're going to--- Right.

We don't even have the veil of secrecy anymore. You could be walking down the street and get attacked for being a fucking Order of the Phoenix member!

Isn't it usually my job to be so pessimistic?

Sorry. Your fearless leader is having a bit of a crisis.

I think the rest of the Order needs to lay even lower than they have been.

Yeah, that'd probably be a good idea.


But how are they supposed to do that? I thought you said we don't even have a veil of secrecy anymore...

I think with Dumbledore's help we can put everyone into hiding. We did nothing after all those attacks in April, and I think enough's enough.

They're in a better place, now.

Those lucky-- Any place is better than here.

You knew this wasn't going to be easy.

And that makes it easier?

No. No, I don't think so.

But sometimes you have to remind yourself as to why you're where you are in the first place.

I can't find a reason anymore, Moony.

I'm afraid you have to.

I'm scared.

Me too- Only the Order knows where we are, and the wards are sturdy, we're okay.

And they found us last time.

It's not enough. If it were just us, but---Harry. What do we do if they figure it out again?

Even if we leave the Order, Voldemort's still going to be looking for us. The only thing we can do is go under even more protection that means giving up---practically everything--

And I'm not about to leave them now, after everything, but we have a responsibility to him too. We're not doing enough for him, not if he's in any conceivable danger of being swept up into this war. That will be our fault, we are the last people who deserve to be parents

Especially if he's cursed to already in it by birth.

What do you want me to do! I can't do anything!
I'm fucking useless!
I don't know, Lily, I mean---maybe if--we could throw them off, I could stay here and you can go with Harry somewhere for a bit.

No, NO we're not going to separate ourselves with all of this bullshit all that's been happening. If we do anything, we're doing it as a family. Isn't it obvious after all of this that you don't know how much time there is left? I'm not going to be the next Gleny, you hear m---

There have got to be more security measures we can take. Maybe Dumbledore would know.

It makes sense, if it'd keep you and Harry alive then- All right, we'll talk to Dumbledore. I was telling Peter that I think the rest of the Order needs to follow us underground, too. It doesn't make any bloody sense when they know all our names and faces.

I think it's a good idea. We're dropping like flies We have to have people left to fight, or hope can only dwindle even further.

Maybe we should have a meeting? Lay it all out on the table for everyone, what we can all do to keep ourselves as hidden as possible. I don't know if many will want to go so much further than we are now, but everyone should have whatever information there is and be able to make a choice.

Yeah, all right, we'll do that.

I dunno how much more of this I can take, Lils.

I want to run away We can't give up now. Not if we want Harry to someday see a world better than this one.