So ... the internship that I really wanted? Canceled.

I had a second choice but I am not sure quite how it works and I didn't want it nearly as much as I wanted this one. That sucks. It also sucks that the really cool alternative will be extremely expensive and not funded by a scholarship (because the internship at the NMNH came with/comes with a $6000 scholarship).

It also sucks that I don't know if I want to go back and work at camp; I could still in theory do the aDNA training and then do a half-summer at camp, but I also don't know if I want to do that. I really wanted to do something different this year.

Hell, I might just end up backpacking around the states or something. Roleplay people will house me, won't they?

Won't they?

In conclusion: whine, whine, bitch, bitch. I want off the bus.