| Like gravity. |
[May. 24th, 2012|08:59 pm] |
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Love is such a destructive force. I really don't think it's worth it to let myself slide into that ever again. I hate myself for not being able to let this go. And there's a certain amount of hate I have for her, too. Or maybe it's not hate. Maybe it's just resentment. Maybe it's not even that. I guess I can't really describe it. Whatever it is, it sucks and I wish it would go away. =/ But I guess it can't if she's always there. But I wouldn't have it any other way. Maybe I like this type of pain, and that's why I always subscribe to it. But I don't like it, and that's the problem. |
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"If somebody was always stealing pies and couldn't go a day without eating a pie, you wouldn't trust them around pies. Yet, according to some people, we're supposed to ignore the fact that women sleep around and can't go a day without receiving some kind of sexual, flirtatious, or romantic attention from a man. We're supposed to pretend this somehow doesn't reflect their character. We're supposed to trust them even though the same behavior in any other area of life would negate all trust. Why would a woman who has constantly been seeking attention from men her whole life and has shown no ability to live for any period of time without it - while jumping from man to man, while sometimes juggling a couple at a time - , make a trustworthy companion? You shouldn't trust such a woman to be a good wife or companion anymore than you'd intrust a glutton with keeping an eye on your fridge." |
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| It's just me against the world, baby. |
[May. 22nd, 2012|10:56 pm] |
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| | The Notorious B.I.G - Hypnotize | ] |
So much has happened since I last updated this. And I'm not going to go into detail with more than a couple years worth of stuff. Honestly, I should have kept up with this. I wish I had. But, that's okay. I figure this is the perfect place of seclusion to write down how I'm planning the next chapter of my life. We all know plans are generally worthless, but I can't even begin to tell you how hard I'm going on this one.
* I will never be hurt again like the past couple females have hurt me. Never. I refuse to put myself in that situation again. It's not worth it.
* I am getting a car by the end of August. I can't stand not having a way around and I just look pathetic without one. Twenty four and no car. Bullshit.
* There are a couple people I need to resurrect my friendship with that I've sorely neglected. This ties into having a car.
* No sex etc outside of a relationship. No relationship for a VERY long time. That solves that. People suck.
* Focus on self. Focus on Nova. Focus on Romeo. Fuck outsiders. else. I don't have time for people who aren't worthy of my dawning circle.
* Run harder at work. It's going to be tough... especially with cruel summer approaching, but I have to. I need money. Theoretically, earning is limitless. I'll get in better shape that way, too.
* I'm on a good path, but I need to get into even better shape.
* I need to be a better person in general. I need to pick up where I left off a couple years ago. I was doing so good. And I think I'm off to a decent start. The problem lies in letting people push me and push me until I'm not in a good place anymore. I let others dictate my mood and outlook. It shouldn't be like that. I will NOT be like that anymore.
*Return to roots. <3 HBK is large and in charge. <3
* I've spent nearly twenty-four years hating it... I want to learn how to love my life.
T L J C
Let's make this happen.
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