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Beating up the wrong guy.

reira

3/8/08 02:30 am

I need to look up what rape in a dream means. Lets say I spent most of the morning thinking, unpleasantly, about what happened in my dreams last night. I probably don't need to say who was in the dream, but for the record it was James. Of flipping course.

Adam is feeling quite down today. He said he's afraid of losing me. He's not, of course. I would normally tell him about any upsetting dreams I have, but due to the circumstances of how he's feeling and what my dream consisted of, I don't think I will.

I was at school till 1:30 am working on schoolwork and I'm still not done. My dad is coming into town tomorrow through Sunday, so I won't get a chance to work on it till Monday. How unfortunately stressful. :\

Tags: adam, dad, dream, homework, james

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• kuroitenshi

  3/8/08 09:52 am (UTC)

  

  That isn't good. I don't know what it means, but for some reason it wouldn't surprise me if it had something to do with not being in control.
  
  *hugs* If you see this before sunday night please go vote in lst_cnst_stndng thank you hon.

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  • goddessnamra

    3/8/08 04:14 pm (UTC)

    I was checking out the Icon Standing link, and I take it you're entered in it?

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    • kuroitenshi

      3/8/08 05:54 pm (UTC)

      

      I did, but that's not why I'm asking people to vote.

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  • reira

    3/8/08 04:51 pm (UTC)

    

    I just looked up the meaning on a website, but it said something about a desire to be sexually overpowered. I doubt that's what the dream really meant, since it was more frightening than sexual.
    
    I'll go check it out :]

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    • kuroitenshi

      3/8/08 05:54 pm (UTC)

      

      Thank you dear. Yeah that's not what I would have thought it would be either.

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• goddessnamra

  3/8/08 04:10 pm (UTC)

  That's very strange. I had a dream a week or two ago about getting raped by Soniv. Hopefully it's just a stress thing. *Hugs*

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  • reira

    3/8/08 04:52 pm (UTC)

    

    Some website said it was a desire to be sexually overpowered, but... no. I'm more curious about what the meaning is of the person in the dream than the actual events.

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