a torch dragged over one hay bale after another, igniting everything

I have been in so much pain today... it's ridiculous. My kidney infection came back, or actually, never quite went away, and it hurts way worse than before. I had to miss class today and go to the doctor. He gave me some very strong antiboitics, but no good meds for the pain, which is what I WANT, because holy shit this fucking hurts.

I ended up having to take some downer cough syrup that I had left over (for emergencies only) just to get rid of the pain. I don't feel high, but the pain is mostly gone. I don't have a lot of cough syrup left, though, and only one downer pill. Hopefully the pain goes away quick enough I won't have to use them.

Other than that, my weekend was fantastic. The party was amazing, and Adam and I grew really close. I can see this turning into love. I don't want to sound childish when I say it, but I'm serious. I like that idea, but at the same time.. he'll be leaving within a year or two. I can't leave, I still have school. I don't want to think about it.

I don't know how I'm going to make it to class tomorrow, but I will somehow.

I went to the doctor. Yeah, I don't have a full on Kidney Infection, but it's in the workings and he said it was good that I went to the doctor when I did, or else it would've gotten a lot worse. I'm so bad at technical terms, but something that was supposed to be at a level 0 was at a level 500, so that was very bad. He gave me antibiotics to take, though, and said that if the pain gets a lot worse to come back.

Other than that, not a lot has been going on. I've literally spent every day at school for the past week and a half to finish up schoolwork. Still not completely done, but now I shouldn't be as busy as I was.

Hope everyone else is doing well. Everyone talking about Animazement has me really eager about it, I soooo hope I can go.