Current mood:	tired
Current music:	rocky horror - time warp

i feel like making a list today.

*rosemary all but told me [and the rest of the people working tonight] that i'm gonna become a shift supervisor. they were talking about kim becoming the next assistant manager once she gets her license and she said, "well, we definitely have our next shift supervisor in this room!" and looked right at me and kind of grinned. that's a really big thing to me, to be honest. i've only been working for KFC for about three months [paula hasn't even gotten her 90-day referral bonus about me yet!] and to be bumped up to the same position that nick's at is like... whoa. then again, he just kind of came in at the position he's in [and, apparently, he's supposed to get promoted, but mary didn't say anything about that] and i've worked my way up, so i think she's seen a lot more of my hard work and willingness to learn stuff than she did with him.

*you know a guy is worth keeping when he passes up duck hunting with his friends on the last day of the season to let you go back to his house and sleep next to him. in the last two weeks, i've stayed at nick's house about 5 or 6 times -- all of which, his mom knew about. i think she's a little more at ease with he and i being such good friends, but nick says she pretty much knows about me and him being together, which she doesn't like just because we work together. i can understand her disliking that, but really... i love the guy more than pretty much anybody knows, so i want to be with him more than anything. if i get this promotion, his mom, his step-dad, our bosses... nobody can say anything because he won't be my boss anymore. we'll be on the same level, and we can finally be more open about being together. and dammit, i want that more than anything.

*the myspace blog isn't working and i'm a little tired of that.

*payday is tomorrow and nick owes me a LOT of dinners. and movies. and drinks. he said that he feels bad that i've been paying for stuff lately [which i don't mind for the most part, but it gets a little tiring] and that he'll make it up to me, but he just hasn't had the money lately. i know he really appreciates what i do, i just want to feel like the girl now, thanks :p he said that he really should be financing the dinners and stuff, not me, and that he'll make it up to me. i believe him, i just don't know when he'll be able to do that since he's gotta pay for medicine and some medical bills and everything. i feel so bad for him sometimes -- he works really hard, but a lot of the time, he doesn't have much to show for it. i'm trying my best to be understanding, i really am. i wish he could see that i just want to spend time with him, whether or not he's paying for stuff .

*i am scheduled <b>40</b> hours next week. WTF. that's more than nick's scheduled. i'm a little scared, to be honest. i know they're going to be long shifts and kind of tiring, so i'm a little worried that i'm not going to get a lot of sleep. then again, i think rosemary's preparing me for promotion, so i guess it's OK? whatever.

i'm not really in a typing mood anymore... so later.