path of cosmic design

Life is progressing.

I'm enjoying my internship, despite the fact that I really don't have a lot to do. Work is work-ish...I feel like I approach it differently than I did a year ago. I'm not really sure how I mean that. I feel like I'm bonding with the girls outside of work, but age is a barrier. Mostly because I can't go with them to bars or anything.

Emotionally, I don't know where I am.

I guess I'm content, or idling, or something like that. I mean I'm not unhappy if I don't think about it. I don't really know what I want anymore, or what I can have, or what I need, or deserve, or whatever.

what's up?

man....

it's not that i'm confused

or anything

i just have no idea what to do.

my schedule is kind of awful

tomorrow i'm doing a 12-5 shift, possibly closing
monday, wednesday, and saturday i work from 5-10
and then new years eve i'm working 2-7
but i'd still like to do something for new years eve with you guys. our fancy dress party!



i hate to sound so lame, but i really do need a couple of empty days to myself. finals + the holidays really took a lot out of me.

1. Put your Music Player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. Tag your friends

( ch-check it out )

I'm glad everyone's home, or almost home.

http://www.woot.com/blog/viewentry.aspx?id=10345

is it sad that i would see most of these movies? I would.

i guess a substantial post is coming soon

yaaaay. i missed him :3

also i can't believe they're collaborating.

http://tech.slashdot.org/comments.pl?sid=1414209&cid=29835259

lol

because we wanted to see what this would look like on a white girl...


sort of before

( slut it up )

See...this makes it more viable for me to get an iphone. Maybe in two years when my verizon expires...i dunno.

http://www.wired.com/epicenter/2009/10/iphone-att-skype/

it's not so much that "i want an iPhone"
it's that i want to have all my technology in one place.
so instead of having a music player, a phone, and a PDA/eBook reader, i just have the one device.

THIS IS SO WEIRD.



SO. WEIRD.

okay, so tentatively, these are the classes i'll be taking next semester

Philosophy 350 (Symbolic Logic) - MW 955 - 1110
Spanish 302 (Spanish, lol) - MW 1130 - 1245
Pol. Sci. 313 (American State Government) - MW 105 - 220
History 302 (Russian Intellectual History) - M 610-900
Environmental Studies 300 (Urban Geography) - T 610-900
Anthropology 341 (Human Paleontology) - W 610-900

http://www.zombiechannel.com/2009/10/02/university-of-florida-has-zombie-attack-plan-in-place/

i hope this isnt a joke

kat, you should apply here.

i promise i haven't disappeared or anything.
right around last monday, my laptop finally decided to not work properly. software is still fine and all, but the battery wouldn't hold a charge and the port was jacked up -- when the CD drive popped out and refused to pop back in, i took it to best buy. :P
they said it would take two weeks (about) to fix, so until next monday, i have very limited computer access.

that said:

even if i did have my laptop i cannot imagine having the time to do anything. lol. so much homework and reading... i have an hour and a half break between each of my classes, pretty much, where i do nothing but homework and i still never finish. D:

on the upside, both of my 3 hour lecture classes have turned out to be my favorites. ethics has been really great, and i think that our professor is part of the reason why there has been only *marginal* amounts of the retardedness i feared would come from the students. (though, evidently, whenever people talk about the holocaust, they are inclined to be really stupid, as kat has proven to me)

the other class, american political theory, is almost like a continuation of modern political theory from last year -- it's the same format, same overly enthusiastic professor, lots of critical thinking about the State of Nature and why the puritans were actually badass. lol. i love it. but there are a lot of stupid people in the class. i was talking to this one girl on the way to my car who didn't understand why the class was incorporating the Puritans and was all mad that he spent so much time talking about God and religion in the lectures. and i'm like....

hellooooo...
they were the first english colonists with the first legal constitution to settle in North America and the whole reason they came over was to start a perfect colony governed on the basis of christianity. john locke's whole body of work was pretty much created to convince those christian leaders that liberty and natural rights were written into the bible so they'd adopt liberalism. lol you can't talk about the founding of american political principles and NOT talk about the role christianity played.

retards.

anyway.
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