they told me I should come down, cousin,
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SEMI-FRIENDS ONLY. Tuesday ,  01 Jan 2030 → 01:00am
mood  →  calm
music  →  School Rumble - Onna no Ko Otoko no Ko



Listen up, turn it up and rock it out
party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout
this is real, as real as it gets
I came to get down to get some fucking respect
taking it back to hardcore level
you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal
taking it back to hardcore level
you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal.

Go!

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved

I want domination
I want your submission
I see you’re not resisting
To this temptation
I’ve got one confession
A love deprivation
I’ve got a jet black heart
It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved

I’ve got another confession
I fell to temptation
And there is no question
There was some connection
I’ve got to follow my heart
No matter how far
I’ve gotta roll the dice
Never look back and never think twice

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved

Take your past and burn it up and let it go
Carry on; I’m stronger than you’ll ever know
That’s the deal; you get no respect
You’re gonna get yours
You better watch your fucking neck

Take your past and burn it up and let it go
Carry on; I’m stronger than you’ll ever know
That’s the deal; you get no respect
You’re gonna get yours
You better watch your fucking neck

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved



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Your Goddess and Mistress,

Shinimegami

PS: This is not a community spam post. Any community spam in this or any of my other posts will be reported as spam and deleted.

PSS: This is not a friends cut. Just adjusting my journal to what it's apparently already become.


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Did this before, but it's been awhile. Wednesday ,  13 Oct 2010 → 07:25pm
mood  →  bored
music  →  none

List the first ten series that come to mind. Your friends will comment with the character from each series that they think you are most like. No favorites (...unless it's legit)!

1.) Resident Evil
2.) Devil May Cry
3.) Final Fantasy 7
4.) Kingdom Hearts
5.) Marvel Comics
6.) Dynasty Warriors
7.) The Big Bang Theory
8.) Scrubs
9.) 07 Ghost
10.) And...fuck it, just for giggles Homestar Runner


Inb4maybe2peopledothis



(6)  Love Deprivation

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Review on the new Devil May Cry Trailer. Wednesday ,  22 Sep 2010 → 12:30pm
mood  →  annoyed
music  →  none

Okay, so this has probably been a long time coming, and I think I held back on a review of the new DmC trailer because I wanted to keep an open mind about the whole thing, but the more and more I watch this shit, the more I hear reactions from the fans, and the more I just think about the damn thing, I've come to the conclusion that I do not like and want no part in this new game.

The trailer shows a thin, almost scrawny, dark-haired "Dante" being held in an insane asylum, being questioned by a doctor while he's strung up from the ceiling. Okay, first off, all the "WHO THE FUCK IS THIS AND WHY IS HE CALLING HIMSELF DANTE?" shit aside, what kind of hospital for the insane is this? Holy shit, I know psychology has had something of a dark past, but it's not like he's in a POW camp in fucking North Korea.

Although, I think I'd be able to buy Dante being stuck in a North Korean death camp more than I would him being stuck in a goddamn insane asylum.

My digression aside, this new "Dante" seems to not only not look like Dante, but seems to lack the smartass personality that has made many, including myself, come to love the character. Sure, they've tried to make him look edgy, giving him a cigarette and making him look like he's been beat to hell and back, giving him scars, but that doesn't make up for the fact that there's something missing. Whatever made Dante into Dante is visibly gone. Basically, this "Dante" seems to only be him in name only, and this trailer...makes the game not even look like Devil May Cry, but something else.

Most of you have probably heard about me bitching at people who complained about Devil May Cry 4, and the fact that no one gave Nero a chance before deciding to hate on the game because there was a new character, and honestly, my opinion on that still stands. However, in this context, I don't find myself being as forgiving. This isn't new characters, this is an unwanted, and quite frankly, unneeded reboot where Ninja Theory took Dante, inserted their director as him, took away his personality, and from the looks of it, threw out any previous story.

This isn't a slight change or a progression of storyline. This is an upheaval.

This is essentially Ninja Theory taking out everything fans loved about the game and throwing it into the garbage, and I don't think I can approve of that. I would like to give the game it's fair shot, but at the same time, I couldn't bring myself to buy it because it would bring Capcom one step closer to believing it would be okay to make another of the same. And I'd rather not risk that on a "fair shot".

Why? Because companies understand one thing: Money. The bottom line. They don't care about fan rage, they don't give a shit about petitions, hell, Capcom doesn't even give a fuck as to what it's Japanese branch thinks of this little development (I hear rumors that they're none too pleased over there). The one and only thing they understand is money, and if this game cost more to make than they got back in sales, they'll go back to the old game set faster than you can blink, and Ninja Theory will have to go make shitty fucking games somewhere else.

My considered advice: If you're a fan of the DMC series, and you don't want this shit to repeat itself in the next game, don't buy this coming one. Rent. Beg. Borrow. Steal. (Okay...maybe not steal.) Send Capcom a message they can understand: If you completely fuck up our characters, we're not buying your games. Because, I'm telling you, that's the ONLY message they're going to fully understand.

Your Goddess and Mistress,

Shinimegami



(4)  Love Deprivation

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TEST Saturday ,  28 Aug 2010 → 10:49pm
mood  →  busy
music  →  none

Testing a new client since iJournal hates my life, obv.

Oh yeah, this one is definitely a lot better. Now I can get back to posting. X_x;



(6)  Love Deprivation

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I HAVE AN IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT Saturday ,  14 Aug 2010 → 01:33am
mood  →  geeky
music  →  Ke$ha - Tik Tok (SHUT UP.)

PAUL MERCIER, THE VOICE OF LEON KENNEDY AND THE MERCHANT FROM RESIDENT EVIL IS FOLLOWING ME ON TWITTER.


YES THIS NEEDED IT'S OWN FUCKING POST. NO I WON'T FUCKING CUT IT.


(24)  Love Deprivation

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You musn't be afraid to dream a little bigger, darling. Friday ,  30 Jul 2010 → 03:05am
mood  →  calm
music  →  none

1. Reply to this post, and I will pick five of your icons.
2. Make a post (including the meme info) and talk about the icons I chose.
3. Other people can then comment to you and make their own posts.
4. This will create a never-ending cycle of icon glee.

Set #1 from [info]dismantle

Under here )

Set #2 from [info]kiokushitaka

Under here )

Set from [info]chaostheory

Under here )

Set from [info]bar_ohki

Under here )

Set from [info]lunareuphoria

Under here )

More will be added as people do this meme and I comment. XD That's it for now though.



(8)  Love Deprivation

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Usually I don't let memes tell me what the fuck to do, but w/e. Thursday ,  22 Jul 2010 → 05:14pm
mood  →  calm
music  →  B.o.B feat. Hayley Williams - Airplanes

Rules:
01. Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme and their current wallpaper at their LiveJournal Scribbld.
02. Explain in five sentences why you're using that wallpaper
03. Don't change your wallpaper before doing it! The point is to see what you had on!



I don't think I can find five sentences for why I'm using this wallpaper. It's Nero. I like Nero. The end? I mean, I could explain my love for him, but we'd be here for awhile and I'm pretty sure most of my friends list doesn't want to listen to that. Honestly, he's my favorite Devil May Cry character (I don't like Dante the most? Blasphemy, I know. :P), and IDGAF if 90% of the fandom hates him because he's a new character. I've had this wallpaper for almost a year now, and I don't think I'll be changing it anytime soon. *loves on Nero*

I actually wound up cleaing up my desktop the night before. XD Kind of lucky because I don't think you would have been able to see my wallpaper otherwise.



(8)  Love Deprivation

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Icon Meme Tuesday ,  20 Jul 2010 → 04:55am
mood  →  hot
music  →  Madonna - Die Another Day

I should probably be in bed right now, but fuck it. Also, some of these were wicked hard to choose because I had SO many that fit the category. I was basically playing a game of eeny meeny. X.x;

I'll just leave this here )

DO THE MEME.
Coding can be found here


(4)  Love Deprivation

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Okay, gaming world. Saturday ,  17 Jul 2010 → 08:06pm
mood  →  annoyed
music  →  Disturbed - Indestructable

You see this shit?

Don't fucking do it again.

This is exactly the kind of crap that angers me in the gaming world. I couldn't stomach the so-called "review" all the way through (Partially because of the audio. I can barely hear her with my current laptop speakers and my headphones are busted.), but what I saw was enough to make me want to break something.

Don't get me wrong, I don't hate the casual gamer. I support more people getting into video games and supporting the industry and hopefully creating a larger fanbase. In fact, hardcore gamers can be pointed out as part of the reason that the industry is kind of stuck in the same loop of games over and over due to how jaded they are. If you casual game and are completely honest with yourself about what you are, then I support you. Don't be afraid to check out other games. Before you know it, you might make the cross between "casual gamer" to "hardcore" and not even realize it.

And I don't hate things like "booth babes". If your job is to be pretty, go you. Be pretty. Earn money. Stimulate the economy by buying Coach bags, Prada shoes, or whatever the devil it is you models think is worthy of your cash these days. If that's your thing, that's cool. And really, there is some off chance that said booth babes might actually have held a controller for more than a few minutes in their lives. However, while they're looking to make money by standing around and looking good, that's almost irrelevant. Either way, more power to them.

However, don't go and pretend to be a female gamer, doing a review of a game that you've obviously never played in a little tank top because you're trying to pander to the 16-35 year old male demographic who are more likely staring at your tits than actually listening to what you have to say about games. You're demeaning the real female gamer who has actually played that game more times than your estimated attention span can handle. Honestly if you want to pander to males with your looks where nothing that comes out of your mouth (or goes into it for that matter *rimshot*) actually matters or amounts to anything, you're probably better suited for porn. Just saying.

My first warning when watching this video should have been when this so called "gamer girl" who apparently goes by the name of "Kimmy" referred to the females in Devil May Cry as "hot". Okay, there's no denying that Lady and Trish are attractive, but this was obviously done to pander to the male fantasy of a bisexual female. "A bisexual girl who games? *insert orgasm here*" This only leads me to believe that if this girl does actually claim to be bisexual, she does it for the attention she can get from it, and not because she's truly non-discriminate about who she could potentially be with. This is not only insulting to girl gamers, but insulting to actual bisexuals who are not only serious about their orientation, but have to go through a plethora of discrimination just because they're wired differently than most of the world.

I digress. I believe that may be a different rant for another time.

However the review gets better as it goes, with this "gamer" referring to Dante as "that guy." Uh, excuse me, honey, but "that guy" is who the Devil May Cry series revolves around up until Devil May Cry 4. And even then, in 4, you wind up playing "that guy" for a good portion of the game and he's still an integral part of the story. If you had actually played the game beyond the goddamn tutorial, you'd know "that guy's" name.

But it gets even better. She then claims Dante is "hard to kill". Okay, this statement, outside of it's current context, may be true. Dante is not an easy character to get rid of just based on the story alone, and I admit he's kicked my ass as Nero before, but only outside of the damn tutorial. Tutorial!Dante is supposed to help you figure out how to use Nero's abilities, and he's not supposed to be that hard to beat. He can be momentarily annoying if you're doing it wrong, but he's not supposed to be difficult.

Honestly, after this, I couldn't watch the video anymore. It was obvious that "Kimmy" hadn't actually played the game (or if she did, she didn't understand it), and her idiotic statements including such gems as "REALLY BIG SWORDS!!!!!111oneeleven" (More pandering via innuendo? I'm not sure) and "It's as gory as you want your video games to be." had me wanting to strangle her, quite frankly. Not to mention her tactics (Tactics in a hack n slash? lol) had me rolling my eyes so hard I think they may have almost fallen out of my head at one point. "I like to get up in that guy's face." Nero has a gun for a reason, honey. Oh right, you didn't make it past the tutorial.

Really, this is everything that is wrong with the current status of women in gaming and even just women's place in the world. It's still about being pretty and fulfilling a stereotypical male fantasy than actually being your own woman and having a goddamn personality that isn't "I'm a bisexual who likes things that you like, leading you to believe you might have a chance with me! Tee hee!"

Way to set us back at least 60 years, Kimmy. Way to set us back.

Your Goddess and Mistress,

Shinimegami



(6)  Love Deprivation

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THIS. IS. AMAZING. Thursday ,  15 Jul 2010 → 11:36pm
mood  →  geeky
music  →  alice nine. - TSUBASA

Okay, most of you may not know, but [info]dismantle and I wound up accidentally walking into one of our favorite pairings a year ago today thanks to RP. The pairing wound up being Nero from Devil May Cry 4 and Roxas from Kingdom Hearts. I'd come to love both characters dearly, especially together, and today is the day that both Steph and I went WE SHIP IT.

Well, about 4 months or so ago, I ordered the Play Arts Kai Nero Devil May Cry figure from Play Asia. It's that "thing" I've been bitching about waiting for them to send.

Guess what fucking came in the mail today.



(Click the thumbnail, you dork!)

OH YES. )

What are the odds that I'd get my figure on the same day we came up with the pairing? Ha. I love it. Definitely makes up for the shittackular day at work I had.

These are so coming to Guild with me tomorrow. /nerd

Still geeking out,

Shinimegami

P.S. I have this roughly 2 months before the American release. OHYES.



(12)  Love Deprivation

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I can often be found hanging out on Yahoo Instant Messenger, MSN, AIM and, of course, in my various journals. I am a moderator at a Witch Hunter Robin forum called Harry's.I can also be found hanging out on Solia Online.

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My current over all mood is: The current mood of Shinimegami at www.imood.com



FRIENDS


My friends are very important to me. I will stand up for them if someone decides to go after them with some sort of bullshit. You fuck with my friends, you fuck with me. You have been warned. I have so many friends, almost too many to name and keep up with here, but I want the ones I have to know that I love them dearly and wouldn't trade them for the world. You guys know who you are. ♥



LOVE


I'm married to a wonderful man named Cameron. He's currently finishing grad school and is going to be a teacher. I've been with him for almost 7 years now (before we got married), and I love him very dearly.



FAMILY


My family life is a little complicated, especially since I moved out. Overall, I love them, but they tend to stress me out a great deal, especially my mother. Then again, I gotta wonder if that's really different from anyone else's family life, to be honest.



FANDOM


I am involved in many fandoms. My interests range from anime and scifi to comics and video games. Pretty much anything geeky. :X Right now, my current interests include MST3K, Marvel Comics, Final Fantasy VII, Resident Evil, Devil May Cry, Stargate SG-1, and so many different anime that I think it would probably take up the entire page for me to name them all, so I won't. :P For more info about my interests, see the list in my user info.



LAYOUT


This layout was made on the GIMP 2.0. It's Nero from Devil May Cry 4 with lyrics from Papa Roach's To Be Loved. It was coded for best viewing on FireFox 2.0 or higher and I think it will work fairly well on a 800x600 resolution, even though I made it on 1024x768. There may be some browser compatibility issues, especially if you're viewing my layout from an iPod or iPhone. You also need the fonts Carpenter ICG, Tahoma, and Cochin to see the layout as it was intended, as parts of the web text are in these fonts. Steal any portion of my layout, and I will eat your soul.