Saikou No Sekai☆♪

---That fic

mikage_taichou@yahoo.com — Mon, 26 Sep 2011 12:52:58 GMT

A/N: So um I just wrote this short drabble because I like drama and um I just wanted to not forget this because I usually forget my plots before I get to tell them to anyone. Also, I apologize for making Mori very very OOC orz

I don’t think anyone would bother to read this anyway lol

Weird ass italics in the middle of paragraphs are thoughts (except that announcement)

Summary: She leaves. She lies about her feelings for him. She comes back—still loving him the same way 5 years ago, does he still feel the same way?

Today was the day. Today was the day she was going to leave, leave for good. She doesn’t know when would she come back—if she would even comeback at all. She was sitting alone in the airport, looking out the huge windows. Airplanes were coming and going, soon she’d be leaving too.

She didn’t want to leave. She didn’t want to go away. She just wanted to stay with him.

She stared at her phone, waiting for his message. She already got a goodbye message from that other guy, and her beloved cousin how come he never sent her a message? Was he already happy that she was leaving? Is his phone having problems? Did he really not care that she was leaving?

Fnal call for Flight 3245 to Berlin, Germany. Please go to Gate 47A and board your flight.

She sighs heavily, trying to hold back her tears. He didn’t care. He just wanted her to leave—was all the things that were in her head.

Maybe…this was a sign to just forget everything and focus on achieving my goal of beating my parents in the industry. She thinks as she stared at her phone for one last time. She hesitates as she shifted to the phonebook and selected his name—there was still enough time for a short call. One short call. One last chance to hear his voice.

Should I…? B-but I…It’ll be great if I heard his voice…but I should really be forgetting about him—

Her bodyguard approaches her and tells her that they should head on to board since there would be a lot of people inside the plane, if they don’t hurry she would have a hard time getting in. She shakes her head, ridding herself with such thoughts.

As she approached the area for boarding she couldn’t help but look back, she couldn’t help but think he’d come chasing her, telling her not to leave—though he seemed to have made it clear that it was fine for him that if she’d leave, she still looked back.

He isn’t coming after all…not even a goodbye…

She looked forward, clutching her hand bag tightly trying very hard to not to cry.

This is for the better, at least he isn’t hurt. That’s right.

As long as he stays happy, I’m happy.

“Stop!!” She hears someone say, she didn’t bother turning back, it must be for someone else. There was nobody who was going to go after her after all.

“Stop—Wait!” The sound got closer, maybe it was finally for her?

“R…L-let go of me!! Stop, St-stop!! I-I need to say something to her!!”

It was his voice.

There was no mistaking it, that was the voice she wanted to hear. She quickly turns around and sees him getting restrained by the airport security—oddly they were having a hard time restraining the boy. A smile crept on her lips, she walked over to his direction.

“Please let me go! I-I just need to talk to her!!” The boy pleads to the security who in turn just screamed at him to go back since he didn’t have any business there. Still, he struggled to get out.

“Excuse me.” She says as she tapped the shoulder of one guard.

“Can…can I talk to him please?” She says with a rather sad tone in her voice, her eyes were a bit watery too. The guard was taken a back by her expression and just let the boy talk to her—just for a short while the guard stresses; they soon left and watched the couple from afar.

“H-hey.” She manages to say to him, she wanted to burst into tears and just hug him and never leave, but no. She had to leave, she will leave no matter what happens she has to leave.

“Rikki!!” He says, as he grabbed her hands, making her drop her bag onto the ground. He was panting, there was sweat all over his forehead, he looked exhausted but even if he did there was a certain look in his eyes. He seemed really happy.

“M-Mori. Wh-What are you doing h-here…?”

“I came…to say goodbye.” He says with a sad look in his eyes, but a smile on his face.

She inwardly smiles. She was happy he came to see her, she was happy that he still loved her, but she didn’t want him to suffer while she was away. She wanted him to be happy—even if that means forgetting about her and finding another person to love.

“That’s it? You stopped me just for that?”

“And this.” He says as he dug something out of his pocket. He takes out a pink plastic ring with a cupcake design on it. He takes her hand and slips it on.

“What are you doing?!” She says as she quickly takes her hand back from him.

“I know you wanted that ring from last time but someone bought it already…and I thought you’d like that.” He says, smiling again.

“I…I don’t need this! This looks so cheap! I-I’m leaving!” She says angrily, picking up her bag. She didn’t take it off, she really liked the ring; she wanted to wear it forever. She lowers her head, hiding her face from him, she didn’t want him to see her like this. She’s bit her lip to keep herself from crying. Suddenly she felt something warm against her.

He hugged her.

“I…I don’t want you to go, but if it’ll make you happier if you go right? Just don’t ever forget that I love you Rikki.” He whispers to her ear.

mikage_taichou@yahoo.com — Fri, 25 Jun 2010 13:55:26 GMT

NEW FIC IN WRITING♫

One Shot: Blue Rain

mikage_taichou@yahoo.com — Wed, 26 May 2010 10:59:47 GMT

Blue Rain

Summary: Who would forget Kwon JiYong’s birthday? Everyone knows his birthday! Nobody forgets his birthday. Especially him. But what happened? Did he forget?! GDTOP. [Yama nashi Ochi nashi Imi nashi]

A/N: For Lady, because she is a whore. Huge thanks to Yamira for doing the parts I can’t do (and proof reading)

YAMIRA IS THE BEST Y’ALL. DO CHECK OUT HER STUFF.

Also, dedicated to our otp; don’t get me wrong I love OT5 but sometimes I segment them lolol

Also, this is my first time writing Yaoi, so I did not do those parts (yes, Yamira did it. She’s awesome okay?)

Bzzt. Bzzt.

The sound of the annoying phone vibrating woke Jiyong up. Who in their right mind would want to wake him up at this time? Granted, it was just Eight in the morning but Kwon Jiyong rarely gets any sleep. He does too much Singing, Writing, Composing, Dancing name it, and he does it.

He reached for his annoying phone over at his desk.

“Happy birthday hyung! Sorry I can’t be with you today. I have to study for a test today >_< –SeungRi P.S I got you a present already haha”

“What the hell SeungRi…” Jiyong mumbled as he put back the phone on the table and rolled on his bed. He wanted more sleep, and he’s getting more---

Bzzt. Bzzt.

“Hyung! Happy Birthday~ you’re a year older now~~! Too bad I can’t be with you today due to the Family’s shooting schedule >_<;; Everyone from the Family wishes you a happy birthday! Enjoy your day hyung! –Daesung”

That’s sweet of you Daesung but all Jiyong wanted was more sl—

“Jiyong ah~~ Happy Birthday! I hope you enjoy your day with SeungHyun hyung. Everyone seems to be away today. Yes, even me. I have to go and visit someone today. Don’t worry I’ll get you a present haha. –YoungBae”

‘All day with him? Wow, that’s a nice present.’ Jiyong thought. He finally sat up from his bed and fixed himself a bit. He was ready to enjoy this day with the man he loves.

Well, he loves the other four too but not the way he loved Choi SeungHyun.

He opened his door and made his way to the kitchen. Without changing clothes. Yes, Mister Fashionista of the year did not even bother to change out of his pajamas. But who cares, right? It’s his birthday; he can do whatever he wants.

He saw his hyung, dressed as if he was about to leave, eating cereals. This piqued his interest aside from the fact that the love of his life, sitting there looking fine, why is he dressed like that? Didn’t YoungBae said enjoy your day with Hyung?

“Morning, Ji. You’re up early today aren’t ya?” The older man said as he looked at Jiyong with a smile.

“Y-yeah. You going somewhere Hyung?” Jiyong asked out of curiosity.

“Yeah, gonna go and visit my Hyungs from the club I used to rap at. I’m gonna be back early though.” SeungHyun said as he lifted his now empty bowl and placed it on the sink.

“See ‘ya.” He said as he walked pass Jiyong.

‘Wh-what’s this?! He’s leaving already?! H-he didn’t even greet me?! But he always does, like last year! He was the first one to greet me! Why…did he forget?!’

Instinctively, Jiyong grabbed SeungHyun’s wrist.

“Hyung, don’t you know what day it is today?”

“Thursday? Look, Ji. I’m running late if you want to know what day it is today check the calendar.”

“You really don’t know what date is it today?” Jiyong said, getting a bit impatient.

“Oh. Tomorrow’s the group anniversary right? Thanks man, gonna get something special ready.”

Jiyong let his wrist go out of shock. He could not believe he had forgotten that it was his birthday today. What on earth possessed Choi SeungHyun to forget Jiyong’s birthday?

Kwon Jiyong, one of South Korea’s best rappers, is sitting alone, drinking in an empty apartment. Where is that sentence correct?

He has a lot of friends, why can’t he just call them?

Because he wanted to be alone together with him on his birthday.

But what does he do, he forgets that it is his birthday.

At first he thought that maybe he’s just playin’ with him and he’s going to go home suddenly and surprise him together with the other four.

The clock read 0:00 and none of them are home.

No one, not even YoungBae; it’s as if the rest of Big Bang had just disappeared.

“I’m ho—Jiyong? What are you doing?” SeungHyun said as he tried to grab the bottle away from Jiyong.

But Jiyong was too quick for him, Jiyong quickly moved his hand away so that SeungHyun won’t be able to get it.

“Celebrating my birthday…oh it’s already the 19^th. Not my birthday anymore.” Jiyong said as he drank from the bottle.

“You think I have forgotten don’t you?” SeungHyun said, he was going to sit near Jiyong but he suddenly stood up.

“DIDN’T YOU FORGET?! YOU DIDN’T EVEN SEND ME A MESS---”

Jiyong felt SeungHyun’s warm lips against his. SeungHyun didn’t mind the taste of alcohol as he slipped his tongue into Jiyong’s mouth. Jiyong quickly pushed SeungHyun away before he could do anything else.

“You think I’d be happy if you do that NOW?!”

“So, you liked it.” SeungHyun said with a smirk.

“THAT’S NOT THE POINT HYUNG!”

“Then what is the point JiYong?” SeungHyun said as he walked towards Jiyong, Jiyong stepped back a little which caused him to trip over a bottle and land at the couch.

SeungHyun, seeing that his prey has been cornered quickly positions himself on top of Jiyong.

“H-Hyung what’s that you’re holding.” JiYong, drunk and desperate to get away from this position points out what was his hyung holding.

He was holding a white box with a green ribbon on top of it.

“It’s you’re cake. We were planning to surprise you tomorrow…but I already said it so just pretend you don’t know when we actually do it tomorrow…” SeungHyun said as he dropped the box on the floor and leaned closer to Jiyong.

Jiyong isn’t giving up this easily. He didn’t like what his hyung did. Not. One. Bit. So he had avoided his kiss.

“You want to play that way don’t you Yongie?” SeungHyun said with a smirk on his lips.

He bit Jiyong’s right ear.

FUCK I CAN’T DO THIS.

mikage_taichou@yahoo.com — Wed, 05 May 2010 12:16:25 GMT

Chapter 4

Meeting

A/N: Ditching El Fili&Physics for this HAHAHA

Italics are English words~

--
EunAe's POV

"I've already told them about you." Mister Choi Seung Hyun said with a smile.

"R-r-r-r-really?! W-what did they say?!" I felt my heart beating really fast, is this what they call love? But isn't love supposed to make you feel really happy?

"Don't be so nervous, Miss EunAe. They're actually quite excited to meet you."
Oh, so I wasn't in love; that was close. Being in love really scares me; so many things happen if you're in love...

"O-oh. Really? You're just saying that to make me feel better, you don't need to call me ~Miss~ EunAe. Afterall I'm...like what do they call it? F...is it freeloading?"

And it also sounds awkward if he says it. I really don't feel right to be called like that.

"No, you're not ~freeloading~. It was my fault why you lost your memories in the first place. Miss EunAe."

He should really stop blaming himself, but it does make me feel better that I'm not freeloading. Though I do feel like I am. I really hate those freeloaders that I watched in a show once, I want to help out! Maybe I should ask him how I could I help him or something.

"O-okay, but don't call me Miss EunAe anymore! I don't really like being called like that. It sounds too um...it makes me feel uncomfortable!"

"I'll just call you EunAe then, is that fine?" He seemed quite hesitant at first before he said this. Maybe he was trying to make me call him SeungHyun? No! I'll never call him that. It sounds too disrespectful, and besides he's too awesome to not have a ~mister~ before his name.

"Yes!" I said with a huge smile.

--

And so, SeungHyun gave EunAe a tour of the house, well it wasn't a house it was their dormitory. Every time SeungHyun would open a door of another member's room EunAe would be amazed by the contents of the room. She would say how big the room is and how cool are the stuff inside the room are.

Her favorite was of course the living room, it had a really big plasma TV, that was all she needed. A big TV, the TV where she could watch the episodes of her drama, watch her cooking shows and occasionally to view stuff on Discovery Channel.

But even before he gave her a tour, he first directed EunAe to her room. Well their rooms.

--

"And this is your room." SeungHyun said as he opened the door to HIS room.

"This isn't my room." EunAe said as a matter of fact-ly.

"This is where you'd stay now-room." He struggled to find the right words to tell her, why? I'll never know. I'm just the narrator here.

"Ohh, I see. But it has your name on the door."

"Well, this is your room now. I'll sleep in the living room."

"WHAT?! BUT THAT'S WHERE THE TV IS. NO I'LL SLEEP THERE INSTEAD!" Of course she doesn't want SeungHyun to get all the TV time all to himself, why would she stay here if she knew she could watch TV all day and all night.

"N-no, you need a proper room, just use my room." A girl after all, needs her privacy. He understands the very meaning of that word very well. (We all know how he is. WE ALL KNOWWW)

"I don't want to. You can use it, it's yours!"

"But you'll be staying in it."

"Can't we just share?" The brightest idea she had thought of so far. She feels very proud that she had thought of this. She thanks ChunHei for teaching her the value of sharing. This way none of them will get more TV time. Nice one, EunAe.

"What? No, we can't a man and a woman can't share a room." He really has privacy issues.

"What's wrong about it?"

"...Just no." He then realizes that this woman has no shame, it had been deleted by the magic of amnesia.

"Okay, I'll just sleep in the living room---"

"Fine, fine. As long as you'd stay in this room okay?"

"Yesss."

--

EunAe's POV

I finally step inside OUR room (since we share it). This room is really spacey, even if it appears it is not because of all the shelves on the side that had all these super cute toys (well not all of them were cute, some of them were creepy but I can't tell Mister Choi SeungHyun that I find his toys creepy can I?). There was also a TV in his room, it had an apple as the power button. But it's kind of weird since a lot of things were attatched to it...

There was only one window in this room and there was a door that leads to the veranda.

Mister Choi SeungHyun laid my bag on the ground and got something out of the cabinet (well there were quite a few cabinets, I say around three) it was a white...bed for the floor? He laid it down and said that would be his bed, and I get the nice bed over at the corner (that had fancy bed sheets on them.)

"No! I'll stay at the ground. I've always wanted to sleep on the floor."

He laughed.

"What?! That's not something to laugh at."

"It is. Do you really want to sleep on the floor? Are you sure you don't want the bed?"

"Yes. And I feel like I've always slept on the floor anyway." Since the bed was rock hard. I really disliked the bed I've slept on, but I guess I had gotten used to it.

"Ah, the Japanese way of sleeping. Futons?" Fu..what?

"I..don't remember."

--

"So, I put all of my things in this box right?" I said as I sat down near the box.

"Yes, temporarily until I've bought you your own cabinet."

"W-what? You're going to buy me a cabinet? What for? All my things fit in this box anyway."

"Huh? What do you mean they all fit in that small box?"

"Yeah. I just have 3 large shirts and 2 pairs of jeans. And this box. Oh, and a picture frame and two books with lots of drawings in them...aaand the bags I'm holding right now."

"Are you sure those are the only things you brought with you? You might have forgotten some things in the hospital, y'know."

"No, I'm sure these are the only things I have. I even asked ChunHei to buy clothes for me but the money I gave her wasn't enough."

"Really? How much did you give her?"

"Five pieces of the one zero, zero, zero, zero."

"Fifty Thousand?"

"Oh. I guess so."

"Was that all the money you had?"

"Nope, there are some more left in my...um money-placer thing. ChunHei didn't get it because she said they don't accept those types of money here or something like that. I didn't really understand what she was trying to tell me."

"Can I see?"

"Sure." I opened the smaller bag (the one with no wheels) that I saw various items such as a small book with a weird logo in the middle, a brown embe...um whatsit? Envelope. Yes that. And I finally see the one that I am looking for, the thing where I put my money.

It was a pretty long and it had a bunny in the lower right corner. It was also shiny and black. I really found it cute. I handed it to Mister Choi SeungHyun, he grabbed it from my hand and proceeded to examine it.

"You might have personal information written here inside your wallet. Have you checked?"

So they call that a wallet. Interesting~ I have learned another thing!

"Um. I found a piece of paper that had my name on it and a bunch of numbers."

"Really?! Have you tried calling that number?"

"ChunHei did, but nothing happened. She said something about um...reaching?"

"Oh."

He had a disappointed look on his face. He gave me back my wallet. I placed it back in my bag, while putting it back I have noticed this really shiny object in my bag. I took the object out.

It's that device! A f...p...whatever it's called. I remember we tried to use it but it never did function. ChunHei said it needed a ch...ch...something that had ch's. We even dug my bags for it but we never found that said item.

"Have you tried using that?"

I was surprised, he was looking at this object with such interest. I wonder why.

"N-no. I don't even know what this thing is called; do you know what it is?" I said as I handed him the object.

"It's called a phone, EunAe." He said as he looked at the phone. He was pressing random buttons; I guess he's trying to make it work? He's going to talk to someone through that?

Suddenly, he had a surprised expression on his face.

"What's wrong Mister Choi SeungHyun?"

"The battery's dead. Do you have the charger?"

"N...ch...oh! That object? ChunHei and I searched for that all over but we never managed to find one. That's the one that's supposed to make the phone work right?"

"Supposedly." He was quite annoyed.

Ahh, maybe I'm asking too much questions. I'm starting to feel bad, ChunHei doesn't seem to mind if I asked too much questions. Maybe it's just because he's not used to me asking too much stuff? Or maybe it's because the phone isn't working? Why am I even getting worked up over this? He's the one that made me like this, I should be the one who's angry! Ahh, this is so confusing!

"Maybe we could buy a charger for this phone."

"R-really? That's great! B-but then again I don't have any more money ... well I still do have that one one zero, zero,zero,zero"

"But it's Japanese money, you can't use it to buy anything here."

"Really? So that's why ChunHei said I couldn't use it ..."

"Yes. You could only use Korean money here."

"But what makes the difference?"

--

"Hey, Mister Choi SeungHyun what's that thing over there?" I said as I pointed to that thing with an apple.

"Oh, it's a computer."

"You mean it isn't a TV?!"

"You thought it was a TV?"

"Well, it looks like one...only smaller."

"Well, it could function like a TV but it can do a lot more."

"Like what? Can you talk to the people in it?!" He laughed at me again. I should stop mentioning this because every time I ask a question he laughs. It's really annoying but I can't complain about it. It's better than him getting angry right? Maybe because if he got angry I'd have no place to stay anymore.

"I guess you can say that."

"WHAT?! REALLY?! I-I-I WANT TO TALK TO PEOPLE INSIDE THE TV!"

"Don't get too excited, I'll turn it on first."

He walked towards the 'computer' and sat on the chair in front of it. I stood beside him. When the 'computer' turned on there were pretty colors all over the um, box. There was this bar in the middle, Mister Choi SeungHyun pressed some buttons on those square things with letters then afterwards another screen came out!

"Woow. That's so cool~ did you change the channel when you pressed those letters?"

"Haha, no. I logged in."[3]

"Log...I'm not going to ask. It sounds so complicated."

He then explains to me a lot of stuff that was in the screen, there were these weird um...how did he call them? Icons? Well, whatever those were they did different things (there were around 10 of them?) and he also explained to me something about intraweb no wait it was internet. I really didn't understand much but that internet thing had some awesome things. Mister Choi SeungHyun even made me play in his computer! It was a game where in I had to dress up a girl, I don't know why he has such a game but it was fun.

I then noticed that it was time for my TV show! This computer thing is distracting me, I hate it. Well, not really it's also awesome like the TV.

"Mister Choi SeungHyun it's time for my TV show!" I said as I stood up from the chair. He wasn't beside me anymore, he was on his bed, sleeping. He looked cute again. But I'm not going to wake him up anymore. He seems tired.

I left the room and searched for the big TV, luckily I remembered how to go there must be because of that um, photo-whatever memory that I have. ChunHei said I was really lucky that I had that kind of thing.

I saw that the remote was just on the glass table in front of the L-shaped couch. That's fun, I don't even have to search (and mess up stuff) for the remote anymore!

I turned on the TV and searched for the channel that had my show since the channels in Mister Choi SeungHyun's house are different from the channels in the hospital.

Aha! I finally found it. But the show has already started, this is annoying, I should have stopped playing that game earlier so I could---

There was a sound at the door. Someone opened it. Oh no, what if it's a robber? I have nothing to defend myself with! B-but it could also be one of Mister Choi SeungHyun's brothers, but what should I do?!

"I'm home!" A voice said, it sounded like a male's voice.

Oh, thankfully it's one of mister choi seunghyun's brothers. B-but what should I do? Should I go to him and greet him? Should I just stay here? Should I just watch the TV show and ignowait that's a bad Ide---

"Oh, hello! You must be Lee EunAe!" The voice said, I turned to the direction of the voice, it was a really pretty guy (...but isn't the word pretty for females? But he really looks pretty. Is he a boy? His voice sounds like a boy...) with yellow hair. Wait is he American? Why is he speaking in Korean?

"H-hello! My name is Lee EunAe, nice to m-meet you!" I stood up and bowed to him. I hate this, I should be the first one to greet him.

"No need to be so formal." He said with a smile. He then gestured for me to sit down (again), and so I did.

"O-oh. Th-thank you f-for having me here. I'm sorry to be such a burden." I said as I bowed my head. I can't even look at him, I feel really bad for troubling them.

"No, it's okay. Really. Don't feel so bad EunAe. Oh, my name is Kwon JiYong by the way. But just call me Jiyong Oppa."

"Wh-what? B-but I can't! That'd too imposing of me, Mister Kwon Jiyong. ...and besides I don't even know i-if I'm really younger than you." ...how did these words come out of my mouth? I don't even know what imposing...oh wait I do but! My memories must be coming back! Yes!

"Eeh, if you don't call me Jiyong Oppa I wouldn't let you live here anymore."

"JIYONG OPPA!" I shouted. W-what's wrong with me, I s-shouldn't be

He started laughing at me. Does everybody really love to laugh at me? Am I really that funny?

"You're cute, EunAe-ah." He said as he ruffled my hair, I accidentally shoved his hand away. It's out of instinct I guess.

"I-I'm sorry, I just really don't like it if someone messes up my hair. I really don't know why. It's like it's automatic for me to shove the hands away. I'm sorry Jiyong oppa." I said as I bowed my head.

"It's okay, don't worry too much about it." He said with a smile. He's really nice, and his smile is so bright too! It's refreshing to see him smile.

"Have you seen Hyung?"

"H-hyung?"

"Oh, I meant SeungHyun-hyung."

"He's sleeping. He seems tired so I didn't wake him up anymore."

He was quite surprised.

"Huh? Where's he sleeping?"

"In our room."

"...Our?"

"Yes, we share um, his room."

"Whaaat?!"

"I-is there something wrong?"

"Y-you shouldn't be sharing a room with another man, EunAe-ah. Aren't you afraid?"

"Of what? Why shouldn't I share a room with a man? All the people in the hospital do."

"...You're really just fine sharing it with Hyung?" He said, he sounded quite worried. I wonder why? Maybe he wants to sleep with Mister Choi SeungHyun instead? But his room is even bigger than Mister Choi SeungHyun's...

"Yes. I really don't see anything wrong with it, and I really don't like sleeping alone anyway."

I really didn't like sleeping alone. Sometimes I'd wake up at the middle of the night and I feel really scared, I didn't like being alone.

--

"Oh, hyung! You're awake." Jiyong oppa said as he stood up.

"Jiyong? You're here already? What time is it?"

"Haha, I went home early today. It's almost time for dinner. What do you want to eat?"

"Dinner?"

"Yeah."

"Well, I guess you did finish up early today. I'm fine with anything."

"How about you EunAe-ah? What do you want to eat?"

"Um..."

"Oh, right I promised I'll make you cook stuff right?" Mister Choi SeungHyun said as he looked at me with a smile. His cheeks kinda looked puffy. I guess that's what happens if you sleep in the middle of the day.

YES! HE REMEMBERED!

"You can cook EunAe-ah?"

"Um, I just wanted to try. If that's okay Jiyong oppa."

"Hey, how come you call him oppa and I'm just Mister Choi SeungHyun? Call me oppa too!"

"But, I don't want to call you oppa."

"You can't cook!" He said, crossing his arms

Time to try and do that strategy!

"Okay." I said, bowing my head from disappointment.

"...Are you going to cry? N-no! Don't cry EunAe-ah, you can cook, go ahead. Cook anything you want!" He said as he patted my shoulders, trying to make me smile.

"Hyung, you really have a weak spot for your dongsaengs." JiyongOppa said as he laughed at Mister Choi SeungHyun.

"She was going to cry any second!"

I...wasn't crying. Did I look like I was going to cry?

"N-no I wasn't!"

"Don't try to deny it!"

Suddenly there was someone at the door again.

"We're home!"

....We?

"Oh, Finally! We were just about to decide on what to eat."

Soon, three guys went inside the house. Two of them had small eyes (one of them had pointy hair. I don't know how's that possible but he did it! How cool~) and one guy reminded me of the panda slippers I'm wearing. I don't really know why though.

"Oh! Is she EunAe?" The small-eyed guy said ...well the one with the pointy hair.

"She looks younger than I expected~" the other guy with small eyes said. ...I'll just take that as I'm young-looking.

"Is she really a noona?"

---He didn't just say that! I went up to that guy and pinched his cheeks. It was kind of hard since he was taller than me, but whatever! I managed to pinch his cheeks (even if I have to tiptoe a bit).

"Yes, I am your noona! Even if I don't look like it I'm older than you!" I really hate it when people don't think I'm older, there's just this something in me that wants to hurt them if they don't respect me as older person.

"EunAe, calm down. Maknae didn't mean to insult you." I heard Mister Choi SeungHyun said, he placed his hands on my shoulders to calm me down. I let go of the maknae's cheeks. ...Maknae? What? Really? That means he really is younger than me!

"Owwthat hurts ;_;" He said as he rubbed his cheeks.

"Hmph!" I said as I crossed my arms.

"She once broke someone's leg because she wasn't called noona, be careful Maknae-ah." Mister Choi SeungHyun said to the maknae. I feel so proud for telling that story. Hahaha!

---

I ended up cooking spaghetti and meatballs. I hope they like it, I've never really cooked before. Well, maybe I did, but I don't remember. I made a lot of meat balls; they said I could use however much I wanted so I decided to give everyone three pieces of meatballs (except Maknae SeungHyun. Even if he has the same name as Mister Choi SeungHyun I won't forgive him! I'll just give him two.)

"Here you go everyone. Sorry it took so long" I said as I gave them a small plate with the meat balls. I had to sit next to maknae, I couldn't complain about it because there weren't any other places left to sit.

"Heeey, why do I only have two meat balls, noona?" Maknae said as he looked at me with 'sad eyes'.

"That's for not calling me noona."

"B-but I need as much energy as I can get. I'm the youngest afterall!"

"Fine, here have my other meatball." I said as I forked one of my meatballs. He looked happy to see the meatball go over his plate, haha! He fell for my trap! I quickly shoved the meatball into my mouth. Serves you right Maknae-ah.

Everyone laughed (except for Maknae)

"Good one, EunAe-ah" Jiyong Oppa said. I tried to smile, but it was really hard because the meatball was really big.

"Noonaaa!!"
--
Omake:

Everyone was almost done eating the meal EunAe prepared.

"The meatballs are delicious, how'd you learn to cook like this?" The older SeungHyun said.

"Oh, I just watched the cooking show." EunAe forked her other meatball. Maknae was looking sad; he really looked like he wanted another meatball. EunAe noticed this and gave him her meatball.

"?!"

"You don't want another okay th---"

Maknae quickly forked it and stuffed it into his mouth.

"I'm sorry maknae-ah. I really can't control my temper when someone doesn't recognize me as an older person."

"Iffskay noonahh."

--
A/N:

Holy shit this chapter is wro--long.

[1]Mister Choi SeungHyun: "Choi SeungHyun sshi"
> I just translated it in English. It's kinda like Ajusshi, except she says the whole name lolol. It's super awkward rite? It's also polite to call him Choisshi right? Or atleast SeungHyun-sshi, but she had decided to torture herself to stick to his whole name (she has issues lol)

[2] I left out the explaining lol.

[3] He said it in English.

I'm sorry this chapter took so long lol.

Dreaaaaaam!

mikage_taichou@yahoo.com — Mon, 08 Mar 2010 23:31:53 GMT

First, Godzilla was gonna attack the super market I was at (I knew this before hand) so I stole a bunch of goods (Grape juice, strawberry milk and a bunch of other sweets) to be power ups (...I believe I was a game character) then the spot where I predicted Godzilla would come out was false, so it was a surprise attack >_>

Then there came out boats (Just like Big Bang's ALWAYS boat. Idk don't ask me.) with people in them, I ran away together with some people (which were Taeyang,Sri and Gdragon. I...don't really know)

Then there was this Gackt-look alike who were announcing missions, he told us to go to this area (which I didn't know) GD/Sri dragged us to that place and then we were safe! Then the next mission was to go into a cold room and dance to TeniMyu songs (Idk. My brain is really fucked up lol).

So we go in the room and dance, the first song was a TeniMyu song and the next song was a BB song >_> so after that song I got out of the room but people told me "Game Over".

So I hit myself on the head with a bottle. Then I fainted, then when I woke up I pretended to have amnesia >_> Then there was this UKISS member in the couch I was sitting in, I told him it was all an act then he reveals it to the game officials.

Then I woke up.

My dream is damn weird.

*copy pastas into her journal*

Yet to have a title: Chapter 3: Arrival

mikage_taichou@yahoo.com — Fri, 19 Feb 2010 08:41:18 GMT

Chapter 3

Arrival

A/N: Finally, yeah?

--
EunAe's POV

This is the first time I have ever opened the bag that was given to me. It contained clothes. Well at least the top part of the pile were filled with clothes, there was also a box that said 'Pantsu'[1] on it. I opened that box, got a pair of underwear and grabbed the shirt that was on top of the pile and the jeans that was on the top of the pile.

Finally, I get to wear something different. The shirt that I wore was way to big for me, it reaches up to my knees and the sleeves reach half way through my arm. I don't understand, is this shirt even mine? But, if it wasn't why would it be in my clothes? But the good thing about this shirt is it covers those weird markings on my arms.

I don't only have weird markings on my arms, I have them on my back too (ChunHei said when she taught me how to bathe. Since it's impossible to see your own back right?) I had some on my ankles too. I wonder what happened to me? ChunHei said she thinks I got them even before I got into an accident. Hm, I wonder what was my job before I got amnesia? Maybe I was a spy? or a cop? I think only those jobs got heavy injuries. They're around explotions a lot.

There was a knock on the door, I quickly ran to the door (even if I didn't have my shoes on yet. I hope it's not Mister Choi SeugHyun, I wouldn't want him to wait for me to put on my shoes.) and opened it. It was ChunHei. She looked like she wanted to cry. I wonder what's wrong with her? Is she hurt?

"ChunHei, what's wrong why are y--"

ChunHei took me by surprise. I never expected her to suddenly hug me.

"Don't forget about me okay?" ChunHei said as she placed her hands on my shoulder. She looked like she was going to cry any second.

"Of course I wouldn't. I'll visit you everyday!" I said with a grin.

"Stupid, you can't do that!"

"Why not?"

"You're not sick everyday, only sick people go to the hospital."

"But I am sick everyday, I have amnesia!"

"That doesn't count!"

What does she mean that doesn't count?! I'm sick! I have all the rights to go to the hospital and visit her. Oh, I remembered most of the patients here are much sicker than I am. They all feel weak or something when I talk to them. Except for that kid that didn't call me 'older sister'. They all have something wrong with them, but unlike me, their sickness is much worse.

But I really want to visit ChunHei. Oh, that's right! Doctor Jang said he will check up on me every month!

"Well, I still have my monthly check ups anyway. I'll look around for you when I go then." I said as I grinned widely.

"That's right! Stay healthy, okay? And always look both ways when you cross the street."

"Yes, I know. I know."

"That's all that I have to say, EunAe-ah." ChunHei said as she smiled at me, and patted my head. This will be the one and only time that I will allow anyone to pat me on the head. I really don't like it when someone does.

"I'll miss you!"

--

I only have one pair of shoes it seems, it was a pair of black sneakers, it had a blue star on the side and it had white laces on it. It was pretty beaten up. I must have liked using this, or maybe it's the only pair I own. Either way I put it on.

I'm having a hard time remembering how to tie laces. I know it should go like---

There was a knock on the door, I slowly stood up and walked to the door (I was careful enough not to trip on my untied laces. ChunHei taught me yesterday how to tie these on. I clearly remember how, but I just can't seem to do it. I wonder why) and opened it.

"Mister Choi SeungHyun!" I greeted him with a smile. I wonder how did I recognize him, maybe it was his height? Maybe it was that weird aura that he had?

"Are you ready to go?" He said as he lowered his sunglasses a bit. He always had sunglasses on.

"Um, about that. I am but these laces..." I said as I looked down.

"You can't tie them? Aren't you old enough to do it by yourself?" He said as he chuckled.

That's over the line mister! I can accept any insult you throw at me but when you cross the age thing ooh, your dead!

"I would have tied them if I could." I said angrily as I crossed my arms and looked at him with an angry glare.

"I'll tie them for you so we could leave, okay?" He said as he adjusted his pants.

Huh? What is he trying to do? I can do this by myself you know! I'm smart enough to do this!

"I can do it by my---!!"

Too late, he already bent down and started tying my laces. I feel so stupid. I'm Twenty (or so ChunHei says) years old but I can't even tie my own laces. I feel like I should have just died when I was hit by Mister Choi SeungHyun's car.

I can't help but feel extra special though. Someone as good looking as him, tying my shoes. I feel like Cinderella, except I'm wearing sneakers and my sneakers never fell off. How lucky this prince is, he just had to go to one place and he already found me.

"There done. Let's go." He said as he stood up, he sounded kind of in a hurry. I wonder why?

"...Thanks I guess. I could have done it by myself! I'm not a kid!" I said as I grabbed my bags from inside the room and quickly ran to him.
--

We were walking inside this really creepy place with a lot of cars. There's a really big 'P A R K I N G' written on the walls. P..parking? What does that mean? King of the parks? But I see no trees here! Nothing but cars and weird lines on the floors. Mister Choi SeungHyun was dragging my trolley bag for me and I was carrying this sling-on bag. We stopped in front of a blue car.

...Which looked kind of familiar. I think I saw this car in one of my dreams?

I felt my head hurt real bad, as if something had stabbed me in the head. Everything was spinning. I felt myself drop to the ground.

--
"What the hell is wrong with my life why did I just bring fif--"

I saw a car approaching, but it shouldn't be stopping by now? I turned my head at the pedestrian's stop light-thing and I saw it was red.

The light came closer.

I saw something blue, and then everything just became black.

--
I felt my body shaking.

The pain was still there but it wasn't as painful as the pain earlier. What was that dream about? Was it about how I got into an accident?

I looked around but everything was dark. I can hear someone...

"Ae! ...up! Wake...you...Wake up! Miss EunAe!"

Ah, it was Mister Choi SeungHyun, why is he telling me to wake up? I'm wide awake, I just can't see anything clearly, at last I can see something but it's all blurred, I tried to stand up but my body wouldn't move. Why is this happening?

"Hnngh.." Was all I managed to say, I'm actually trying to say 'stop shaking me. I can hear you quite clearly.' Will this always happen if I remember something? Will I always feel groggy?

"Ah, Thank God you're awake. Are you okay?" I turned to the voice's direction and I can finally see him clearly. His face was so close to mine I had to back away a bit, but I fell to the ground. He helped me sit up.

"Unnh, y-yeah I'm o-okay. It's just that my head hurts a bit." I said as I put my hand on my forehead.

"Are you sure you're fine? You suddenly fainted."

"What? Really? I think I just remembered something."

"Tell me about it when we get home, okay?" He said as he helped me stand up. He opened the car's door for me.

"S-sure." I said as I got inside the car.
--

While we were driving, the pain was starting to go away. Maybe it was because I was too distracted by the things that were outside the hospital. I never been outside the hospital, I was always in there. The only time I saw different things was when I went down to the place where people in wheel-chairs were being strolled around. They called it a park. I don't know why they called it a park, in the TV parks had all these rides and that really big circle that makes you closer to the sky.

"Are you feeling better now?" Mister Choi SeungHyun said.

"Y-yeah! Seeing these different things made me feel better. Th-thanks again Mister Choi Seung Hyun."

"Don't be so formal, you can call me SeungHyun."

"Okay Mister SeungHyun."

"No, just SeungHyun."

"Okay Mister Just SeungHyun."

He lauged at me. What? He told me to call him Just SeungHyun and now he laughs at me? He's laughing at his own name? What is wrong with him?!

"What?! But you said call you that way."

"Just call me whatever you feel comfortable with."

"Make up your mind already! I'm calling you Mister Choi SeungHyun again." You don't have any choice Mister. It's better to be polite than to be reprimanded about my manners again, not that ChunHei is here to tell me stuff about being polite any more...

"Don't you get tired of saying that? You could just call me SeungHyun or SeungHyun oppa.[2]"

"I don't--Wait? Oppa? You're older than me? Really?"

First, he tells me to call him weird names now he makes me think he's older than me?! What did I--

"I'm Twenty-three."

"Oh."

"You doubted me didn't you."

"Yes."
--

"We're here." He said as he opened the door to his house.

But isn't there no point of announcing that you're here if you live alone? Maybe he lives with his family? Or there's a ghost in this house. I instinctively left my shoes on the mat that said 'Welcome'. I don't know what drove me to do it, but I did just leave them there.

"What are you doing?" Mister Choi SeungHyun said. I raised my head and looked at him, he seemed quite shocked with what I did.

"Leaving my shoes."

"What for? Take them in."

"Something tells me I shouldn't." I said frankly. There's just this something in me that tells me to take my shoes off when I enter someone's house.

"No, leave them inside."

"...Okay." I grabbed my shoes and put them right beside the wall. There was this shelf-thing that had shoes inside of it but, all of the holes already had shoes in it so I just left mine beside the wall.

"You have a lot of shoes Mister Choi SeungHyun." I said as I stared at the shoes inside the shelf. There were various pairs of shoes, all in various colors. There were even some that looked exactly the same but came in different sizes.

"No, not all of those are mine." He said as he handed me a pair of panda-shaped slippers. Why does he have this? It looks cute~ maybe he bought it because of me?

"What? You mean someone else lives here? But you said this was your house." I put the slippers on. They felt fuzzy, they kind of tickled my feet.

"I'm sharing this house with four other people. Five, now."

"What?! B-but those other people don't know me. T-they might not like me or anything."

"I've already told them about you."

--
A/N:
[1] Pantsu - Japanese for Panties.
[2] Oppa- Korean for Older Brother. I wanted something like Hyung-nim but when I wiki'ed it it was just oppa.

Yet to be Titled: Chapter 2

mikage_taichou@yahoo.com — Mon, 25 Jan 2010 12:29:03 GMT

Chapter 2

A/N: I should be reading Crime and Punishment but oh well. I'm a lazy bitch :D

Please excuse this chapter for being exessively long. People with amnesia are hard to deal with.

And oh, she was asleep for 3 days and she has been awake for roughly a week (this chapter is set on the 6th day she was awake. Night time.) (Events that had taken place with in this time frame would be explained...hopefully if not I'll dedicate a special chapter 1.5 for it<3)

Thinking fast is also awesome. I wonder how can someone think long paragraphs with in seconds?

--
EunAe's POV

I was too busy talking to ChunHei to notice someone had opened the door. I was shocked to see someone else inside my room. The first thing I noticed was that this intruder--I mean person is really tall (aside from the fact that he is a man). This man was taller than anyone that I knew (which is just Doctor Jang and ChunHei well excluding the people on that box called television since I never saw them outside outside of that box). First, I thought that ChunHei is already the tallest person that I knew (since she was taller than me, and I was taller than Docot Jang) but this person who just entered my room proved me wrong.

This guy was wearing something really..um, how do they call it again? I know I heard this a billion times on the box...oh, that! He was wearing something cool! Well not cold-cool but something really awesome-cool! He was wearing a long brown coat over something that had blue and red tongues sticking out!I never saw anyone else wear these kinds of stuff, he was actually wearing that tongue-thing over a white shirt that had a...um what do you call those things that stick out..co..co..color? Um, no not that ah! A Collar! Yeah, a white collared shirt~ man I'm good. He also is wearing awsome pants, it had so much color in it! It's like someone poured 7 buckets of paint over it~ so cool!

But who is he? What is he doing here? I decided to ask ChunHei, who he was.

“ChunHei, do you know who that man behind you is?”

I stared at him some more (because he's really cool) he had ...sunglasses? But why? Isn't it night time? Why does he wear them at night? Is he blinded by the--

“Um, this person was the one who brought you to the hospital.” Huh? How did ChunHei end up standing there? Aaah, I'm staring too long at this person! Why is he so cool?--

Huh?! He was the one who brought me to the hospital?! That means this real awesome guy is the reason why I lost all of my memories! What the, so much for being my new idol, mister memory-killer!

“Oh. So you mean he was the one that made me lose all of my memories?” I said as I looked at him with an angry look, I just lost all of my admiration for this guy.

“I-I'm sorry. It was all my fau—You lost all of your memories?” The man said as he took of his sunglasses. He had dark brown eyes that seemed to pierce my soul, which is kind of scary--Okay, I think I should stop glaring at this person, I would totally lose. His eyes are enchanting too, I feel like I'd be lost in them if I stare too long...SO THAT'S WHY HE WEARS SUN GLASSES!

"Y-you're Big Ba--!!" ChunHei suddenly shouted (augh why do I keep on staring at this guy so long) that guy placed his hand which had a real shiny ring on it over ChunHei's mouth.

"Shh, please don't reveal that I am here. It would cause a ruckus." The man said as he took of his hand off ChunHei's mouth.

"What's so wrong about you being here? And yes, I did lose all of my memories no thanks to you Mister Memory-killer." I said as I crossed my arms. I know I'm never going to win a glaring battle.

"You mean, you don't know me?" He said as his eyes widened a bit.

"How would I?! I just said I lost all of my memories, no thanks to you mister memory-killer!"

"EunAe-ah! That's not polite."

"I have all the right to be angry, You wouldn't like to know the feeling of not knowing anything, y'know. I can't even read!"

I saw Mister Memory Killer bow his head. He looked kind of pitiful. I kind of feel sorry for this guy. Maybe I should stop pushing the fact that he made me lose of all my memories. It does sound kind of mean after all.

"I-I'm sorry it's all my fault." Well, there's nothing we can do about it now, is there? Maybe this guy knows who I am. Maybe he could tell me more about myself. After all, he did make me loose all of my memories. Maybe it's like that one show I watched on the TV where in the purposely made someone loose their memories through a car accident.

"Yes it is. Do you know who am I?" I asked, hoping to find an aswer.

Mister Memory Killer raised his head in surprise. He looked as if he didn't expect me to ask that question.

"Excuse me?"

I laughed a little. Whoops, I realized I said it with the wrong tone. I sounded like one of those mean people on TV. I shouldn't said it like that.

"Um, do you happen to know who am I? I guess this is how should I have said it. Please fo--NO! I shouldn't be apologizing for anything!" I puffed my cheeks and looked away from him. I glanced at him and he looks like as if he wants to laugh at me. Augh, I should have known this technique only works on TV. I feel like a fool for doing this.

Note to self: Never do it again. Unless I'll get more TV time for it.

"No, I don't know you." He said

What? Is he serious?! Well, he looks serious and sounds serious but maybe he was born that way but that isn't the point right now. He doesn't really know me? B-but why? Doesn't anybody know me...?

"...I guess I'll never find out who am I." I laughed nervosly--no. I was just laughing to hide my sadness. I guess nobody would ever know who 'Lee EunAe' is, nobody would know that she is currently here in this hospital, nobody would ever pick her up.

"B-but you alredy know your name EunAe-ah." ChunHei said, trying to cheer me up. I smiled bitterly at her. I then looked down, thinking deeply of what I should do next. After all nobody would take me out of here. I would be forever stuck at the hospital. Maybe I should force myself to remember all of the things I have forgotten. Maybe I should ram my head up a wall, after all I did lose all of my memories that way maybe if I did it again it would bring it all back! Yes that's it that's the sol---

Mister Memory Killer suddenly taps my shoulder, I was surprised so I jumped a little. He looked at me in the eyes, man he had such sca...hm? His eyes isn't that scary looking...He looks kind of um...how should I say it? He looks at me kindly, no that isn't it. He's looking at me as if he's concerned about me. Yes, that's it. I never imagined that the same scary looking eyes could look so kind.

I smiled smally.

"It's okay, I don't really blame you. It's not your fault that my brain suddenly wanted to erase all of its memories. I'm not trying to make you feel bad about what you did, I'm just really stating what I'm thinking. Really."

"I'll be responsible for what I did." (A/N: Putang ina di mo naman siya binuntis)

"...What?" I clearly didn't understand what he meant.

"I'm going to take you in."

I fumed my eyebrows. I didn't understand what he meant, well I do understand that he's going to take me in, but where?

"Take me in a what?"

He laughed. I can't believe it. I'm asking seriously here and he's just there laughing at me?! What the hell! His laugh does sound kind of creepy, kind of an evil guy's laugh but not really, it just sounds that way but it isn't that creepy. Maybe it's because of his deep voice?

Oh, Maybe he's going to take me into one of those places that had no people in it. Then call my family to ask for money! But he said he doesn't know me...? Maybe he's one of those persons that will call the police and ask them to do something wrong?!

"What's so funny? Where are you going to take me? Are you planning to take me into a super secret place and ask people for money?"

He laughed some more, it's kind of getting irritating.

"EunAe-ah, you watch too much TV. You should go out more." ChunHei said as she shook her head a little.

"And what, break arms and get my TV time taken away? No."

"I'm going to let you stay at my house Miss EunAe. What do you mean by 'break arms'?" He said as he sat down at the chair near my bed.

What? Really?! Well, isn't that nice of him! I should stop calling him Mister Memory Killer.

"It's nothing mister choi--"ChunHei quickly blurted. But I quickly shouted.

"NO IT'S NOT CHUNHEI.I broke a guy's arm because he didn't call me noona. He said it was because I was shorter than him and all noona's are taller than him. I don't know what made me angry but I really did break his arm. The doctor told me he's going to have to stay for two more weeks because of what I did."

This was serious business. I don't like it when somebody younger doesn't call me 'older sister'. I don't know why, but it just makes me real angry.

"They took away my TV time and told me to just stay here for a while. It was very boring. All I could do was look at the birds and try to read." I said proudly as I nodded my head. Although being locked in is nothing to be proud about.

Maybe I should tell him that because I'd be living with him anyway. But wait is he older than me?

"You never learned how to read because you were too busy paying attention to those birds weren't you?!"

I looked quickly away. ChunHei looks really mad at me for not paying attention to her while she was teaching me all those letters. The birds were much more interesting than those weird circles and lines anyway.

"She really can't read, can't she?"

"No, but she knows how to count and tell the time. Since all she did was memorize the numbers. She has photographic memory, so memorizing stuff is easy for her, but she can't read anything that has Hangul."

I quickly thought of changing the topic. I don't like it when ChunHei tells people I can't read. I looked at Mister...Choi? was it? Well, whatever his name was.

"Hey um. Mister, what's your name?" I asked with a smile on my face. I never did ask for his name, nor did he tell me what his name was.

"That's right, I never intoduced myself haven't I?"

"Yes. Everytime you did someone would interrupt."

"I'm Big Bang's T.O.P, Choi SeungHyun"

"...You came from a top of a really big ~bang~? Mister Choi SeungHyun?"

He laughs. Why does he always do that when I'm asking a question. I noticed that ChunHei was sort of surprised after I asked that question. What? Is she going to laugh at me too? She did sometimes laugh at some of my questions...

"No no Miss EunAe, Big Bang is the name of our group. I'm one of the rappers. We appear on TV quite often."

"You...rap? What's that?"

Wow, someone that appears on TV. I never saw him on TV. Maybe it's because I never really looked at the other shows that had groups of people doing stuff like it. Maybe he appears on the same time as the cooking shows I watch...

"Rap...how should I explain it...I'll just show you a part of our song that has rap, is that okay?"

"Wow~ you sing songs? That's cool!"

He stood up, put on his sunglasse, and then he started saying words real fast, and then he suddenly takes it off and continues to say words real fast. It was...awesome! I wonder how can he say those words real fast. I sometimes bite my toungue if I say words really fast. It's awesome! I wish could do the same. This rapping thing really seemed familliar, and that song that he rapped too, it was familliar.

I clapped my hands, ChunHei clapped her hands too, she was really really really happy that Mister Choi SeungHyun rapped. She even sang along a little.

"Thank you." He bowed his head, he thanked us for clapping at him? I think. He sat back down at the chair beside my bed.

"...I never knew you could understand English EunAe-ah." ChunHei said.

"Huh? English? What's that?"

"Our name, Big Bang is in English. I was actually quite surprised too." Mister Choi SeungHyun said as he put his sunglasses away in his pocket.

"It's a Language. Kind of like what was on the comics that you borrowed from HyunJoong-ah." ChunHei said as she smiled at me.

HyunJoong? Who was that? I don't remember any...oh! That book with pictures that had the weird things that I could understand! How as it called again...HyunJoong-ah called it...kanji! Yes that. He even said I was very good with it. Hm, that kid...I wonder where he is now.

"Oh! Right, that one with the um...whatever those were, it looked real weird."

"Japanese Characters, yes." ChunHei said, nodding.

"You could understand both English and Japanese?"

"Um, I guess."

--

Today, it's really boring. All the shows I watch are all done, there aren't any birds to see. It's hot outside since it's around noon time. I could have gone to see HyunJoong-ah but the nurses said he already left the hospital and ChunHei isn't here they say it's her rest day.

I sit here on my bed doing absolutely nothing. I'm just playing with my really long hair that reaches up to my waist. I really hate it, specially on days like these, when it's really hot. My hair feels like it's holding all the heat. I wish I could cut my hair but nobody wants to do it. I really like that hair style I saw on TV, her hair seemed like a guy---

There was a knock on the door. I wonder who could it be. It isn't lunch time or anything. Maybe it's Doctor Jang. He's going to check up on me again? I walked to the door (this is actually my first time opening the door by myself. It was always ChunHei who opens the door.) tried to pull it, no. It didn't work. Push it, no still didn't work. Aha! I should slide it.

It's Mister Choi SeungHyun! Why is he here? ChunHei told me he isn't here to bring me to his house until next week. I guess next week meant the time when the next episode of that drama that I'm watching appears. But that isn't till five days from now...

"Hello. What a surprise. I guess. Are you going to um, take me away now? But you said next week..."

He's wearing something different again, He's really the only one that I know that wears something like he's going to some really important thing. He was wearing a brown long coat over a checkered shirt with a collar he had really big rings on his finger too. Those things always have amused me.

Compared to what he's wearing mine looks like--I can't even compare.I'm just wearing the same 'ol thing I wear everyday. The hospital's patient clothes. That looks like a robe. Maybe I should open that bag that had my clothes on. But ChunHei said it would be better for me to just wear this instead. Hmm...

I saw that he was carrying something, a basket of fruits? He placed them on the only table in my room, on the right side of my bed.

"No, not yet. I just came to see you." He said with a smile.

I stared at his face, he's really good looking...Wait. I think I saw him before, on TV! Yes! He did say he appears on TV...but I saw him even before that! He really looks familliar...

"You really look familiar. I really think I saw you before." I said as I put my hand under my chin, like a detective when he thinks!

"You did."

"No, I meant before you um, visited me before. You know?"

"..."

"On the TV! YES! I REMEMBER! I saw you...um. TV, before I slept after I watched that drama with a rabbit and a pig."

"You saw me on TV? Really now?" He grinned. It looked sort of...evil, kind of when you're plotting something evil or thinking of an evil prank to pull on someone but that's just the same.

"Yes, you were like I don't know. Putting people to sleep with a silver stick with a hole in the middle."

"You mean a gun?"

"Whatever that is. Like, I'd know. ChunHei said I shouldn't watch it since it isn't for kids. I ended up watching it anyway because she had to leave my room." I smiled widely.

I could always do the stuff I wanted when ChunHei wasn't around, but it's kind of sad and boring if she's not here. Nobody talks to me. I'm just forced to stare at birds when my shows aren't on.

He then carried the left side of my bed and transferred it to the right side, so he could sit near the table. I never saw anyone carry it before, I tried doing it once but the chair was too heavy for me. He grabbed an apple from the basket of fruits that he brought and showed it to me, as if he wants me to eat it.

I then remembered that book that I read once, it was in...English? It had a story of a beautiful girl named Snow White. She died because of an apple. I grabbed the apple and looked at it real hard.

"Will this kill me like what happened to Snow White?"I said as I raised my head and looked at him.

"I'll become your prince and make you wake up if you do." He laughed. He always does, maybe I should stop asking him questions.

But he can't become the prince! He isn't my true love, he can't wake me up if I eat the apple! Which means he's the evil mother who's trying to poison me...if I was Snow White. But apparently, I'm not.

"But you're the evil mother-person. You poisoned me!"

"I'm a guy."

"But still!"

"If you're not going to eat it" He grabs the apple from my hands, what the?! But that's mine!

"Then I'm goi--"

I quickly grabbed the apple from his hands and bit into it. It didn't poison me, hurray!

"See? You weren't poisoned ~Snow White~" He said as he smiled.

Apples taste really weird, I don't like how they taste (Why did I even eat this apple?). I prefer the melons that ChunHei brought me once. They tasted better. Apples aren't the only ones I don't like, I also don't like coffee. It's bitter.

"...I don't like the taste of apples after all. Here you can have it." I gave him the apple that had a huge bite on it. He seems to like apples, I should just give him away.

"I don't want it anymore." He said with a weird look...disgust? The look people give when they taste something really bad. That look. I had that look on when I tasted coffee for the first time so I know~

ChunHei always told me to finish my food, some people couldn't even eat anything she said. I should always make sure I finish everything or else she will take away my TV time, but they always gave me too much to eat. So I always end up not finishing everything, I just give them to someone else (like ChunHei) so they'd finish it for me.

"...Then what should we do with this? They told me to always finish my food. I never do anyway since they give me too much"

"Feed it to the birds." He said while motioning that I should just throw it out of the window.

"That's true~" I said with a really big grin. I was lifting my hand over my head, all ready to throw the bitten apple out of the window. Suddenly, he grabbed my arm and shook his head.

"I was joking."

"What do we do with this apple then? But It really does seem that the birds will eat it." I said as I put down my arm. He grabbed the apple and ate it.

What? But I thought he didn't like it. Maybe he felt sorry for the people that didn't eat, or he really really liked apples.

"...I never knew you liked apples so much." I said as I grinned widely.

--

The time read: 17:01. It's already this late? Mister Choi SeungHyun was here ever since 14:00. Maybe he has nothing to do? After he ate the apple we talked for a bit and he went to the comfortable chair (it was how I call it, it had arm rests and a thing for your back. It was soft too, unlike the chair beside my bed.) and read some newspapers. After a while I saw him slumped, but he wasn't turning the pages anymore, infact it even fell down on the floor. He fell asleep while reading.

I have nothing better to do so I went over to Mister Choi SeungHyun and poked his cheek. It was really soft and squishy. I giggled after I poked it. He looked really cute while sleeping. He moved a little, I guess he's starting to wake up. I quickly ran to my bed and switched on the TV, so he wouldn't know I poked his cheek while he was sleeping, who knows what he'd to to me. He seemed like the type of person who would be scary if he gets angry.

"Is this what you do all day? Watch TV?" He said as he stood up from the chair; he was rubbed his eye as he walked towards me. (A/N: Redundancy, please forgive it)

"Yup. This is what I do all day, since they don't want to make me go out since I might hurt someone again." I said as changed the channel.

"You're just saying that so you could watch TV." He said mockingly.

"Yeah, I guess. Haha, I don't really know what I'd do when I'll go out anyway." I shrugged.

"Why don't you go and talk to the other patients?" He asked as he sat down on the chair. (That was now on the right side of my bed. If I'm not mistaken they called it a stool. But isn't stool the one...)

"I don't feel like it. Well, they ignore me most of the time, and someone once said I asked too much questions. I couldn't help it if I didn't know what he was talking about."

I glanced at him, he had that look again. That really really sad look. Is he blaming himself again? He should stop doing it, I already told him once that it wasn't, and besides he's already taking me in. What's making him feel bad?

"What's with that look? Don't be sad. I told you, I don't really blame you." I looked at him, this was the only time that someone had taken away my attention from the TV. He should feel glad that I actually did.

"You don't need to say that, it's entirely my fault. I should have--" Augh! Stop blam--

A familiar tune starts to play on the TV, turning my head I saw that the cooking show that I've always liked was on.

"YAY IT'S TIME FOR MY SHOW! I'VE BEEN WAITING ALL DAYYY"

--

SeungHyun sighs. He couldn't believe that this person in front of her was already in her twenties. A smile forms in his lips as he watched the 'little girl' in front of him.

A familliar tune rings.

SeungHyun flips open his phone.

"Hello? Yeah, I'm visiting her. Yeah. Yeah. Next week. What? No. See 'ya."

SeungHyun stood up, put on the sunglasses that was hidden on the front pocket of his coat and proceeds to leave the room.

"Hm? What was that? Did you just talk with someone? But there isn't..." EunAe suddenly blurted out. She was distracted by SeungHyun who blocked her view.

"It wasn't a ghost Miss EunAe. It was a phonecall."

"Oh..."

"I have to go now."

"What? Oh um, okay. Thank you for the food, next time I should make food for you."

"You'll finally use what you have learned from that cooking show, yeah?"

"Yes! I just don't have a stove here though..."

"You can cook in my house."

"Really?!"

"Yeah, just don't burn the house down. I have to leave now, good bye."

SeungHyun went over to her side and pats her head as a goodbye gesture but EunAe quickly shoves his hand away, she didn't like it. She felt like she was being belittled again. She puffed her cheeks, attempting to look cute (again). SeungHyun just laughed at her. He waved at her one last time as he headed out the door.

The TV was still displaying instructions on how to cook Lasagna.

EunAe was still looking at the door.

She wanted him to come back already.
--

A/N: Yay. Pretty long chapter right? 10 pages font size 10, courier. Whohoo, longest chapter up to date~!

Yet to have a title: Chapter 1

mikage_taichou@yahoo.com — Sun, 17 Jan 2010 08:52:19 GMT

Chapter 1

A/N: This took a while. Lol I have tons of issues going on. Did I mention Epik Bang is hot? They need to collaborate again.

–

“Well well well, I have nothing but 50,000 won with me? How the hell am I even going to find a place to rent with this amount?” I sighed deeply. I sat down at the small bench in this little park that I managed to find while randomly walking around in Seoul.

I'm a scholar for Chugye University for the Arts. I can't afford to stay at their dorm, because of my incompetence of only having 50,000 won with me, hence I can't even afford a cab to go to the university. Yes, I walked all the way from the airport. I don't even know where exactly am I. What district, what street, I don't know. Well there's a street sign over there but that's not the point.

Augh, What am I going to do?! All I have with me now is this 50,000 won and a 10,000 yen bill. I can't even use my phone to contact the university because it only functions in Japan. Out of sheer desperation I opened my passport, who knows there might be a 10,000 won bill inside of it.

Nope, there wasn't any. I checked the folder for all of the papers I need( birth certificate and all of that ) nope, wasn't any in there either. Finally, my last hope, I flipped through all the pages of my student handbook.

Of course there wasn't any money inserted. I shook my handbook out of anger.

“WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME WH---Oh what's this?” I said as I picked up a small piece of plastic that fell off my handbook.

“A CREDIT CARD?! What the hell is this lovely piece of pl---” Well, shit. Just when I thought I was saved. It seems that my super smart *~saviour~*' had given me his credit card instead. It would have been perfect. A platinum credit card just for me! It would have answered all these problems that I'm having right now. But no! There just had to be another name on it. Ugh he's nice and all but he should check that he put in HIS credit card and not mine. I so love my life.

I got my wallet out of my sling bag and pushed the credit card in some random hole and put all of my stuff back into my bag. Oh man, I'm totally going to live through all of this.

I saw the lights turn green. I grabbed my trolley and crossed the street.

–
She was right in the middle of the pedestrian lane, the light suddenly turned red.

A light turned green.

A blue car collided with her.

Swiftly, the car hit her body.

The car stopped after realizing it her, a tall man wearing a fancy suit came out of the blue car. He quickly rushed to the girl, her head was bleeding, her stuff were scattered at the ground.

“Hey, are you okay? Hey!” He said as he shook the girl lightly, checking if the girl would somehow regain consciousness.

He carried the girl to his car ignoring the fact that her blood was getting all over his suit, stuffed her things into the trunk of his car and quickly drove to the nearest hospital.

--

“Is she going to be okay, doctor?”

“We need more time to monitor her condition, Mister....?”

“Choi SeungHyun.”

“And you are the one that hit her am I correct?”

SeungHyun bowed his head. He did not want to acknowledge the fact that he had accidentally hit a girl. He was one of Korea's superstars after all, if this news gets out to the public it would certainly be a blow to their career.

“Please don't tell anyone about this, especially the press.” He said as he averted the doctor's gaze.

“Of course, at least you didn't desert her. That's a good thing. We'll contact you right away after she regains consciousness.”

“Thank you. When she wakes up please give her all of these.”

As SeungHyun was handing EunAe's body bag to the doctor, her passport suddenly fell from her bag. SeungHyun picked it up and opened it.

“Please take care of miss Lee EunAe.” SeungHyung said as he handed the passport to the doctor.

'Interesting. A Korean that chose to live in Japan? That's kind of rare...' SeungHyun thought as he walked away.

–

“You're awake!” The nurse said as she approached EunAe with a smile spread across her face.

“...Huh? Who are you? Where am I? What am I doing here?” EunAe said as she looked at the nurse innocently.

“You're at a hospital, you were sleeping for three days straight! “

“...Why am I at a hospital? What happened?”

“Huh? Don't you remember? You were hit by a car!”

“I...don't remember.” Suddenly EunAe felt a surge of pain on the right side of her head, she immediately clutched her head in pain.

“Miss EunAe, are you okay?!” The nurse said as she went closer to EunAe.

“W-who is this EunAe of which you speak?!” EunAe said as she tried to shove the nurse away from her. The nurse avoided being pushed away and tried to hold EunAe down.

“Please calm down! I'll explain everything to you, once you do.” The nurse managed to calm her down, she then gave EunAe a glass of water. EunAe refused to drink it, she didn't care about the water, she wanted to know what exactly happened.

She does not recall anything anymore. Not her name, not her age not even what happened to her. We all know what this means right? Yes, she does have amnesia, of course the nurse figured that out too.

“S-So. Who is this EunAe? You still haven't told me who you are.” EunAe said, fuming her brows.

“Oh, my name is Park ChunHei. I'm your nurse, I took care of you while you were asleep. Your name is Lee EunAe, or so your passport says.” She said as she sat down on the chair beside EunAe's bed.

“H-huh? How is my name EunAe? Did you decide that, and what do you mean 'or so my passport says'? I don't even know if I have such a thing why are you assuming that I have one?”

“You do have a passport! Oh, I forgot to give you your things. I'll give it to you later. Um, I don't know if you're using a real pass...oh whatever. I was not the one who had decided that your name should be EunAe, when you came here your name was already EunAe.”

ChunHei was having a hard time explaining all these stuff to EunAe. Every time ChunHei would explain something to EunAe, she would automatically have a question to ask. It was a never ending cycle.

–
There was a soft knock on the door, EunAe failed to hear it because she was too absorbed watching a cooking show on the television that was in her room. Not that she understands that much.

A doctor entered.

“Hello, Miss Lee EunAe.” The doctor said, trying to get her attention. EunAe, who was still not used to being called by 'her' name did not even look at the doctor. This startled him, how can she not look? He thought maybe the television was just too loud, so he tapped her on the shoulder.

“Ah!” She said and as she scooted away a bit from the doctor. She wasn't familiar with anyone except the nurse, ChunHei. In fact the only person she knows right now is ChunHei (who is her personal nurse.) and the host of the cooking show that she was always watching.

“How are you feeling today Miss EunAe?” The doctor said with a smile. He then sat down beside EunAe's bed.

“...ChunHei said not to talk to strangers.” She said as she looked away and continued watching.

“W-what? ChunHei? You mean Nurse ChunHei?”

“...Yes. Now please stop talking to me because I don't know you.”

“No, you should talk to me. I'm ChunHei's...friend” The doctor remembered what the nurse said. She does seem to have retrograde amnesia.

“Y-you are? Sorry, I didn't know. She never introduced people to me. In fact the only people I see are the people inside that box and ChunHei...why are they even inside that box—no wait ChunHei told me it was called a tevision...or something.”

The doctor laughed softly.
--

There was a knock on the door, the door slided and revealed a tall man. He had his sleek black hair set back, his eyes were covered by dark-tinted sunglasses and he was wearing a brown trench coat over a blazer that had red and blue tongues on it. EunAe looked at this man with awe, she had never seen anyone this tall before. Well, she just woke up and she's suffering from amnesia what do you expect?

“ChunHei, do you know who that man behind you is?” EunAe said as she still stared at him. ChunHei looked at her back. She did not hear anyone knock at the door (because she was too focused on explaining topics to EunAe) she politely bowed to the man and let him sit on the chair she was sitting on.

'This guy looks awfully familiar...' ChunHei thought as she went to the other side of the room.

“Um, this person was the one who brought you to the hospital.” ChunHei said. She didn't exactly know who he was but he did see him bringing EunAe to the Emergency Room.

“Oh. So you mean he was the one that made me lose all of my memories?” EunAe said as she looked at the man with an angry look.

“I-I'm sorry. It was all my fau—You lost all of your memories?” The man said, taking off his sun glasses, a pair of deep brown piercing eyes was revealed.

ChunHei gasped. It was Big Bang's T.O.P! Who would have expected that one of the country's biggest super stars would be sharing the exact same room as her...patient.

–
A/N: And so, this chapter is finished.

→ OMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKEEEEEEEE!
Because I really love omakes.

–
“I-I'm sorry. It was all my fau—You lost all of your memories?” The man said, taking off his sun glasses, a pair of deep brown piercing eyes was revealed.

EunAe gasped, she grabbed her pillow and covered her face.

“PLEASE DON'T KILL ME I DON'T HAVE THE IRIS LIST I NEVER DID EVEN THOUGH I DON'T REMBER ANYTHING I SWEAR I NEVER HAD IT PLEASE DON'T KILL ME I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH IRIS” EunAe shouted as she stood up and ran near the door.

“Wha...? I'm not here to kill you.” SeungHyun, baffled by her reaction, laughed. Unfortunately, EunAe got even more scared, in desperation she hid behind ChunHei.

“YOU'RE JUST SAYING THAT TO LET MY GUARD DOWN! I SAW WHAT YOU DID TO MIJUNG! YOU EVEN-- “ ChunHei faced her and placed her hands on her shoulders. She looked at her with a really, really mean glare.

“W-why are you staring at me like that?!” EunAe said as she dropped her pillow on the ground.(Note: She had D: face on. I can't describe an ohnoes face.)

“EunAe-ah. Calm down.”

“B-BUT!”

“I'll take that as no TV time for a week.”

“BUT I'M GOING TO MISS WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT! OH WAIT BUT IF VICK IS HERE RIGHT NOW THAT MEANS HYUNJUNG IS GOING TO COME HERE TOO RIGHT?!“

“No, they're all going to stay inside the TV and you won't see them anymore. Maybe except for Vick who's going to kill you if you don't calm down.”

Ohnoes face. EunAe doesn't like this. She took a deep breath and stood infront of 'Vick'.

“Y-yes I did lose all of my memories _{_{_{please don't kill me please don't kill me please don't kill me}}}.” She said, trying to smile (and obviously failing)

Omake: End

Yet to have a title: Prolouge

mikage_taichou@yahoo.com — Sun, 17 Jan 2010 08:35:34 GMT

This Story is yet to have a title

Summary: She was stupid enough to not bring a large amout of money. She was stupid enough to lose all of her memories, is she stupid enough to fall in love with someone she can’t have?

A/N: Wow the summary sounds so fucking vauge. I love me. This will be my first time to write a fan fic like this. I usually write for Animu Characters so hahaha. I’m sorry if this would suck and some of them would be out of character. Aaand Sorry for generalizing them Americans. So sorry ;A; I blame my friend who migrated to LA.

—Prologue—

Once, there was a pair of two girls. One of them always looked like she was beaten half to death, and the other looks like a princess from a fan away land. The weird thing was they looked exactly the same, attended the same school and even came from the same family.

They were identical twins.

—

“Okay class, we have a new student. Please treat her well.” The teacher said as she opened the door. A small girl entered, there wasn’t anything special about her maybe except there was a bruise on her arm.

“Now, Introduce yourself.”

“I-I’m Lee EunAe. My mother calls me Sachiko but you can just all call me Louise. My mother is Japanese and my father is Korean. It’s all nice to meet you”. The girl said softly as she did a bow.

Her classmates were quite baffled with the bowing that she did, actually they were more amazed that this Chinese girl could speak English without a weird accent. This was America after all, most of the Asian people usually had an accent.

“You can sit beside Johnny. Johnny, please raise your hand so Louise would know where she’d sit.”

—-

Kids gathered over the new girl. They asked her a lot of questions but one of them managed to ask the origin of her bruise.

“Hey, where’d ya get this?” A boy said as he poined to the bruise on her arm.

“Did you get it from a Kung-fu battle?”

“N-No. I got it from falling off of my bike. Actually my sister pushed me off my bike so I fell off.” EunAe said as she tried to smile.

This made the group of kids laugh like there was no tomorrow.

“Seriously? Wow, your older sister must be really mean then.”

“Um, actually she’s my younger sister.”

—

“Hey, unni. Can you like, I don’t know finish my homework?” the younger twin said.

“What? But I’m doing my—”

“I’m going to tell dad~” the younger said playfully as she opened the door, ready to tell on her sister.

“Fine Jooni. Just leave it on my desk, I’ll do it later.”

Jooni was not one bit happy with her sister’s response. She wanted her homework done right that instant. She wanted to have an A for her homework. She did not trust her sister’s words.

“DAAAAAAAAAAAD. EUNAE UNNI JUST HIT ME IN THE HEAAAAAD.”

Heavy Footsteps.

Jooni stepped back, she acted all afraid and in pain.

EunAe looked at her sister with an angry glare.

Bang.

Hit.

Smack.

Wince.

A smirk is seen.

—

“We moved far far away from that place that I once called home. It wasn’t supposed to be called ‘home’ to begin with. Wasn’t a home supposed to be warm and comfortable? All I ever experienced whenever I was inside those cold, hardwalls was nothing but pain. I never felt any warmth. Well maybe except when I’m alone with my mother.

My father always hits me even if I do everything perfectly, he somehow manages to find flaws on my work. Once, he even contradicted that one added to one is two, because my sister answered three. He hit me in the head for being ‘incorrect’.

It was not only me that my father hits, he also hits my mother. Even if my mother does nothing wrong too. She never does anything wrong, she cooks for us, cleans the house and do all the motherly work, but even if she does them all correctly she is welcomed by a warm slap in the face.

My younger sister, Jooni, is loved. She’s a mean bitch that deserves to die. That is all that you need to know about her.

Father always favoured Jooni. He never really liked me. I never knew why. Was it because I failed to grasp his language? Was it because I learned my mother’s language faster? Was it because I’m older? Maybe it was because of…—”

“What the?! Keigo! Why are you reading my diary!” EunAe said as she tried to grab the book away from the man called Keigo.

“What? We’re going to get married anyway, so it’s fine if I know every thing you.” He said with a warm smile.

—

End of Prolouge

Fuck.

mikage_taichou@yahoo.com — Sat, 12 Dec 2009 08:10:06 GMT

I want so much icons. Yet I can never use them all at once.

Dream log QQ

mikage_taichou@yahoo.com — Sat, 24 Oct 2009 00:00:25 GMT

So in mai dream I was...idk. Really I was in Japan for some odd reason, and I saw Perfume (but just two of them. A-chan and Nocchi, idk where KashiYuka was but whatever)

We were in one room, together with this one guy that I do not know, then Perfume made me gtfo the room, but I peeked XD and I saw A-chan adjusting a TV-Radio thing. She was adjusting the channels and after a while I saw Nocchi appear on the TV and she was singing the first part (well...the first sentence) of One Room Disco (which was kinda static-y) then at the next sentence A-chan went ~INSIDE~ the TV and sang with her then after that the Room transformed into a...Music Video, but The man was singing along with A-chan&Nocchi (...Just for the first part)

Then SCENE CHANGE.

I was at the bathroom together with The Man, A man with a sleeveless b&w striped hoodie...and Nocchi I think. Then I realized that the man in the sleeveless hoodie was actually TOP (YES. WTF?) and the hoodie was opened and I could see his ABS *A* *A* *A* *A* A* (yes, I saw it, in my dreams. Idk.)

Then he asked me if I could put oil in his back (...oddly he was speaking in English. YES YOU CAN SEE THAT I HAD TOO MUCH IRIS) at first I was hesitating (idk why, but I was.) Then theMan and Nocchi ~made~ me do it 8D. So I was shyly--putting it on without any care at all (idk. It was just like I was puting lotion on myself. I do not why.)

Then after a while Nocchi complained that her hair was short. Then I was like: "SHORT?! HAVE YOU SEEN MY HAIR?" *removes earphones* Then she just ignored me and continued fixing her hair, then after a while I put back my earphones and TOP was being a cute bitch by trying to make my hair stand up using gel (It will never stand up) HE WAS MESSING IT UP SO MUCH D8 then he like ruffled my hair some more and smiled at me.

THEN MY MOTHER WOKE ME UP

My dream is fucking fucked up.

mikage_taichou@yahoo.com — Sun, 04 Oct 2009 08:29:43 GMT

Mail Box

mikage_taichou@yahoo.com — Fri, 11 Sep 2009 12:58:42 GMT

Surprise Parcels

Need to tell me something and I'm not around?
Comment here. All comments are screened, so say whatever you need to say.

SNSD hate

mikage_taichou@yahoo.com — Sat, 05 Sep 2009 15:31:33 GMT

Why yes, I do hate that girl group. So I waste my time watching parody vids |D (instead of playing BASARA |DDDD)

and also, while searching for stuff I originally found an Anti-SoHee parody (which I lol'ed at. Yes I hate SoHee too.)

Notable parodies:
Super Junior's Sorry Sorry
- We can easily upstage, upstage, upstage, them♪

4Minute's Hot Issue
- Even if you wear my shoe! [Anti SoHee]

SNSD-Gee
- Just distract them with your pedo-bait dance moves!

MIROTIC
-Just for the sake of having MIROTIC |D

2PM's 10 out of 10
- Oh check out that girl! Oh gawd she's so hot, NOTHING like SNSD!

DBSK's Wrong Number
-You had to use us to boost your ratings (you fucking whores)

STAND UP-Big Bang + Fan-Epik High
- STANDsubs says something about Anti SNSDhaters/antis

Anti-Sohee TELL ME

PIMPING

mikage_taichou@yahoo.com — Sat, 25 Apr 2009 09:46:42 GMT

Scribbld Summertime Friending Meme!

;D

Friends?

mikage_taichou@yahoo.com — Fri, 17 Apr 2009 08:23:43 GMT

banner from withlace@LJ

Feel free to add me if we have common interests :D

Test Post

mikage_taichou@yahoo.com — Fri, 17 Apr 2009 06:15:54 GMT

Marin Karin: 25% chance of inflicting the Charm ailment.