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September 8th, 2008
 | 05:39 pm - I'm Tired
I am tired. I have a mountain of reading homework that I am never going to catch up on, inworld things I have to take care of, a little brother who is pouting because he doesn't have an episode of the Middleman on TV tonight.
There is a pulled muscle in our neck that hurts to high heaven and an off and on muscle ache in our right thigh that makes want to cry.
My eyes are hot and dry, my head is full of so much stuff that I really don't know how to turn it off and it is raining.
I know it is early in the week, but can I have a do-over?
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August 26th, 2008
| 05:54 pm - I hate money
And I hate anxiety and depression and spinning and feeling overwhelmed. I hate it all.
I hate crying and don't understand why the body feels the need to do it.
We received a note from the office today about a water bill that we are behind on. $85. We paid it today. Had to because the office will charge us another $75 plus court fees because it is a condition of our lease that we pay that bill. So, it is now paid.
Good thing we picked up my student stipend check today.
And it was such a good day too - at least for a while. Went to the New Students Welcome, received goodies from several clubs and organizations, won a manga from the Anime Club, found my classes, had a tour of the rec center and picked up the student id and such.
Maybe when the body evens out with the emotions, I will make a happy post about the school. Right now, I just feel defeated.
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August 22nd, 2008
 | 03:04 pm - Bits and bobs
We are surrounded by a new layer of asphalt on all sides. It's a process that they call "resealing" where instead of tearing up the old stuff and placing down new, they basically spray an asphalt sheen over the whole lot. It makes it look darker and prettier, I guess. From the cracks and everything in it already, I think it looks like trash. Not to mention that it is a parking nightmare here right now.
We've pretty much been housebound the last few days because of it and yet, it does permeate the apartment a bit to where the asthma has flared up and the sinuses are out of control. But hey, at least we aren't trying to itch our skin off in layers. Stupid asphalt allergy.
The Amazon order that we made should be here today. The Wers are going to pick it up for us! Good thing we saved that gift certificate (thanks, elwon_hamster!) because now we will have a decent kanji book (thanks for the rec, stopthatgirl!).
Got a little housework done today despite the breathing issues, so I feel good about that. The futon needed vacuuming pretty badly.
Working tonight, so someone will have to get some sleep later so that Zack can be up and functional at 2 am. Zack doesn't sleep. He'll make an attempt and then lay there and toss and turn. But he works, so it is a good trade off. Maybe we can hop Nero up on Zyrtec and throw him out to sleep. Zyrtec knocks Nero right the hell out.
We'll have to look at getting some school supplies on Monday or Tuesday. We would like a 5 subject notebook at least. Have all the pens and such we could ever need, so I think paper will be the only expense there. Already have a bag that we can use for books. Anyone have any suggestions of what we might need for classes?
And that's really my thoughts today in a nutshell. ^_^
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