Synthetic Sleep

I can't seem to stick to updating any of my blogs regularly, not since gj. I'd love to, but for some reason I just end freezing up in front of the keyboard not knowing what to say. Maybe it's cause my life has been consisting of so little the last couple of years. There haven't been a lot going on at all. The lack of sleep have pretty much ruined everything, there were no energy left. Now I'm sleeping blissfully good, and there's plenty of energy- but alas I'm unemployed and don't have a whole lot of money to spend, so I end up being alone with little to tell about anyway. I hope this extra cash I got will enable me to get a bus card and a gym membership so I'll be able to get out more, and burn some energy. That would've been neato, I miss working out.

Man I really gotta find a job, but sleeping in till 4-5pm really isn't helping. I think I'll try to keep a fake earlier rhythm for a while till I have a living of sorts. I can't live like this forever. Plus I should probably have my teeth checked soon, I haven't been to the dentist since it was free to go. Ages and eons ago. I'm not going back to a life with early mornings, that's for sure... but why does it have to be so hard to find a job that's at night? If only I knew how to drive. Ah well, despite the whining rant of it all things are really good. My mind hasn't been this peaceful and serene for as long as I can remember.