愛のハコ

for future reference. maybe i can actually fix this bitch. stupid bitch for making me cry.

2012-04-04T03:55:48Z

Yes and no? She's got intimacy issues. She's well aware of it but acting upon fixing it is what's scaring her. Her heart's mended but like any broken bone, it aches from time to time. She's hesitant and while she feels like she doesn't love Sung Hyun anymore, she doesn't know how to act upon actually getting over him. He's that first love that she wants to hang onto but knows it's not going to go anywhere. It's why she continues not to sing anymore. Singing brings back memories she doesn't want to look back on, not because they were bad but because it reminds her of a time when she felt like she was on top of the world and that nothing bad could ever happen to her. She's not sure if she wants that reminder again. Settling to be content with her life seems to be the more appealing option, even if it's the wrong one.

Carter makes her happy, don't get her wrong. She adores him and could even come to love him if she ever deals with her shit but with how she is now, it will just remain adoration and a puppy kind of love. Getting too emotionally involved with another guy frightens her and she doesn't want to get so deep and have her heart broken like in the past.

notes for thalia song

2012-03-17T07:56:55Z

— muse of ---? Dance (Terpsichore)?
— she's kind of a bitch
— full muse? idk idk. if you're half, you'll be something like a demi-god (AW YEAH CAMP HALFBLOOD!!! except not really.)
— obviously you'll be fantastic in all forms of dance.
— something with a lyre?
— maybe your mom was terpsichore? so maybe you can get some siren stuff too since she was their mama.
— pop's was a famous choreographer back in the day. mom favored him more than the others!
— you were named after thalia the muse obvs.
— you kind of like this guy (pb: bang yong guk) and you kind of influence him unintentionally. but you kind of suck at romantic emotions so nothing's gonna happen ever.
— you are about... 20 years old?
— you don't know who your mama is :( dad doesn't want to talk about it!! rah.
— yeah. you're unintentionally my katniss. how did this happen.
— since you're katniss, might as well give you some things she's good at. like archery.

heartbox @ 2012-03-09T00:24:00

2012-03-09T07:41:56Z

✖ The Condemnations Sex Meme ✖

the set-up
oo1. What is your sexual orientation? Homosexual.
oo2. Have you ever contemplated it? Nope.
oo3. If you're straight/bi, what do you think of homosexual relationships? ...This question is irrelevant.

the history
oo4. If you're straight, what do you think of bisexuality? Why is it only if we're straight?
oo5. Have you, or have you ever been, bi-curious? Nope.
oo6. Have you ever had a same-sex experience, if you're straight? What did you think of it? .....Seriously?
oo7. How old were you when you lost your virginity? How? With who? Was it good? 16. A classmate. Boys bathroom. It was pretty horrible.

the interests
oo8. Do you regret it? Eh. I don't think about it much.
oo9. How would you rate your sex drive? High?
o1o. In bed, are you noisy and vocal, or quiet? Noisy and vocal.
o11. Does it turn you on to have a vocal partner? It depends I guess.
o12. Are you shy in bed, or confident? Confident.
o13. Would you say that you are adventurous in bed? Sure.
o14. What turns you on and off in a partner?Turn offs include being an idiot.
o15. Are there any of your friends that you would consider having sex with? Nope.

the preferences
o16. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? Anytime.
o17. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Left.
o18. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? Not that I recall.
o19. Do you watch or read pornography? It's not that classy but I've seen it.
o2o. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Aggressive.
o21. What are your top three favorite kinks? Biting, scratching, being tied up.
o22. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect, sexually? Nope.

the locations
o23. Have you ever had sex in a shower or the bath? Yes.
o24. Where is the most romantic place you've had sex? Beach.
o25. Where is the weirdest place you've had sex? A moving vehicle.
o26. Have you ever been caught having sex? Once.
o27. Have you ever gone to a bar just to get laid? Nope.
o28. Have you ever gotten picked up at a bar? People have tried.
o29. Have you ever had sex in a movie theater? Yes.
o3o. Have you ever had sex in a bathroom stall? Yes.
o31. Have you ever had sex at work? Yes.

the extras
o32. Have you ever bought anything from an adult store? Mmhm.
o33. Do you currently own any sex toys? Yes.
o34. Does anyone have any naughty pictures of you? Film? Not that I'm aware of?
o35. Have you ever called out the wrong name while having sex? Once~
o36. Do you think oral sex constitutes as a form of intercourse? Sex is in the name so yeah?

the positions
o37. What is your favorite sexual position? Any.
o38. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time? Nope.
o39. What's the highest number of climaxes you've been able to achieve in one night? Hell if I know. I don't keep count.
o4o. Does S&M appeal to you? Some aspects.
o41. Have you ever tried bondage? Yes.
o42. Do you own sexy underwear specifically purchased for your partners' interest? ..No?
o43. Do you, or have you ever, dressed up? If so, as what? I dressed up as a girl once.
o44. Have you ever role-played? If so, as what? Typical shit.
o45. Do you have any fantasies? If so, what? Like I'd say that here~

heartbox @ 2011-12-17T00:31:00

2011-12-17T07:47:26Z

Okay kidlets! FIRST COMMUNITY POST. LET'S GET IT. LET'S GO!

It's an old favorite of mine.

Get shit off your chest! LGI!

condemnations muse list

2011-12-07T20:39:39Z

Daisy Jackson – deathtrance / taylor momsen
Angela Choi – eoreum / jessica jung
Rie Jin – nightlight / sunyoung park
Kibum Son – lightfall / kibum kim
Akina Sasaki – easylove / kumi koda
AJ Lim – fairchase / kikwang lee
Lana Nam – heartsong / hyosung jun
Leliana Shi – andraste / cindy wang
Thalia Song – tribute / krystal jung
Isabela ? - secrecies / shin ae
Riley Stark - winterhold / jin ah (nana) im

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Merlin Emrys - dragonlord