you hit me right in the heart ( a pruhun fst )

2012-05-16T01:50:30Z

“Love that we can not have is the one that lasts the longest,
hurts the deepest and feels the strongest." - James Arthur Baldwin.

so remember how love is the cousin of hate and true love will always win over everything else? yeah yeah yeah, that's me and pruhun, i think. i loved them when i first got into the fandom, hated them for a while, and now i'm right back to squealing over every little aspect of their relationship and swearing up and down that prussia has tripped and fallen in love with that crazy bitch. i... just, yeah. that's about it.

i really had to fight off the urge to put a whole collage of art of them since i can't pick just one favorite, but i think the cover i chose fits the mood of the whole mix pretty well, so i'm keeping it.♕♔

♕ sometime around midnight || gilbert ♥ elizabeta
          and you walk
          under the streetlights
          and you're too drunk to notice that everyone's staring at you
          you don't care what you look like
          the world is falling around you
          you just have to see her

♕ open your eyes || gilbert ♥ elizabeta
          she'll be a star now
          i will follow her lead
          she'll be a scar now
          i will still let her bleed
          all over me

♕ whataya want from me || gilbert ♥ elizabeta
          there might have been a time
          when i would let you slip away
          i wouldn't even try but i think
          you could save my life

♕ maybe i'm just tired || gilbert ♥ elizabeta
          well maybe i'm just scared,
          scared to let you go
          i want you to know,
          right from hello,
          your love just kept me wondering
          well maybe i'm just tired,
          tired of never knowing
          i know i'm not good enough for you

♕ you'll never know || gilbert ♥ elizabeta
          i was smiling like a lion
          buried myself inside your neck
          oh west, clawed my hands around your chest
          north with some regret
          i've never felt like this
          each time it, honey, drips right off of my lips
          i never stick, so how'd you get me stuck in this
          each time it, honey, drips right off of my lips
          and now i wish you never got me stuck in this
          but it won't show and you'll never know
          i'll lay low and you'll never know

♔ look after you || gilbert ♥ elizabeta
          if i don't say this now i will surely break
          as i'm leaving the one i want to take
          forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
          my heart has started to separate
          oh, oh, oh, be my baby
          oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
          i'll look after you

♔ corner of your heart || gilbert ♥ elizabeta
          i will leave this man just to occupy one minute of your day.
          just to occupy one minute of your day.
          just to sleep underneath your bed.
          just to stay in the corner of you heart.

♔ i will follow you into the dark || gilbert ♥ elizabeta
          love of mine some day you will die
          but i'll be close behind
          i'll follow you into the dark

♔ and then you kissed me || gilbert ♥ elizabeta
          oh you hit me
          yeah you hit me really hard
          man you hit me
          yeah you hit me right in the heart

♔ i wouldn't mind || gilbert ♥ elizabeta
          you came and you took this heart, and set it free
          every word you write or sing is so warm to me, so warm to me
          i’m torn, i’m torn to be right where you are
          i’m not afraid, anymore
          i’m not afraid
          forever is a long time
          but i wouldn't mind spending it by your side
          tell me everyday i get to wake up to that smile
          i wouldn't mind it at all

♕♔ wonderwall || gilbert ♥ elizabeta
          backbeat the word was on the street
          that the fire in your heart is out
          i'm sure you've heard it all before
          but you never really had a doubt
          i don't believe that anybody feels
          the way i do about you now

♕♔ we found each other in the dark || gilbert ♥ elizabeta
          but then oh, rejoice!
          i can still hear your voice.
          then i heard the church bells from afar
          but we found each other in the dark.

♕♔ birds of a feather || gilbert ♥ elizabeta
          dancing with a ball and chain
          through it all we still remain
          like butterflies around a flame
          till ashes, ashes, we fade away

♕♔ come as you were || gilbert ♥ elizabeta
          come as you were
          come as you are
          come as you came
          all naked and drunk on heart and lazy
          come as you were
          come as you are
          come as you came
          all heavy with love and sparks and crazy

♕♔ vanilla twilight || gilbert ♥ elizabeta
          oh if my voice could reach back through the past
          i'd whisper in your ear:
          "oh darling i wish you were here"

♕♔ our time || gilbert ♥ elizabeta
          this is the day we give our own lives away
          and we won't do what they say anymore
          we won't walk but we'll run
          until all freedom we've won
          and we will know what this fight was for
          this is our time to run away
          it's our time we don't have to stay here
          'cause all the things that i never knew
          that i wanted are here with you

we're still the same ( a fruk fst )

2012-05-04T07:18:08Z

“You know that when I hate you, it is because I love you to a point of
passion that unhinges my soul.” - Jeanne Julie Éléonore de Lespinasse.

oh ho ho, these delicious babies of mine~ ♥ ; u; that's the best way i can think of to introduce this pleasant little look into england & france's relationship, because nothing else i can come up with seems to really fit. these two are one of my biggest soft spots of all time, and this is one of about three mixes i have in progress for them - it's the sweetest one, though, and it was the first one that i had the inspiration to actually finish. ( speaking of, it feels very nice to finish an fst again. o uo )

with this soundtrack, i'll admit that i mostly wanted to shine the spotlight on the needy, romantic, genuinely loving side of their relationship. for once, i wanted to focus on how very in love these two are with one another, because it's very easy to find songs that cover the bad parts of their relationship, but not quite ones that cover the good. and since there's just as much good ( in fact the good is equal to, if not greater than the bad ), i just had to bring some attention to them. ; u; so please do your very best to enjoy this mix, even if it is sickeningly sweet! > ///<♕♔

♔ king and lionheart || arthur ♥ cecilia
          and as the world comes to an end
          i'll be here to hold your hand
          cause you're my king and i'm your lionheart

♔ hurricane || arthur ♥ cecilia
          you're the finest thing that i've done, the hurricane i'll never outrun
          i could wait around for the dust to still, but i don't believe that it ever will

♔ what i wouldn't do || arthur ♥ cecilia
          so lace your hands round the small of my back and i will kiss you like a king
          i will be your bride, i'll keep you warm at night

♔ die alone || arthur ♥ cecilia
          i never thought i could love anyone but myself
          now i know i can't love anyone but you

♔ harbor || arthur ♥ cecilia
          sail your sea
          meet your storm
          all i want is to be your harbor
          the light in me
          will guide you home
          all i want is to be your harbor

♔ just hold me || arthur ♥ cecilia
          poor little misunderstood baby
          no one likes a sad face
          but i can't remember life without him
          i think i did have good days
          i'm sure i did have good days

♕ tiger teeth || arthur ♥ cecilia
          you're always wanting more
          you've trapped my attention
          and i can almost hear you
          you're right outside the door
          you have tiger teeth
          wrapped around me i swear

♕ i'd rather dance with you || arthur ♥ cecilia
          even if i could hear what you said,
          i doubt my reply would be interesting for you to hear.
          because i haven't read a single book all year,
          and the only film i saw,
          i didn't like it at all.

♕ baby || arthur ♥ cecilia
          you broke some bones when we were young
          i can remember how you moaned
          so i carried you home
          like a baby
          you were thirteen
          and i was twelve
          i can remember how it felt
          wearing your broken body on
          like a lady

♕ grazed knees || arthur ♥ cecilia
          just say you love me now
          and forget this whole row
          just save your energy
          for making up with me

♕ switzerland || arthur ♥ cecilia
          i never thought i'd have you as a friend
          i'm praying it was not at all pretend
          i need you now
          to help pick me up from off the ground

♕ she ( for liz ) || arthur ♥ cecilia
          i can see these things i'd do
          but never seem to follow through
          she, she is the words that i can't find
          how can the only thing that's killing me make me feel so alive

ｆａｎｍｉｘｅｓ。

you hit me right in the heart ( a pruhun fst )

we're still the same ( a fruk fst )