words you wish you wrote down

wrotedown @ 2008-10-02T23:30:00

2008-10-03T04:30:45Z

like lightning flashing in the sky
but there's a charm that is greater still:
when my love's eyes are lowered
when all is fired by passions kiss

wrotedown @ 2008-08-31T15:19:00

2008-08-31T20:19:50Z

the more you try to erase me
the more the more
the more that i
appear

wrotedown @ 2008-08-20T00:54:00

2008-08-20T04:54:21Z

It's those pills that you don't need to take,
medicating perfection, now that's a mistake.
I know that you're spent, just let me sing you to sleep.
It's your finger and how I'm wrapped around it.
It's your grace and it keeps me grounded.
I know that you're weak, just let me sing you to sleep.

wrotedown @ 2008-08-15T00:11:00

2008-08-15T04:11:32Z

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone

wrotedown @ 2008-08-03T12:24:00

2008-08-03T16:24:54Z

This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed

wrotedown @ 2008-07-27T00:08:00

2008-07-27T04:08:38Z

i'll never love again. can i say that to you?
will you run away if i try to be true?

wrotedown @ 2008-07-16T00:57:00

2008-07-16T04:59:32Z

I said, "look at the map on the wall, put your fingers on where we are,
no matter where I go we're just an inch apart."
You interrupted and said, "not that old speech again! -
If we're just an inch apart, then reach out and grab my hand." -
Have you given too much away?
Are you giving us up?
Did the going get tough this time?
Don't give up on us, don't give up...
I know that this is true, at least it used to be,
you'd have nobody if you don't have me...
And didn't we say forever?
Didn't I promise you?
Didn't we say forever?
Darling don't... darling, don't.
We didn't come this far just to throw it all away.

wrotedown @ 2008-07-15T17:25:00

2008-07-15T21:27:24Z

i, i must stay high.
but wax and wings are heavy things: they drag me down.
the surf, the sea, the spray, the sky.
the ocean's maw it gaped so wide. i fell inside.
i swim, i sink, i yield, i drink, i die.

i have no idea what this means.

2008-06-29T05:40:56Z

when you look at me
i'll be digesting
your legs.

cause i can hardly see
what's in front of me
these days.

wrotedown @ 2008-06-25T11:41:00

2008-06-25T15:42:10Z

i realise now
you are not to be blamed, my love.
you didn't choose your name, my love.

wrotedown @ 2008-06-17T10:58:00

2008-06-17T14:58:54Z

What is that new Panic at the Disco! song called??
Because it's sorta fantastic.

wrotedown @ 2008-06-16T13:08:00

2008-06-16T17:08:31Z

i am here to quench your thirst
i am here to make it work

wrotedown @ 2008-06-10T12:17:00

2008-06-10T16:17:59Z

Lately with this state I’m in I can’t help myself but spin.
I wish you’d come over,
send me spinning closer to you.
I keep on trying, fighting these feelings away,
but the more I do,
the crazier I turn into.
My oh my, how my blood boils, it’s sweet taste for you,
strips me down bare
and gets me into my favourite mood.
Pacing floors and opening doors,
hoping you’ll walk through
and save me boy,
because I’m too crazy for you.
Crazy for you

wrotedown @ 2008-05-20T18:24:00

2008-05-20T22:27:41Z

I'd live a thousand lives
Each one with you right by my side
But yet we find ourselves in a less than perfect circumstance
And so it seems like we'll never have the chance
Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny
And you can't move on even though you try
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Oh, I wish this could be real
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life
And you don't wanna face what's wrong or right
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart
I locked away my heart
But you just set it free
Emotions I felt
Held me back from what my life should be
I pushed you far away
And yet you stayed with me
I guess this means
That you and me were meant to be

wrotedown @ 2008-05-11T21:48:00

2008-05-11T20:49:22Z

The pureness in my name is gone now.
You've taken it too far but somehow, I'll lick my wounds and take the last bow.

wrotedown @ 2008-04-20T00:19:00

2008-04-20T04:20:35Z

while you were sleeping i figured out everything
i was constructed for you
and you were molded for me.

wrotedown @ 2008-04-02T22:14:00

2008-04-03T03:15:22Z

i'll take the truth at any cost

wrotedown @ 2008-03-26T05:53:00

2008-03-26T09:53:10Z

you were spoken for
i spent twenty lifetimes at your door
but your heart was busy within
building bomb shelters under your skin
that's the shape i found you in

wrotedown @ 2008-03-25T23:59:00

2008-03-26T04:59:37Z

molly's chamber gonna change your mind

wrotedown @ 2008-02-29T22:45:00

2008-03-01T03:46:18Z

Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with

wrotedown @ 2008-02-13T15:54:00

2008-02-13T20:55:34Z

So why so long?
So sad, I wanna be strong.
Don't try to take this from me.
I'm already spent living half my life undone
So why so long?
So sad, I wanna be strong.
Don't try to take this from me.
I've already spent my life living half undone.
I'm gonna feel a peace in me,
I'm gonna feel at home.
I'm gonna make this cloud above me disappear, be gone.
I wanna feel a punch inside, my heart beat on the floor.
I don't wanna hurt no more.

wrotedown @ 2008-02-09T16:16:00

2008-02-09T21:22:51Z

I still believe that faith can move the mountains!

wrotedown @ 2008-02-03T19:57:00

2008-02-04T00:59:36Z

This is how I feel and it's so surreal.

wrotedown @ 2008-02-01T16:16:00

2008-02-01T21:17:15Z

Be my friend
hold me, wrap me up
unfold me
I am small
and needy
warm me up
and breathe me

wrotedown @ 2008-01-31T05:17:00

2008-01-31T05:19:34Z

you know i love you
take off your clothes
(it's all right, it's all right, it's all right, it's all right)