Current mood:	sick
Current music:	Johnny Cash "Hurt"

Yay loneliness
I am at the point in my life where i need a severe change in scenery among other things. Part of the reason why I don't like guys around here is because I know most of them and how they are and don't want any part of it.

I like being in love. I like being loved back and right now I really want that. I need that. I am honestly just ready to up and go to the first person who tells me to go to them. I feel like I am READY to put everything behind me and just be with someone who loves me. If James told me he loved me today and all I need to do is go to London for him...I wouldn't hesitate. It would be the same there as it is here just a different place with different people and I think that's what I need.

If Matt were to say "hey you know what? I miss you and you know...I love you let's be together" i'd fucking find a way to go to NJ and live there....im sick of VA...it's just bad to be here where all sorts of bad things have happened. I need a fresh start. I love my friends and they could never be replaced and I have so much fun with them but this is my life and I gotta do something with it...I need to get the fuck out of here.



She’s going out to forget they were together
All that time he was taking her for granted
She wants to see if there’s more
Then he gave she’s looking for

He calls her up
He’s trippin’ on the phone
Now he doesn’t want her out there and alone
Now he knows she’s smiling and
Knows she’s using it
Now he’s loosing it
She don’t care

Everybody
Put up your hands Say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feelin’ good now
Don’t be afraid to get down say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”


We break up it’s something that we do now
Everyone has got to do it sometime
It’s okay
Let it go
Get out there and find someone

It’s too much to be trippin’ on the phone here
Get off the wire
Now everything is good here
Stop what you’re doin’
You don’t wanna ruin
The chance that you got to
Find a new one