| GIVE IT TO ME |
[31 Jan 2008|11:41pm] |
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YOU ARE A VICTIM OF THE RULES YOU LIVE BY
NO RECORD OF JOY CAN BE LIKE
THE JUICE THAT JUMPS THROUGH
YOUR SKULL WHEN YOU ARE
PERFECT IN SEX. YOU POSITION
YOUR SPINE UNTIL IT WAVES.
YOUR HANDS RUN TO SPOTS
THAT FEEL DIFFERENT. BREATHING
TELLS THE PERSON WHAT TO DO. YOU
TRY TO STOP BECAUSE THAT IS THE FUN.
THEN YOU SQUEEZE AND BECOME
UNCONSCIOUS NEAR WHOMEVER
WHICH IS THE DANGEROUS THING
IN THE WORLD. AT THE END YOU DO
NOT WANT. YOU CARRY THIS SENSATION
TO THE CRUEL PLACES YOU GO.
REVOLUTION BEGINS WITH CHANGES IN THE INDIVIDUAL
DESTROY SUPERABUNDANCE. STARVE THE FLESH, SHAVE
THE HAIR, EXPOSE THE BONE, CLARIFY THE MIND, DEFINE
THE WILL, RESTRAIN THE SENSES, LEAVE THE FAMILY, FLEE
THE CHURCH, KILL THE VERMIN, VOMIT THE HEART, FORGET
THE DEAD. LIMIT TIME, FORGO AMUSEMENT, DENY NATURE,
REJECT ACQUAINTANCES, DISCARD OBJECTS, FORGET
TRUTHS, DISSECT MYTH, STOP MOTION, BLOCK
IMPULSE, CHOKE SOBS, SWALLOW CHATTER. SCORN
JOY, SCORN TOUCH, SCORN TRAGEDY, SCORN LIBERTY,
SCORN CONSTANCY, SCORN HOPE, SCORN EXALTATION,
SCORN REPRODUCTION, SCORN VARIETY, SCORN
EMBELLISHMENT, SCORN RELEASE, SCORN REST, SCORN
SWEETNESS, SCORN LIGHT. IT'S A QUESTION OF FORM
AS MUCH AS FUNCTION, IT IS A MATTER OF REVULSION.
I HAVE A HOT HOLE THAT
WAS PUT IN ME. I CAN
LIVE WITH IT. PEOPLE
MADE IT AND USE IT
TO GET TO ME. I CAN
HURT IT TOO BUT
USUALLY I PUT MY
THINKING THERE FOR
EXCITEMENT. WHEN MY
MIND IS RIGHT I CAN SAY
WHAT NO ONE WANTS
TO HEAR. I BRAG ABOUT
KNOWING BETTER BUT
THE LAST KIND PART OF ME
RAVES BECAUSE I WILL NOT
BE THE ONLY DEAD ONE.
I KEEP THE HOLE OPEN.
THE NEW DISEASE CAME. I LEARN THAT
TIME DOES NOT HEAL. EVERYTHING
GETS WORSE WITH DAYS. I HAVE SPOTS
LIKE A DOG. I COUGH AND CANNOT
TURN MY HEAD. I CONSIDER SLEEPING
WITH PEOPLE I DO NOT LIKE.
I NEED TO LIE BACK TO FRONT
WITH SOMEONE WHO ADORES ME.
I WILL THINK MORE BEFORE I CANNOT.
I LOVE MY MIND WHEN IT IS FUCKING
THE CRACKS OF EVENTS. I WANT TO
TELL YOU WHAT I KNOW
IN CASE IT IS OF USE. I WANT TO
GO TO THE FUTURE PLEASE.
Jenny Holzer (http://mfx.dasburo.com/art/truisms.html)
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