You can't have a rainbow until there's been some rain.

2008-06-03T02:32:42Z

"You can't be anyone's catch unless you believe it yourself."

Writing in this helps, sometimes.

I saw Clay Friday night; we met halfway in the Holiday Inn parking lot. When I got into his car he hugged me for a couple minutes & started kissing me right away, & it felt really good. It was a good night. He had Prom Saturday night & I heard from him today. His ex-girlfriend is really pretty. I don't know where him & I stand. I really like him. But am I really on his mind as much as he is on mine? Probably not. I need to play hard to get. But how. I have no idea.

I'm just me & that's all anyone should ever want. I guess I just got so excited that someone was interested in me. & when he said he's never felt this way before I really believe it & took it to heart. I fell for him.

But is this whole thinking about him constantly going to get me anywhere? No. I need to stop. Let go. Stop holding grudges. Have fun. Meet people. Be HAPPY.

Thing is, I was REALLY happy. & as soon as I'm obliviously happy, something changes that.

Do I have problems or what.

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2008-04-22T17:41:10Z

Just comment & add me. (:

Because I know I'm good for something,

You can't have a rainbow until there's been some rain.

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