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celah @ 2008-11-27T18:49:00

2008-11-27T17:48:47Z

Hmm... I just noticed something weird. A friend from my scout troop invited me to come play laser tag with him and a few and his friends this Sunday – sure I said that’ll be fun. Now I just decided to read my mail and noticed that his division of the troop is holding an event that particular day – at the same time we’ll be away... That’s kind of strange because even though I wouldn’t have gone on their event he should, shouldn’t he? Not complaining or anything (other that the usual – me not really having time and such), but this kind of confuses me.

You say the buildings got too tall
And they're going to fry your brother
Well I say you'd better walk away, walk
Away, away, away
And find your mother
Live: Good Pain

celah @ 2008-11-22T12:50:00

2008-11-22T12:00:29Z

I should seriously not drink – I get painfully silly and stupid (more than usual) and that is humiliating... Technically it doesn’t matter, but I’ve been raised in a way that it does matter (curse you, religion!). Indoctrination is all very confusing – it’s been two days and I still replay embarrassing exchanges.

Right now I should work on my undergraduate thesis, but I got stuck reading An Introduction to Non-Classical Logic: From If to Is (Graham Priest, Cambridge 2008).

Shit! I think I told someone to read Nietzsche’s Also sprach Zarathustra... Seriously! I wasn’t even drunk and I still managed to make an arse out of myself.

All this is breaking me.
So far from reality.
Can not picture myself in this mess.
Can not pass by the distress.
Your smile seem like fake.
Raised Fist: Breaking Me Up

celah @ 2008-10-26T12:18:00

2008-10-26T11:21:08Z

Wanna hear the weirdest of weird things? An old online friend of mine, from Canada, is an exchange student at SU this year and I just found out. It’s slightly surreal – my “nail polish soul mate” is in my city and I just found out. Wow.

どこにもない場所で
私はのままで立ってるよ
ねえ君は君のままでいてね
いつまでも君でいて欲しい
浜崎あゆみ: Surreal

Doko ni mo nai basho de
Watashi wa watashi no mama de tatteru
Nee kimi wa kimi no mama de ite ne
Itsu made mo kimi de ite hoshii
Hamasaki Ayumi: Surreal

In a nonexistant place
I stand as I am.
Please be yourself.
I want you to be that way forever.
Ayumi Hamasaki : Surreal

Round and round we go

2008-10-25T15:37:32Z

My life is a bloody merry-go-round. I’m serious (when am I not?). It’s autumn again and I’m ill – nothing’s new there, but the thing is I was supposed to help out with a scouting activity tomorrow afternoon.

Last evening I contact the chairman of our scout district (because the only reason I was helping out at this activity is because I’m a member of the district board) – he told me to contact one of the other board members, which I did at the same time as I contacted the consultant working with the district. The board member I contacted told me to contact the consultant and the consultant told me to contact my “team” – meaning the chairman or one of the other board members...

Now I’ve just given up because to be honest I’ve done exactly what they’ve all asked of me – they’ve all been contacted with the same information.

In other news: My region’s NaNo kick-off was supposed to be today, which I guess it still was, but me being ill had to cancel my participation this year just like the last (what can I say – it’s tradition).

Another tradition is the October pumpkin-fest and Jack-o-lantern carving! I love – absolutely love – standing with pumpkin-gut up to my elbows and it’s fun craving scary faces. Halloween is otherwise a stupid American holiday that only is “celebrated” in Europe because businesses like to milk more money out of the brainless consumers...

When you get to the bottom
You go back to the top of the slide
And you stop and you turn
And you go for a ride
Then you get to the bottom
Then you see me again
The Beatles: Helter Skelter

New journal

2008-10-25T10:45:27Z

LiveJournal and their myriad of ads all over the place and their constant userpic cutbacks finally drove me 'round the bend - I left and joined this most brilliant journal site - scribbld.net

I have constructed a new system of communities instead of multiple journals to separate my personal rambling from my creative endeavours:
refinedcrap - original art
shadesofsepia - photography
textbox - original writing

I have also separated my fandom self from my more "official" self - I don't want the two associated again. Yes sure, I'm a trekkie and a regular science fiction geek, but I'll ~~try to~~ keep fandom things away.

♥~