I’ve been pushing things so hard, so really hard that I now feel like I’m in a corner with only tiny windows of escape... Fuck! This is an awful feeling.

I’m reminded of that Pulp song, Common People– I’m so screwed.

Stuff usually works out in the end, but right now... neee I’ll figure it out.

I have things I should do – that I really should do, but instead I work on fan fiction... Naruto fan fiction <.<       > >

Tomorrow I’ll e-mail my teacher and go to the library – without my laptop and just get it done - or mostly done.

Good thing is I now know I don’t have time for NaNo and can just ignore it. 5216 words is enough more than enough for me to fail with. Go me ^^;;

♥~