urn:lj:scribbld.com:atom1:director . . 2008-11-20T02:00:06Z urn:lj:scribbld.com:atom1:director:4433 2008-11-20T02:00:06Z 2008-11-20T02:00:06Z I've never had so many people in my life supporting me but yet felt so lonely. <br /><br />I need the love back.<br />I miss being loved and in love. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I dreamt I was flying,<br />and sailed the moon with the angels of heaven.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />tomorrow is just another working day and I'm trying to get by without your hands. urn:lj:scribbld.com:atom1:director:3800 2008-11-17T03:27:10Z 2008-11-17T03:30:16Z demons are taking over my mind<br /><br />and i think they already took over yours.<br /><br />you ask me why the man behind me doesn't have a face.<br />i ask you, why don't you have a face?<br /><br /><br /><br />it hurts to breathe. it hurts to eat. <br />do you ever think that you shouldn't be able to enjoy something because of everyone else who doesn't have the priviledge or enjoying that also?<br />do you ever wonder that if someone else is suffering, you should suffer as well? how can you go on living normal, knowing that they're hurting? i can't. urn:lj:scribbld.com:atom1:director:3347 2008-11-17T03:25:31Z 2008-11-17T03:25:31Z in the night<br />in the dark<br />you scream and you shout but nothing comes out<br />just a hollow hole in the ground and you're nothing more than a silent sound<br />you breathe and you feel<br />breathe<br />breathe<br />watch the world around you disappear and your eyes grow smaller<br />hear the echos and the whispers <br />but none of it is real<br />breathe<br />scream, shout<br />waste your last few breaths on figments of your imagination<br />claw at the ground, beat on the wall<br />it's all a waste when in the end you feel nothing,<br />and all you want is more,<br />more darkness