urn:lj:scribbld.com:atom1:filmography lights, camera, mandy. lights, camera, mandy. 2008-01-29T04:19:38Z urn:lj:scribbld.com:atom1:filmography:615 2008-01-29T04:19:38Z 2008-01-29T04:19:38Z Right. I know that, timing-wise, perhaps this seems grossly inappropriate and ill-timed but<br /><br />WHY IS THEIR FAKE BLOOD AND WINE ALL OVER LADY MACBETH'S WHITE DRESS? WHY? WHY NOT THE RED DRESS? I COULD HAVE HANDLED THE RED DRESS! THIS IS THE BEGINNING, ISN'T IT?! AND NOW I FEEL DIZZY AND I'M PROBABLY COMING DOWN WITH A COLD, BUT WHERE IS THE DAGGER?! THAT WAS SPECIAL-ORDERED IN AND <i>WHERE IS IT?!<br /><br /></i>I can't breathe.<br /><i><br /></i> urn:lj:scribbld.com:atom1:filmography:380 2008-01-17T01:21:38Z 2008-01-17T01:21:38Z I hate sitting around not doing anything. The memorial service was...I don't know. Nice, I guess. It just feels inadequate. And I get that Dumbledore wasn't my dad or my best friend or even the Professor that "inspired me" to be "better than I am" or what-the-fuck-ever. But he was this presence, you know? And for that to be snuffed out prematurely, how do you deal with the scope and magnitude of that in one ceremony?<br /><br />Anyway, this journal entry had a point. I was watching the media coverage today and when I went for a walk I noticed all the press, practically frothing at the mouth for a glimpse of our grief and what have you. It made me think about how I'd want to be represented in death -- definitely not with 24/7 coverage on the BBC news. Unless everyone was telling funny stories about me. Happy things. Not posting segments on "Draco Malfoy: When Platinum Blondes Go Bad" (I am making this up).<br /><br />My point. I was thinking of putting together a little documentary -- something small. Maybe some old archived footage (I did a hilarious little movie in tenth year on Dumbledore, and he let me follow him around for a day), but mostly I'd like to have anyone who has a story -- preferably a funny one -- let me interview on film. We'll put it together, remember him the way he ought to be remembered. And I don't know, maybe the news will play that instead of updates on Fuckwit Malfoy.<br /><br />In less pressing matters, my dad's being a twat and threatened to pull me permanantly. I told him to shove it, but I don't know. He's such an asshole.