finn's Journal [entries|friends|calendar]
finn

[ userinfo | scribbld userinfo ]
[ calendar | scribbld calendar ]

[26 Sep 2007|03:08am]


Finley isn't your conventional boy at all. He doesn't play football and he doesn't enjoy looking at hot babes with big tits. His passions are far more conservative in certain ways but his personality sparkles with the shine and glitter of someone who is completely unconventional. He walks through life with rose colored sunglasses on, literally. His favorite pair of Oakley's have a rose tint to their over sized lenses which he wears habitually. Most of his clothes are designer which he's picked up along the way and contorted to become something even cuter with his scissors hacking away at the neck to create a v or stitching of new, funky buttons. He thinks that every day that he wakes up is a reason to dress up and look good when he leaves the house. Armani Exchange, Abercrombie & Fitch, and Hollister litter his closet which is stocked to the nines with dozens of shoes and various clothing. Finn listens to funky old school rock and a lot of jazz, the type who could fall in love with a voice and a guitar riff. He dreams of becoming Freddie Mercury and has a decent singing voice, but his main love in life is his art. Finn has been painting since he was very young and his mother knew from the start that her boy would be a painter. Even at three years old he showed a desire for the paint as he splattered his hand in finger paints and smeared them across her walls. Marie called it art and left it there, where it remains to this day. He's also what some would call a power bottom. Finn just takes that name in stride and says that real queens swallow and ask for more. He swallows with pride and takes a step aside.

Growing up, Finn was close to his mother who was a single parent. His father left them when he was seven and has very little contact with Finn at this time. He and his sister were always rather close growing up despite bickering constantly over who stole whose shoes and why the hell was Finn always using her mascara? He always knew he was different from the very start. He preferred to stay at home inside with his mother who was a stay at home artist. She worked from her studio apartment and made sure that her two kids were always taken care of and shown a generous amount of love regardless of whatever they chose in life (so long as it wasn't harmful). She made their Halloween costumes every year and taught Finn how to correctly sketch. Finn Finn felt comfortable at fourteen years old to sit Marie Caulderone down and tell her that he was pretty damn sure that he was gay. It didn't come as a surprise to the boy. He'd known for a long time that he was different and had felt it deep within himself as he looked at the boy's in his school. He could feel the stirrings in his stomach and how he desired to be around them and kiss their knees when they were scraped. Of course he never tried to do such a thing but as soon as Finn figured out what the word gay meant, he understood that it fit him perfectly. Marie simply smiled and clasped Finn's hands in her own and told him to be careful that being gay was considered a sin by some. But she loved her sweet boy and she wanted to see him be happy.

At 15 Finn was introduced to the concept of real, hardcore partying. It was around this time that he got his first fake id and dragged his best friend out to the local gay clubs in Louisiana. Finn became enamored by the dance clubs and dreamed of one day becoming a go go dancer at one of the establishments. He was a hit with all the men there that saw him as a gorgeous commodity. His full lips and glittering eyes were something that they all adored. But Finn was swept up quick by a boyfriend who adored and worshiped him while Finn partied increasingly harder and harder. For a year and a half he lost himself in the world of Wild Fruit and the concept of drugs and drinks. He drank and drugged it up hard, experimenting with everything from pot to acid and in between was cocaine which made him shiver and smile way too hard. His grades began to drop and it was one of the few times in Finn's life that he distanced himself from his family. This went on for some time and it took a big wake up call the morning he awoke with no recollection of what he'd done before and vomit on his tshirt. He was alone in an apartment that he'd never been in before and that was what made him change his harder ways. While Finn still enjoys a hard party, he knows better than to do hard drugs and he knows his drinking limits.

But it was also incentive for him to pick up all the money he'd saved up from working hard at a local record store off the books and move into a dingy apartment with his best friend turned boyfriend. Finn took a job at his dream place of course. He became one of the youngest go go dancers there at 18 and has become a big hit with many a costumer. It was while working there he learned some dangers of being the enticing toy. He had just stepped outside for a cigarette when an overzealous fan decided to become a little too aggressive with him. But it was in that moment that Finn met his hero, and this hero unknowingly sealed his fate when he saved Finn. Braden Colbridge, bouncer for Wild Fruit and one of the sexiest men to ever grace the face of the planet. One would've called it fairy tale in some twisted way. To be saved from some creep and find themselves in the arms of a man who was every woman and man's description of perfect. That night ignited their fire, and in a heart beat it seemed they had kindled a passionate love with one another. While the duo are complete opposites, there was no one else who could complete Finn like Braden could. While Finn is artsy, flamboyant, and young his boyfriend is the serious one, dedicated to his work, and manly. But they work well together in their own off beat manner. The two soon moved in together and now reside in their New Orleans apartment, arguing and kissing as they normally do. Only time will tell what life has in store for this artsy young boy.



Goes by the name Finn.
Born on March 28, 1988.
Has been dancing at Wild Fruit since he turned 18 a year ago.
Artist who lives for his art. Attends a local small art school.
Is closer to his mom than his dad.
Favorite bands: Queen, The Who, The Beatles, Rolling Stones, Led Zepelin, The Zombies.
Only wears designer clothes which he tends to rip apart to make cooler stuff.
Has two cats Freddie and Georgia.
Loves House, Iron Chef, Rachel Ray, the Ellen show, and Dead Like Me.
Favorite food: Sushi, Seaweed Salad, Chocolate covered strawberries.
Has a celebrity crush on Zac Efron and Justin Timberlake.
Drives a Volkswagen Cabriolet. It's his love child.

post comment

navigation
[ viewing | most recent entries ]