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not exactly the best news, ugh my mom thinks im moving into a downward spiral of depression. she thinks im going to lock my self in my room and commit suicide. so... she got me a new psychologist. i go tomorrow to meet him and have the first meeting. i seriously hate going to these things, this is my second psychologist. and just like before im not gunna open up to him. i feel better keeping my thoughts and feelings to myself and no fucker with a diploma in psychology is gunna fucking open me. ive already been diagnosed with depression before so i already know what is gunna happen. hes gunna fucking diagnose me and then set me up for a perscription for anti depressants. technically the first time i was put on those things , they made me feel even more horrible than i already did. i told my mom the best solution for my issues is to just be with my friends because they make me feel better and i can open up to them mostly about everything. i dont need help from a so called "professional" god i get to go through hell all over again. jesus save me. |
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i think im just gunna get rid of this thing cuz i never get on it anymore. |