Kalista Borgin

badfairy@gmail.com — Sun, 26 Jan 2014 07:11:19 GMT

I'm beginning to feel restless. It hasn't even been a month since my last vacation, and already I miss the sunshine.

~~I wish Astrid and I could have stayed in Belize---~~

Spring can not come soon enough. I won't be able to tolerate this cold much longer.

badfairy@gmail.com — Sun, 07 Jul 2013 04:13:28 GMT

I'm convinced someone took down the cooling charms on this house. It was far too warm for it to be acceptable.

Instead of sitting around and dying of heat stroke, I decided to take Astrid out for a swim. She seemed to thoroughly enjoy herself, thrashing around in the water. I swear, my little girl is getting more beautiful every day.

~~Too bad her father wasn't there--~~

~~If she was a boy he would--~~

I'm going to have to buy her some new swim suits, she's quickly outgrowing the ones she already has. Maybe a few new dresses, while I'm at it. She can never have too many of those. I'll just have the house elves find more space, or get rid of those rags people have sent her as "gifts".

badfairy@gmail.com — Sat, 21 Apr 2012 03:45:46 GMT

My little angel turns one in less than a week. Where has time gone? One day she was too small to even crawl, and then the next she's running around, making me chase her from one room to the next. She gets more beautiful as each day passes.

Maybe soon she'll have a little brother ~~or sister~~ to play with. I think she'd like that. She doesn't get to see other children very often - at least not ones that are the same age.

I have a feeling she would love being the only girl - be showered in diamonds and pearls and everything else a little girl could ever want. She's like a little doll I get to dress up and show off. My most valuable treasure.

[Private]

Sometimes she reminds me of Evan. You can tell how much time has passed based on the way I can mention his name and feel...well, okay. I feel okay. I miss him every day, there's no getting around that - I always want to talk to him just one more time, and I always want for him to get to meet his niece, but I know that it's never going to happen and I can't keep wallowing over it like it only happened yesterday.

Now all I need to do is make my husband happy so I don't feel like I'm a babysitter for his daughter. That sounds horrible, I know, but I feel like he isn't going to be happy with me until I give him a son. I just need to get his attention long enough to make one...

[/Private]

[Augustus]

I think we should go out this weekend. Maybe even spend the night somewhere? I'll find a sitter for Astrid, if you have the time to spare.

[/Augustus]

badfairy@gmail.com — Mon, 16 Jan 2012 08:02:11 GMT

[Cecilia]

~~I---~~

~~I hate not talking to you---~~

Have you finally come to your senses?

[/Cecilia]

badfairy@gmail.com — Thu, 15 Sep 2011 23:05:55 GMT

Someone tell me how to make a 5 month old lay down for an afternoon nap when she refuses to sleep. I am exhausted.

I keep getting up to check on her, which means I've been getting no sleep of my own, because I spend hours holding her, and then she falls asleep in my arms but as soon as I put her back in her crib she starts wailing again.

I need. this. to stop.

I'm about to start pulling out my hair.

Someone help.

badfairy@gmail.com — Sat, 13 Aug 2011 04:55:52 GMT

[Mackenzie]

I know it may seem odd, hearing from me of all people after such a long time, but I find myself needing to speak with you about something.

Are you available for tea tomorrow afternoon?

[/Mackenzie]

[Augustus]

I'll be going out tomorrow afternoon - I've made arrangements for someone to watch Astrid.

What time should I expect you home tonight?

[/Augustus]

badfairy@gmail.com — Fri, 12 Aug 2011 03:54:59 GMT

I was starting to think this thing was gone forever - it's amazing what you find when you're idiot house elf knocks over a bookshelf and things come tumbling down.

I don't really know what to write about - so much has happened. I got married, for starters, though that's hardly news to those of you who actually matter. He's much more than I ever could have hoped for in a man - he's handsome, intelligent, powerful.

Though I have to say, the best thing about him is that he's the father to our little girl, Astrid. I never want to part with her, which is the main reason why I've been holing myself away for the last couple of months.

~~That and I desperately needed to lose whatever baby weight I put on before I showed my face in public.~~

I'm thinking it's time for me to get back out into the real world - catch up with old friends, and off course show off Astrid.

I never in my life thought I'd enjoy being a mother this much. It's still so bizarre to think of myself as that - a mother.

badfairy@gmail.com — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 14:24:12 GMT

[Private]

The holidays aren't ever going to be the same. Not without Evan here.

I thought it was bad enough when Mother died... I just hope I can get through them without breaking down completely.

[/Private]

Happy Holidays.

badfairy@gmail.com — Tue, 15 Dec 2009 06:52:16 GMT

~~Who knew...?~~

~~Who knew what was going to happen?~~

~~Did he?~~

I'd like to wake up now.

badfairy@gmail.com — Thu, 08 Oct 2009 05:13:29 GMT

[Close friends and family]

My father has just informed me that I am to be married.

A wedding has been arranged, but the date of the event is something I still don't know.

My groom to be is Augustus Borgin.

That's all I've been told...

[/Close friends and family]

[Cecilia]

I hate my father.

I hate him...

[/Cecilia]

[Evan]

You were right. He let me down.

Are you happy now?

[/Evan]

[Augustus]

You knew...didn't you?

[/Augustus]

badfairy@gmail.com — Sat, 03 Oct 2009 22:28:43 GMT

I don't know what to do with myself anymore...

~~It's been weeks, and I still can't believe-~~

My father wishes to speak with me next week. I don't know what this is about...but I don't know what I'm going to do if something else goes wrong.

Shit... I'm so exhausted.

badfairy@gmail.com — Sun, 06 Jul 2008 18:37:32 GMT

[CECILIA]

~~WHY IS HE COMMENTING ABOUT---~~

DID YOU TELL ANTONIN ABOUT BAGMAN?!

[/CECILIA]

badfairy@gmail.com — Sat, 21 Jun 2008 04:39:25 GMT

It's good to be home.

Strange to think I won't be going back to that bloody castle in September. There were times when I actually liked Hogwarts. Not because of the classes or anything, but it wasn't all that bad. I'm just glad I'm done. Seemed like it took forever.

Expecially this year. Between my Mum, ~~and Antonin~~ and N.E.W.T.s, I thought this year just wouldn't end.

But here we are. Finished. Graduates of '79.

So now what?

badfairy@gmail.com — Sat, 24 May 2008 21:40:14 GMT

Happy Birthday to me!

So, where are my presents?

badfairy@gmail.com — Mon, 21 Apr 2008 00:42:03 GMT

[Antonin]

Don't think that me asking you this changes anything, but you are her cousin so I figure you would hear something about Franzy if anything happened.

Has anything happened? She's alright?

[/Antonin]

badfairy@gmail.com — Wed, 09 Apr 2008 08:09:19 GMT

[Evan]

You're an asshole.

[/Evan]

badfairy@gmail.com — Wed, 12 Mar 2008 00:01:57 GMT

~~SO fucking ANNOYING~~

~~Why is he--~~

Hmph.

[Cecilia]

What are you doing over the Holiday break?

[/Cecilia]

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badfairy@gmail.com — Tue, 26 Feb 2008 05:19:19 GMT

Attention, all males:

If you're going to break up with someone give them a fucking reason, alright? Don't just avoid them, and then act like nothing's wrong, and then say you just need a break because you need to 'figure shit out'.

Fuck. That.

~~I really thought--~~