Even the birds remember to come home.
Last night, I told him amidst our being so very close that it couldn't work. Terrible timing; Terrible timing. I was so very serious. As serious as I could be while drunk.
He thought I was joking.
Laughing, he just pressed his lips against mine. It was hard to resist.
Temptation at its best...
He wanted it so bad. I could tell. I kinda wanted it to. I wouldn't let him have it. Strength to keep myself from doing something dumb.
I finally said I had to go home and he requested I drop him off.
I tried to explain how it just couldn't work. He likes me... a lot and I knew it. He tried to play it off like he didn't but it wasn't hard to see he did. I didn't want a relationship and a relationship with him scared me so much. Our being sexual just made it worse and created an even stickier situation.
I should have never kissed you that night you called me. I don't understand anymore.
You hate me now.
The way you said that I was the only one you ever truely cared for..
That hurt just like how you wanted it to.
The way you slammed my door while it rained away on that dark dark night.
I called you today and you acted like any other. Only to text me five minutes later saying I make your life worse and that we are done. It's like you've broken up with me. We were never even in a relationship.
I feel so hurt. So heavy. I feel so wrong.
Tonight was my prom. It was okay.
The area wasn't themed. It had poor music. You can't really dance with many people because they are either too drunk or there are too many boundaries. It felt like a wedding.
Ended up at a place downtown in East Town. Huge party with a bunch of random ass people. Casey was there. I always find myself oddly attracted to him even though I'm pretty sure he doesn't give a fuck about me. Guys kept flirting. Adam wanted me to flirt my way into getting some weed. I kindly declined. A girl with cool dreads gave me a million hugs and let me borrow her flip flops. A boy with red hair named nick thought I was hot. He was really drunk though. We exchanged numbers. Brittany Grooters was there. I met a girl who used to go to my school freshman year who recognized me. Beth was stoned as fuckk. Life is good.
I enjoy meeting random people.
I did everything I could tonight to forget you.
He thought I was joking.
Laughing, he just pressed his lips against mine. It was hard to resist.
Temptation at its best...
He wanted it so bad. I could tell. I kinda wanted it to. I wouldn't let him have it. Strength to keep myself from doing something dumb.
I finally said I had to go home and he requested I drop him off.
I tried to explain how it just couldn't work. He likes me... a lot and I knew it. He tried to play it off like he didn't but it wasn't hard to see he did. I didn't want a relationship and a relationship with him scared me so much. Our being sexual just made it worse and created an even stickier situation.
I should have never kissed you that night you called me. I don't understand anymore.
You hate me now.
The way you said that I was the only one you ever truely cared for..
That hurt just like how you wanted it to.
The way you slammed my door while it rained away on that dark dark night.
I called you today and you acted like any other. Only to text me five minutes later saying I make your life worse and that we are done. It's like you've broken up with me. We were never even in a relationship.
I feel so hurt. So heavy. I feel so wrong.
Tonight was my prom. It was okay.
The area wasn't themed. It had poor music. You can't really dance with many people because they are either too drunk or there are too many boundaries. It felt like a wedding.
Ended up at a place downtown in East Town. Huge party with a bunch of random ass people. Casey was there. I always find myself oddly attracted to him even though I'm pretty sure he doesn't give a fuck about me. Guys kept flirting. Adam wanted me to flirt my way into getting some weed. I kindly declined. A girl with cool dreads gave me a million hugs and let me borrow her flip flops. A boy with red hair named nick thought I was hot. He was really drunk though. We exchanged numbers. Brittany Grooters was there. I met a girl who used to go to my school freshman year who recognized me. Beth was stoned as fuckk. Life is good.
I enjoy meeting random people.
I did everything I could tonight to forget you.