narcissa fucking black.

huffing @ 2010-10-26T23:46:00

2010-10-27T03:46:41Z

Narcissa didn't tell anyone about her engagement.

After all, it had only been a few days that she'd been proposed to by Lucius. The Malfoys were already informed of everything, but the Black family were a bit more complicated than that. After all, Narcissa had been all set to start courting with Evan Rosier, who she had no intentions of ever dating. Ever. She didn't want the life as a Death Eater's wife - she wanted to be a Malfoy. She had even spent the past few nights in Lucius's bed. They never did anything, since Lucius insisted on waiting until they got married, but it was still so nice to stay close to him.

She knew, however, that she had to get out of bed with him and actually see the light of day every so often. So, she planned a visit to see her older sister Andromeda. It had been too long, after all, since she'd had a good talk with her sister - and she was the first person that she wanted to tell about her engagement, out of all of her family. (Even if Lucius had been on his sister's suitor list.)

Narcissa played with the ring on her finger, fidgeting slightly as she made her way up the Ministry elevator until she reached Andromeda.

huffing @ 2009-02-15T12:25:00

2009-02-15T17:29:10Z

I woke up this morning and saw something at the foot of my bed that made me believe in things like second chances. I don't care what Mother thinks, maybe there are a few exceptions.

Do not get me wrong, these are very rare and do not happen with a happy face because I simply do not want to forgive people easily, but maybe a stupid holiday like Valentine's Day is a day to, you know, forgive. It feels so strange.

Thank you, to whoever that admirer is.

huffing @ 2009-02-12T22:00:00

2009-02-13T03:04:41Z

You know what I think is completely awful? When CERTAIN PEOPLE decide to take it upon themselves to interfere in other peoples' relationships. And right when you decide to MAYBE let them in, they end up being a complete jerk.

I'm done with second chances.

third-person sample.

2009-02-09T06:24:09Z

Narcissa stared into the water, standing at the edge of the Black Lake at midnight. This was just the way she liked it. No one else was around, or so she thought. This was her time to stay without judgment, her time to herself where no one was watching her to see what she would do. This was her time to be Narcissa Black, not Narcissa the Hufflepuff or Narcissa the Wannabe Slytherin. Titles didn't matter right now. She was just Narcissa. She shivered to herself as she felt Polexia wrap her long, slender tail around Narcissa's ankles.

On a whim, Narcissa put both hands on either side of her shirt, pulling it up and over her head, followed quickly by her skirt and her underthings. Naked in the moonlight, she took a few steps back, rocked back on her heels, and made a running start for the Black Lake, diving into the depths with nothing on. She heard that there may have been a Squid somewhere in these waters, but she didn't think that this evil would disturb her this late at night if she left it alone.

Treading water on instinct, Narcissa floated in the water, staring at the moon that never judged her at night, the moon that disappeared in the gloominess of day. Narcissa stayed and watched the moon until she couldn't tread water anymore, never noticing the cold eyes that watched her from behind the tree that certainly did not belong to her cat.

first-person sample.

2009-02-09T06:15:39Z

WILL YOU ALL SHUT THE HELL UP? NO, I DO NOT WANT TO PLAY YOUR STUPID PETTY LITTLE GOBSTONES GAME. NO, IT WILL NOT BE A STRESS RELIEVER. NO, I DO NOT WANT TO MAKE MORE FRIENDS. GO THE FUCK AWAY, I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT, YOU STUPID HUFFLE-POUFS.

And for God's SAKE, Andromeda, for the last time, I don't need your help in Defense Against the Dark Arts. I'll get on just fine, thank you. This new teacher just has to get used to me. Just because you're a Ravenclaw doesn't mean you have to shove your Ravenclaw ways on me. God, stop trying to be a big sister for like five seconds, will you? Maybe I'll finally get five-minute's rest.

[Private.]

I saw Lucius Malfoy today. He's always watching me at lunch and it always makes me feel weird and wrong. He stares at me like I'm some type of victim lately, and I must admit, ~~I really like the attention and rather agree with him.~~ I'm not so sure I approve. I wish he'd just go away for a little while. Out of all the Slytherins, he is the absolute worst. Doesn't he realize that he's so lucky to be there? It's not like he'd ever accept me in his group anyways. He only would talk to me out of pity, and I hate being pitied. All of this needs to stop. ~~Please please don't stop. I need SOMEONE to talk to.~~

bio.

2009-02-09T05:45:12Z

Player Information

Name: BOOOOOOOOOOOOM SHAKA LAKAH. but you can call me rachael if you want.
E-mail: synchrofreak@gmail.com
Instant Messengers: lawlz pirate
Experience: eclectic

Character Information - Personal

Name: Narcissa Black.
Age/Birthdate: 15.6/January 21.
[Aquarians who are sorted into House Hufflepuff are introverted, but not shy; march to the beat of a different drummer, but don't wear their weirdness like a flag; socially minded, but highly critical of society. Confused? So are the Hufflepuff Aquarians, but they tend to sort things out eventually. Their minds lean toward the practical side of things - they'd rather invent new and useful spells or gadgets than dwell for hours in hot air theory - and the solutions they find to common problems are brilliantly on target. They like people and want to get along well with everybody, but are uncomfortable with intimacy; so they have lots of acquaintances but few close friends. They have the ability to laugh at most any situation.]
Blood: Pure. Definitely pure. Would you have it any other way?
PB: Skye Stracke.
Basic Personality: Narcissa is a bitch, in the nicest term possible. She's critical of everyone, judging everyone by every little thing that they do. She tries to pass herself off as being in Slytherin, and she gets a kick out of everyone saying that she is "The Slytherin that Never Was."
However, Occasionally, Narcissa has a nice streak. Only if that person happens to be in Slytherin, is Pureblooded, and has not ruined the name of Purebloods forever. She even gets a bit grossed out by sleeping next to people who are generally Muggle-born. Narcissa doesn't go so far as to call them dirty words like Mudbloods, since that would just be mean, but she won't correct anyone if they call one of her Housemates that. Narcissa doesn't feel like she needs to be loyal to them because they have never shown loyalty to her.
However, those that are loyal to her (that are in the Slytherin House, of course) she will show loyalty to. It's hard, though, because who wants to be friends with a Hufflepuff? Narcissa tries hard to blend in with her sisters, even though one is just in Ravenclaw. It's better than Gryffindor, right?
History: Plain and simple, Narcissa wasn't meant to be in Hufflepuff House. However, for whatever reason, she was stuck in there. She WANTED to be in Slytherin. Ravenclaw wouldn't have been too bad, either. The Sorting Hat thought she was such a mix that she should just be a Hufflepuff and be ambitious for all of those. However, when the Sorting Hat told her that, she through a hissy fit in front of the entire Hogwarts school. She yelled and screamed and still didn't get what she wanted, so she was stuck there forever. Since then, she barely comments on what House she's from, hoping people will just assume she is in Slytherin.
Narcissa always felt like she was the least favorite of her two other sisters. They were always getting more praises than her, even before Hogwarts. Narcissa always felt as though she were in the background, and she feels like now at Hogwarts she can make up for it, trying to make as many people like her as she possibly can. Narcissa is an attention-seeking, immature girl that will do anything to make it to the top. She feels like she should have been in either Ravenclaw or Slytherin just because she is so determined to make it to the top, but obviously that doesn't work out, so she tries to work with what she has, though she still feels like being in Hufflepuff is one of her biggest drawbacks.
Hobbies: avoiding Hufflepoufs, trying to "get to the top" by stepping on other people, insulting stupid Muggleborns, making fun of people for playing petty games like Wizard Chess, Dueling Club, gossiping.
Patronus: Narcissa has never been able to produce a proper Patronus. This isn't unusual for a fifth year, but if she were ever to form a Patronus, she likes to think it would be a snake. However, you can never be sure.
Boggart: Being embarrassed in front of a crowd of people. Narcissa hates feeling humiliation. The worst possible thing that could happen would be for people to not like her. She even wants Hufflepuffs to like her sometimes, deep down inside.
Pet: Narcissa has a cat named Polexia that, quite frankly, is a downright bitch. One might often see Polexia wandering the entire Hufflepuff common rooms and dorms at night, spying on people. Her special talent as a magical cat is to be able to communicate with Narcissa in some way, either by acting it out or just staring at her for a very long time until the message is carried over. It's a little bit freaky -- okay, a lot freaky -- but Narcissa always gets the best gossip this way.

Character Information - School

Desired occupation: She would never tell anyone, ever, because people would think she was a pouf, but Narcissa actually really wants to be a Herbologist. She wants to go searching for new types of exotic plants.
House: Huffle~~pouf~~puff.
Classes: DADA, Charms, Herbology, Potions, Magic Theory, Astrology, Divination (that one's just for the giggles).

What if?

Has anything changed about your character?: Narcissa is in Hufflepuff House, and she is particularly disgruntled about the whole situation. When she DOES have friends,though, she's extremely loyal. She'd actually be a really good Hufflepuff, she's just never given it a chance. She is a REALLY hard worker. She's kind of showing that by working so hard to be liked by other Slytherins. She has plenty of Hufflepuff qualities, but she doesn't like showing it in her schoolwork. She has changed as a Hufflepuff from her first year and into her fifth year in the sense that she respects her classmates, though she doesn't like to show it because she knows the other Slytherins will make fun of her for it and probably never talk to her. Narcissa is generally accepting of Hufflepuffs, though she will never admit to it ever. In the end, though, she did turn to the good side. Narcissa's reasoning is that she learned to accept people like this, understanding both sides. Being a Hufflepuff would force her to think like this.
How do you feel that would affect his/her relationships?: People from Slytherin won't like her as much. Narcissa might possibly have a little more humility than she did as a Slytherin. She might understand the other side a little better, as much as she would like to deny it.
Any future events that you would like to see and/or change from canon?: Narcissa and Lucius will probably get together, but in a completely unexpected way from how it probably happened in the books.

Additional Information: Narcissa is allergic to peanuts. And claims to be allergic to Hufflepuffs and Gryffindors.
The reason that Narcissa didn't get into Slytherin or Ravenclaw as a choice was because threw a tantrum AFTER the Sorting Hat said where she'd be. Harry asked before the Sorting Hat decided that he should be anywhere BUT Slytherin. She had a preference, Narcissa was so split between Ravenclaw and Slytherin that she really didn't know which one she would like better. The Sorting Hat thought that Hufflepuff would be the best place for her.

Example Journal Entry: here.

Example Roleplay Entry: here.