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listening to "Im still in love with you boy" by sean paul and sasha |
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dont you wish that things could always go your way? I mean in general, like getting that puppy that's oh so cute, or that new phone that's $300 but oh so cute, or even just fast food because your mom made the dinner that you hate. I wish sometimes it was like that, I could go anywhere I want whenever I wanted. I could get the guy I liked, or that cute puppy that's only $100. but I don't always get what I want, no one does, and it hurts sometimes, i wish that I could be magical, and if I really wanted something, I could just make it happen. but I don't think magic is real, i wish I did, I'd have something to dream about, but really dreams don't come true either, it's really quite depressing, you would think everything on tv is real and truthful, surely, disney isn't at all, love isn't just right there, you have to fight for it, and you won't see him/her and fight all that much, you have to know him and love him or atleast like him first. it pretty much sucks, i think god should've made things differently, you know he always makes your soul mate, why can't we meet and fall in love right away so that one pain in the butt is over with, and he's your soulmate, so every min. with him is magical, people would think differently and be a lot more happier to me what do you think?
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