Kuroitenshi

Thu, 14 Nov 2013 23:16:25 GMT

I am a horrible friend.
I do all the wrong things when it comes to my friends.
I do not know how to keep a friend because life and myself has found new ways to send them away.
I get clingy.
I get annoying.
I want all of their time.
I want a friend.

2012.12.02

Sun, 02 Dec 2012 19:18:56 GMT

A new month already. >___>. Sorry I really don't remember this place most days. My mind is concerned with trying to catch up on things or if I work or something like that. *shrugs* I remember when someone had to pry me off places like this. Now, I mean the attitude I have is NOT the "I can't be bothered" but more the it slipped my mind. Must be my "old" age.

Nov moved...well a little too quick, I spent nearly every day beading. I'm so sick of it and I still have 2 pieces I need to finish. Ug, I need to finish them this week since they are technically sold. I was holding off on them because of the craft show which SUCKED. I used more money to eat than I did in sales the whole weekend. The only nice thing was I got to see Frankenmuth in snow. And I had some good food and a REALLY good vanilla chai latte (the only coffee related drink I'll touch).

So 3 weeks of my life gone until I sell the pieces I did. Even a few of them would be nice.

Slowly working on getting presents for the few friends I exchange with as well as getting Christmas cards ready to go out. The first 9 are ready to go out tomorrow, which is good though I need to make sure I write it all down so I'm not double sending or anything or making sure I also don't forget anyone.

Thanksgiving was very nice, though I beaded for like 2+ hours there and read this book called Agenda 21, it is a really good thriller if you like those kind of books. It was also nice to see my brother-in-law's family, they are really nice people. I can only hope I get that lucky with my someday spouse.

Then there has been this weekend. I haven't worked on caricatures mostly since the beginning of Sept, the good news, every time I take time away from it, when I come back to it I'm always a bit stronger at it. I drew one of my bro to be my example piece, I put him in a Santa suit next to Rudolph, it looks pretty cool, so cool this boy last night wanted the "exact" same thing. Heh heh. And then I did one of my friend's daughter, I still need to get that out to her. But back to this weekend. I took my bro festive caricature and my tools and headed to work on Friday. It was slow to start, but by the end of the night I had done a really nice amount of sales. It felt great to leave that and come home for the night. I returned on Sat, trying to avoid the crowds already and it was a busy night, though I had some moments where I wasn't doing much, I still ended up making even more in sales than Friday. To the point my manager actually said good job, he doesn't do that often. Today I'm really feeling it though, I'm dragging a bit, I'll make it work and at least some of the week I'll have off to recover.

Also yesterday I started thinking on an old character that got pushed aside when my exfriend and I parted ways. Firstly because of connections, secondly I didn't know what to do with him because well he was a character that had been on the back burner even with them for awhile. I had lost him, pretty much his motivations, feelings, reactions to things. All the stuff that would make him stand out as his own person. So, I started thinking on him, maybe I could bring him back to the world he was in, but he needed not only a new look but some personality tweaking. I started sketching, right now the one I have of him he looks too old because I had been designed to look younger, but the hair and his nose I think are where I want them. Then I rolled over his personality and backstory in my mind for awhile (this while I wasn't drawing) and some of the old personality came back, so I knew what I was working with. I made himself a list of notes of things I was going to keep and change. The biggest is I'm not sure if he's a real vampire or he's so mentally gone he THINKS he's a vampire. I'm going to have to talk to the person I'll be RPing him with if they think one sounds better than the other. I also miss doing bigger RP groups, but every one of those I join it dies in about a month so I think I'm cursed.

Enough of my rambling, enjoy.

2012.09.10

Tue, 11 Sep 2012 04:12:06 GMT

OMFG I'm rolling right now.

http://smoctopinions.tumblr.com At this.

It is someone that seems clearly bitter about SMOCT, perhaps they were in it before or they couldn't draw and so they ended up being thrown out or they don't like someone that was in it. I feel like it's GJ all over again. But this time with the me not caring part. I mean, there isn't a whole like I could do other than ask tumblr to take my stuff down, they are just going to put more stuff up and troll even more. I'd love to leave some comments on there if I could, just have fun with it. Yep, an amusing night.

Also, CHRISTINE WON MASTERCHEF!!! OMFGBBQ! I'm so happy~ She deserved it~

2012.09.05

Wed, 05 Sep 2012 23:21:40 GMT

I remembered I Had this thing. Oops. Not that more than 3 people are updating at all these days.

The summer has been hit or miss. At least the key things went well and I had a good time. I've been cleaning today and I saw Captain America finally. I actually enjoyed it, more than I had expected to.

Summer job is over until Lights, fall job will begin technically this sunday. I'm looking forward to it.

Now to think about what new types of things I artwise I could have.

2012.07.19

Thu, 19 Jul 2012 15:20:00 GMT

Yes, one more piece done. I have 2 more of the chibi to do before all the art for unseenvision if finished. TOo long some of these have been taking me. But after that I really only have a small handful left. 2-3 I can't do because I have to wait on other people, so that should leave about 2-3 left to finish, so excited! Though I'm not sure I'll open commissions back up after that right away. I still have one more con to get ready for for the summer and I think I need a few days to just say. Wow, I don't really have to do anything.

It rained for a few hours this morning, really wish it would do more, we need it so badly here. Also didn't have work because of it. So that was how I was able to get one more done, though after taking a lunch break I'm going to get back to one more of the chibi since those take me the least amount of time left.

Hmm. Anyways, that's about all for now.

2012.07.17

Tue, 17 Jul 2012 13:44:41 GMT

Fixed the profile some, I know it's something I haven't really touched since I got on here. Glad that I took some time to even if no one looks at it. Do people even come to this site anymore?

Okay, need to get back to workin on my art todo list. *waves*

2012.07.16

Mon, 16 Jul 2012 11:27:21 GMT

Wow, that icon looks so old. XD;;;

Anyways, the fantasy/scifi con I went to weekend before this last one didn't go well, I was able to make back my table, but not much after that. I had a good time otherwise and when I wasn't bored. I think I can consider myself an official star wars fan, yeah that only took me 30 years. *chuckles*

Tried to catch someone up in MI on friday, that didn't work out. I'm upset with myself over anything else.

2 cons AA are opening soon and I have enough for one, but not a 2nd one unless I can somehow sell some more stuff. Work has been rough this season.

Hmm, oh I have finally started hammering out work ont he todo list. I'm hoping to knock another one out after work today.

How is everyone else? I mean, of the like 2 people that update anymore.

2012.04.18

Thu, 19 Apr 2012 02:33:08 GMT

Crap, where does the time go? I really have been having that blink and a miss a week. @____@.

So I made a project helper - http://www.rockethub.com/projects/7253-new-kuroitenshi-art-at-conventions I'm trying to get the word out to as many people as possible cause I only set it for a month. Which would give me maybe just enough time before AZ to get stuff together. @___@.;;;

I think I'm going to have to close commissions for a bit so I can try and play catch up, I don't know what it is about this week but I've been in la la land no matter how hard I try. I know there would be times like this, but I just hope I can snap back.

Been working on art, did a few minis earlier this week. Uh. Yeah that's really been about it.

2012.04.03

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 23:38:41 GMT

http://www.bonanza.com/booths/kuroitenshi

Put up some of that stuff for sale and some of the other stuff. I wish I wasn't so tight on money this week. And not that I don't love my manager but he decided to ask me TODAY if I could work the weekend. If I hadn't made plans 3+ weeks ago I could have.

I feel like I fell into a timewarp today, ug, though the storm this morning was so nice. Though it woke me up early. =____=.;;;

2012.04.02

Mon, 02 Apr 2012 23:16:56 GMT

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~! I finally have gotten back to working on jewelry. Check it out!

SM Inspired Earrings 1 by *kuroitenshi13 on deviantART

Moon and Crystal Bookmark by *kuroitenshi13 on deviantART

Pluto Dead Scream Neckalce by *kuroitenshi13 on deviantART

Sparkly Fake Diamond Earrings by *kuroitenshi13 on deviantART

Rainbow Crescent Moon Necklace by *kuroitenshi13 on deviantART

Warm Virgo Braclet by *kuroitenshi13 on deviantART

Down to Earth Necklace by *kuroitenshi13 on deviantART

Mars Fire Soul Necklace by *kuroitenshi13 on deviantART

Pink Moons and Crystal Bracelet by *kuroitenshi13 on deviantART

Y A O I Pink and Purple Braclet by *kuroitenshi13 on deviantART

Commission Bookmarks for Bishi by *kuroitenshi13 on deviantART

Crystal and Moon Cell Straps by *kuroitenshi13 on deviantART

They were much fun to do. I hope to sell some of these, it turns out my city tax was more than I thought. Other than that, tomorrow I plan on getting back to art, though I am also taking jewelry commissions.

This weekend is going to be very busy. I have sat where I'm going to a Mass with my friend, then gaming that night, then next morning going to mass with fam, then heading up to see my sister and spending the night up there. @___@.;;;

Thanks for looking~! Weeeee~

2012.02.15

Wed, 15 Feb 2012 18:29:52 GMT

A new day. Not much going on. Strange dreams. Luna's little valentine got to me, heehee. That was a nice surprise.

I have game tonight, I'm sort of meh about it at the moment, been watching videos for the past hour which I should be doing something else. Then again, I probably always should be doing something else. I did do, I think, a cool image that has the 7 girls in it. I'll scan it in the next day or so. Since I haven't been doing much sketching lately I shouldn't put up just one.

Yeah, oh and I have a possible 3 more commissions, excited about that. She's sending a money order though. And I have someone else sending cash, I warned them twice about it, but they still want to do it. *shrugs*

Wish I had more to talk about. Been reading the Cirque du Freak series some more. If I can get back on reading I should be able to finish book 11 today.

2012.02.11

Sat, 11 Feb 2012 21:16:07 GMT

Dang, missed another day, but for the record, yesterday was super busy and out of my hands! Woke up about 10:30, worked on some written journaling stuff when mah gets a phone call, it's just before 11. My cousin and his family are coming over for a VERY SURPRISED visit, they are 5 minutes or less away. So we're running around trying to clean up what we can and then they are here. It was nice, got to speak to them and their daughters who are adorable! One of them reminded me of an old friend of mine's daughter. They were polite and asked me such cute questions about my collection since it's out and all that. And I showed my cousin and his wife some of the things I worked on in the past year or so. I wished they could have stayed longer than an hour.

After that mah and I hit the post, I sold the pokemon boardgame and yay it's out of my hands. I'm glad it's going to a good home. We hit up the bank on the way and then headed home where I spent a little bit of time reorganizing another part of my stuff as well as reading and then I was sooo tired I took a nap. But the business hasn't ended yet. Phone rings, no one important, but woke me up, bah, 15 minutes later dad rolls in being loud and annoying as usual, I go back to sleep. Get up about 5:30 at this point and got down to work on some more chibi - http://kuroitenshi13.deviantart.com/art/Reference-Chibi-Prospero-284375334 and http://kuroitenshi13.deviantart.com/art/Reference-Chibi-Gift-Morrigan-284376053 and dad comes back up, looking for the phone but can't use the two eyes in his head to find it. Then after ordering a pizza he sits down and tries talking to me, this being random strings of words mind you. The awkward silence after that to the point I turned on my music, okay, then a few more minutes go by and the phone rings again, it's bro saying he's coming home early. Okay. We chatted a bit, I told him about the cousin coming over. I get off the phone with him and get back to work...again, about 5 minutes later the doorbell rings. I'm think dad just left, it better not be the pizza for some odd reason. No, it's not. It's another cousin, she said she was coming over to deliver tax stuff for my dad. I told her about the strange day and into that mah gets back home. So we all ended up talking for awhile.

But I'm still not done, I'm almost done with one of the chibi when bro comes down and asks me to join him for the Simpsons game. I'm like okay, always room for one more in that one I say. It was cool because I was doing much better after the first couple of levels and was evening beating everyone for kills. I helped unlock a trophy. Heeheehee. It was fun. After that was all said and done I came back downstairs and was able to finish the chibi.

What a day.

Today, it's been very lowkey. Also, there be snow. *pouts* I hate snow. I did get another chibi done and I'm going to start on another after this, commissions, yay! http://kuroitenshi13.deviantart.com/art/Reference-Chibi-Comm-Michi-284488500 And I also took a bath so I could read vol 3 of VHD manga, that one was based off the 3rd book and 2nd movie, I really liked the manga better as far as the story telling went. I wonder if I should do a comparison. *ponders*

That's about it, I'm all ready for gaming tonight, woo~ Have a good one.

2012.02.09

Fri, 10 Feb 2012 00:08:54 GMT

I blink and miss updating for 5 days. @___@.;;; It is hard to keep up with it.

Lots more chibi - http://kuroitenshi13.deviantart.com/art/Reference-Chibi-Telesto-283732480
http://kuroitenshi13.deviantart.com/art/Reference-Chibi-Dione-283898750
http://kuroitenshi13.deviantart.com/art/Reference-Chibi-Prometheus-283964843
http://kuroitenshi13.deviantart.com/art/Reference-Chibi-Mimas-284174763

I still have two more I need to finish, but they are partly done. XD;;;

I biked today, that was really nice, taking a few days off made a bigger difference than I would have thought, I didn't get quite as tired as well as just in general having some ease for some of the streets compared to before. I'm excited about this, the first time in a long time where exercise hasn't beat me!

Also getting back to a little bit of reading. Been watching Todd in the Shadows reviews, those are interesting.

Bathed the ferret today, OMFG he's so cute. *dies from cuteness* He has to dry himself off as quickly as possible and it makes him look a little insane.

Oh, I did sell a little bit, yay! The pokemon board game is finally leaving the house. Hazzah! I'll be doing that tomorrow. And I sold a couple of manga, it's a start. It would be nice to sell a bit more before the con next weekend, so I might do a quick buy one get another such and such off sort of thing.

Also, been watching Face Off, anyone watch this series? I love seeing people doing make up, breathing life into characters that couldn't normally be done. Makes me wish I could do any of that, but sculpting is on the fair end for me and art.

2012.02.05

Mon, 06 Feb 2012 01:21:18 GMT

Well, spent today in my room, making a mess, moving stuff around. I'm no where near done and I got myself distracted with deciding to sell more, so I redid completely my for sale post. http://kuroitenshi13.deviantart.com/art/FOR-SALE-ITEMS-2012-281313002 I wish I had more to show for today, but at least it's something. Cause after all the photos it needed to be packed away for the con I'm hitting up two weekends from now. <3

Yeah, this week going to do some more art stuff. I still have a month before Shuto. I'm wondering if I can learn some watercolor by then. XD;;;

Also feel like kicking scrib tonight for not working. *kicks it* Yeah, I feel a little better now.

Man, I didn't realize how many groups I was in on here, over half of them were dead, especially ALL of the icontests I was in. When did that crazy die? Hmm, I guess that's all. Hopefully I'll have some more interesting to share tomorrow.

2012.02.02

Thu, 02 Feb 2012 21:51:32 GMT

Heehee, 2 2 2.

So, I drew an adorable Venus today - http://kuroitenshi13.deviantart.com/art/Reference-Chibi-Gift-Sailorvenus-282873612 and yesterday - http://kuroitenshi13.deviantart.com/art/Reference-Chibi-Enja-282730642 a fun OLD OC of mine. I think it would be fun to make an angel doll army, anyone else up for this idea? XD;;; I'm also working on another OLD OC, should have her finished in an hour or so.

Yesterday was alright, besides the chibi didn't really do anything, gaming was...not bad. Still a little too early for me to decide if I like it or not. And it seemed like bro was grumpy most of the time. XD

Today I was able to get out more stuff that sold, still hoping for another item or two tomorrow. *hopes hopes hopes* And was able to find CAROLINE boots! YES! *does a little dance* Now I just need the dress and someday I'd like to get a labcoat and she'll be complete!

Also to add to the yay, having curry tonight. I love a good curry~ After doing all that biking (my legs are dead!) a good meal will help. Have a nice day everyone~

2012.01.31

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 02:25:34 GMT

http://kuroitenshi13.deviantart.com/art/Reference-Chibi-Comm-Sailorleo-282597274 My first point commission~

http://kuroitenshi13.deviantart.com/art/FOR-SALE-ITEMS-2012-281313002 And more items up for sale, have friends looking for stuff, please send them this way.

POed with pidgin for crashing on me for the millionth time! So annoyed.

Rode for awhile, very nice weather except the wind, I didn't even have to wear a heavy coat. Also finally got out to ZOUP! As delicious as it was up in Detroit. Even more so since I got to have some other things as well.

Also, dang if I can't find that STUPID Drag Me to Hell DVD I got with Methos last year. Why is it I am THAT good at misplacing things? I want to put it up on swap a DVD with all the other movies I no longer have any use for. At least the RE:3 already is wanted.

Okay, that's all I've got, have a good one.

2012.01.30

Tue, 31 Jan 2012 02:53:08 GMT

http://kuroitenshi13.deviantart.com/art/FOR-SALE-ITEMS-2012-281313002 Added a few TPB.

Alright, so today was okay. Just seeing stuff that is out of my hands. Tomorrow though I'll get some zoup. I'll ride some more and work myself even more.

Watched Ru Paul's Drag Race, yay~ And now I have it on the record schedule. Cause I'm not sure but it might run into Castle in a week or two.

I got my big TPB Angel: THE END which looks pretty sweet. There's one little tip on the top of the spine which bugs me a little, but at least you can't really see it unless you're crazy like me.

I did bike today, just not as long as I would have liked, one of my cloves has disappeared, hoping it's a Jen's. So my hands were ice and well, it was just cold out in general, hoping for better weather tomorrow. I did push myself harder though, could really feel my legs working.

I'd say that's about it, just that time of year where not a lot is going on, though if there is anything you'd like to talk about, feel free to ask.

2012.01.29

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 02:21:46 GMT

http://kuroitenshi13.deviantart.com/art/Reference-Chibi-Titan-GK-282281949 Yay! I so wanted to get her done. I think she came out great. I think I finally got her little over coat bit where I need it.

Uh, game was alright, didn't do too much. Did do some sketching, also up on dA. That was cool. I'm really tired today. And after game headed out to ZOUP! to find out it closed at 3pm on sunday. WHHHHYYYYY!!!!

Hmm, sorry, I guess that's it, I really hard to share that, and the Hulk was on American Dad tonight.

2012.01.28

Sat, 28 Jan 2012 19:27:33 GMT

Well got another little chibi done - http://kuroitenshi13.deviantart.com/art/Reference-Chibi-Jude-281976400 Luna suggested Jude and since I haven't drawn him much at all I said to myself why not. He looks very amusing to me.

Also went out for a ride and well, we have heavy winds here which wore me out, but it was still over 20 minutes I think, so yay for that. I'm going to try and go out again later.

Ooo, I think the mail just came. Probably should go get it and check on my bike again, I wish there was a better place to put it. Awww, nothing for me today. Oh well.

Still windy! XD I'm just hearing it well, blowing against the trees and the house, not a lot of sounds going on right now, it's interesting.

Anyone watch Phelous? I've been catching up on his shows, and got through about 1/3 of his Silent Hill let's play, that's interesting.

2012.01.27

Sat, 28 Jan 2012 03:13:32 GMT

http://kuroitenshi13.deviantart.com/art/Reference-Chibi-Minoan-281884795 Eeeee, you check out this cuteness~

Yep, went riding twice today, about 20-25 minutes each time. I'm hoping to get out again at least once tomorrow, not sure if the weather is going to be nice. It's very ADD this year.

I also did some reading, and of course that cuteness above, I hope people like it enough to want one of their own, I'm only asking $3. XD;;;

Did get money, Sonja's half of the AZ table and Luna's commission money along with Sonja buying two of my doujin. Yay!!!! Less stuff~ I have a lot of people interested in items, but many are like can I pay in two weeks or after the first of the month, so I'm hoping for the best, it would be great to get at least 10 items out of here.

Watched some more Phelous, man, he watches some of THEE worse movies I know to date that aren't romantic comedies. XD;;;

I guess that's it. I hope you all have a good night.

Oh, METHOS! http://kuroitenshi13.deviantart.com/art/Sketch-dump-84-281825099 in case you couldn't see it last night.

2012.01.26

Thu, 26 Jan 2012 21:54:46 GMT

Been reading today, all caught up on the Witchblade comics I own, now I need to find the next book starting at #26. That should be fun, right? Cause I believe after this point they have different names, because THAT makes sense /end sarcasm.

Got my other DVD today, swap this time, and it looks really cute. I need to get some extra money to grab some more DVDs on there, since even with me putting up another 4-5 only one of them went. Bah.

Due to the weather I wasn't able to take the bike out today, sadness. I will definitely be doing it tomorrow. *pouts a little* Heh.

Anyways, I think I'm going to be working on and off on arts for the rest of the day, I have some ideas floating around in my head. Also, random question, has anyone going looking for comic paper or something that I can use as comic paper or should I continue to make my own out of my super awesome 110lb paper?

2012.01.25

Wed, 25 Jan 2012 21:25:43 GMT

Oh man, this icon is sooooo old.

My bike! I got my bike today, it nearly killed me riding it home (I'm THAT out of shape) but other than that and the seat being uncomfortable, I really like it. Photos to come soon. I hope it will help me to lose some of that weight I've been putting on for ages.

What else, um, updated my collection page, actually adding a new one for my comics. For anyone that might be interested.

I also redid my for sale post - http://kuroitenshi13.deviantart.com/art/FOR-SALE-ITEMS-2012-281313002 I actually have a few people interested in things. *HOPES* I need to remind myself to take my posters to Bashcon to see if I can get rid of those, mainly cause they are so expensive to ship.

Well, I think I need to get going, heading to gaming shortly, have a good night~

2012.01.24

Tue, 24 Jan 2012 17:02:26 GMT

Well, I got through another disc of JEM last night. They had a Halloween episode! But no halloween song *pouts*. Other than that yeah, it was JEM. Very interesting.

Today I found out that Animarathon is full up already, so I can't go to that one. Oh well, since it was one day it really wasn't going to be a big deal either way, but sadly that makes one less con for me and I know I don't have anything to pick it up with unless I ACTUALLY hear back from Anime Crossroads or something.

Still waiting on the mail, but it's early yet. Didn't get anything yesterday, but I do have until the 28th. So good there. Wondering when I'll be getting my piece from Conlan Press, I bought it back Oct 31st, but it's being handmade.

Um, yeah. Put up some more DVDs on swap, one of them is going already, yay~ I should take some time to photo everything, so I can post up stuff on dA that is updated, so I won't have people wondering about stuff that is already gone.

And I need to get back to cleaning my desk, it's like just before half done which is no where near where i want it to be done. XD;;; I am glad I can see the black of the actual desk, why is it I can't keep things clean? I actually do not understand why I do this.

Okay, I should really get on something today. <3 Have a good day~

2012.01.23

Mon, 23 Jan 2012 16:40:13 GMT

Had a wonderfully good time tonight watching some 80s movies and RPing. That's always a good time when the person knows what they are doing or even just in it for the fun.

Slept alright except for the storm coming through waking me up, I'm glad it let me know it was there. Especially since I had done what I guess might be called my first magic with nature. Since it wasn't for me I'll let you know how it goes.

Today the weather is much warmer, but very windy, doesn't bother me at all. And I'm glad most of the bad snow is gone. Wooo~

Oh, and besides having to wait on the mail (please come today!) I got a bit of "good" news from dA. I found that they are looking into my tab problem, I saw it up officially - When writing a comment, pressing the "tab" key — which normally selects the "Preview" button — scrolls the browser scrolls to the top of the page. We looked into this issue and it appears to only be happening on comment replies. We will identify the cause. - From =fyuvix. So yay there, maybe they will fix it someday.

http://kuroitenshi13.deviantart.com/art/Trade-with-Stormfaerie-1-281033331 The piece I finished last night, so excited and I'm really pleased how much she likes it. <3

2012.01.22

Sun, 22 Jan 2012 16:05:55 GMT

Boring old day. Last night was a good time though, I'm glad I got to go.

Yeah, not sure what else to be talking about, I slept sort of funny and I'm in some pain from shoveling so the concentration and falling a bit. I should work on something, but I just feel like curling up and trying to get some more sleep. Bah, I hate pain and I hate cold.