loyaltylocket

loyaltylocket@gmail.com — Thu, 16 Sep 2010 09:43:27 GMT

you win, just a little but you win. that pretty face is telling lies, it's plaster more than skin. but it's good enough, you win.

loyaltylocket@gmail.com — Tue, 11 May 2010 01:43:13 GMT

fuck it.

loyaltylocket@gmail.com — Fri, 23 Apr 2010 07:50:46 GMT

i am falling and falling and falling and i don't care how hard i hit.

loyaltylocket@gmail.com — Fri, 23 Apr 2010 07:48:54 GMT

HIM: If i told you things i did before, told you how i used to be, would you go along with someone like me? if you knew my story word for word, had all of my history, would you go along with someone like me?

ME: i did before and had my share, it didn't lead nowhere. i would go along with someone like you. it doesn't matter what you did, who you were hanging with, we could stick around and see this night through.

loyaltylocket@gmail.com — Fri, 23 Apr 2010 07:45:30 GMT

If you want to be important - wonderful. If you want to be recognized- wonderful. If you want to be great- wonderful. But recognize that he who is greatest among you shall be your servant. That's a new definition of greatness.

And this morning, the thing that I like about it: by giving that definition of greatness, it means that everybody can be great, because everybody can serve. You don't have to have a college degree to serve. You don't have to make your subject and your verb agree to serve. You don't have to know about Plato and Aristotle to serve. You don't have to know Einstein's theory of relativity to serve. You don't have to know the second theory of thermodynamics in physics to serve. You only need a heart full of grace, a soul generated by love. And you can be that servant.

loyaltylocket@gmail.com — Fri, 16 Apr 2010 03:05:05 GMT

i love it when i confide in you and you run your mouth to your "boyfriend" about it because you have every right to judge me, you cunt. i hooked up with someone, woohoo, i will continue to do so if i please.

for one, you cheated on your whatever the fuck he is with a GAY GUY. you fucked a gay guy while you're with someone. and you continue to hold his hand and kiss him regularly.

also, you drink way too much and you are not as funny or goody goody as you think you are.

oh god i didn't know it was so easy to be a fake like you!

loyaltylocket@gmail.com — Sun, 11 Apr 2010 21:51:51 GMT

i'm tired of being in places where i don't feel like i belong. it's one of my first thoughts whenever i hang out with them. i don't know why. maybe i'm just self conscious.

i don't know how much longer i can handle waiting around and being up in the air. actually.. yeah i'll wait for as long as it takes. because i really don't want to lose this.

god i miss everything.

loyaltylocket@gmail.com — Sat, 10 Apr 2010 08:35:04 GMT

doesn't remind me - audioslave
lack of color - death cab
speeding cars - imogen heap
going to california - led zeppelin
the man comes around - johnny cash
we are going to be friends - white stripes
help i'm alive - metric
what a wonderful world - that one israel guy
mushaboom - feist
train song - vashti bunyan
better together - jack johnson
3 weeks, she sleeps - blue october
dearest - buddy holly
~~samson - regina spektor~~
be ok - ingrid michaelson
~~the king of carrot flowers - neutral milk hotel~~
seventeen - meredith bragg and the terminals

that's an intimidating list.

and there are still some i don't remember.

...sigh.

loyaltylocket@gmail.com — Sat, 10 Apr 2010 07:58:44 GMT

hey, i'm autumn.