This is amazing.
Ever since I stopped talking to him things have been so much better. He didn't care for a couple days, now he's calling me non-stop. I don't give a fuck about answering, I just don't want to let him back in my life... B/c it's so fucking good without him! It's different, and I feel like I'm different. I don't feel any desire to check up on him, or know what he's doing. He's gone, and I'm so happy that it's finally over.
I stopped thinking that there was something wrong with me. It's him and his fucked up mind. He's a fucking idiot. I mean I still think about him all the time, but it doesn't drive me crazy like it used too.
So now I'm just focused on living life. I'm not tied down to any guy anymore, and I'm not going to be for a very long time. |
