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| Not a lot to write about, Alex called me at midnight to say happy valentines day. apparently he still has feelings for me. Riiiight. It's horrible that I'm lying to him about some major things... But I don't want to lose him as a friend. Sucks. I have no plans for tonight. Weston asked me out for valentines day, hah. Fuuck.. I know if I ever did anything with him it would ruin our friendship, which is too awesome to fuck up. I'm really confused with myself, I want the comfort of a steady ongoing relationship... But at the same time I just want to do whatever the fuck I want and I know that if I were in a relationship I wouldn't be able to do that. I'm thinkin that when I find the right guy, it'll just happen. Mel T. I need an address where I can send you your painting, I keep forgetting :( | ||||
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| 4619 Lakeview BLVD lake oswego oregon 97035 I'm so fucking stoked. It's totally going up next to my bed, even if it doesn't match the color scheme. About finding the right guy and it just happening is true, Mel and I were both at the same point... except for we didn't even want the comfort of a relationship. When the right guy stepped in, it just came to us. I'm thinking it'd be the same. Don't force anything, if the guy isn't good enough to give up the freedom of being single he isn't worth it. Much love!! Happy Valentines day. | ||||||
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| psh, yeah. what she said. the right thing happens when you're not looking for it to. it's strange. and when it does happen, there isn't any doubt or confusion. you just know it's right, because you can't walk away. so just let things happen one day at a time and see where it takes you :) loveloveloveloveyouyouyou | ||||||
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