The Jot

November 5th, 2008

06:28 pm - Workload

I've been so busy that I really haven't had much time to wonder. Unfortunatly sickness has left me with ample time to contemplate today and my thoughts have been a bit dreary. I only managed to get six pages to my story done till another phase hit me, but I don't plan to leave this one hanging in the air, I still want to keep this story going for as long as I can.

I have so much to do, I don't think I can get it all done. I worry constantly that I am not working hard enough and I know that I am not. I don't work outside of school so many look down at me thinking I am care free and if I can't handle my work I am then just lazy.

Maybe I am. Maybe I have always known that I am not one to be able to take on such tasks and see them through. But that leaves me to think, 'where am I to go from here?' There must be something I can do with what I have.

Well here is another day of wasteful worrying. I am going to go and work on my storyies more, maybe that will keep me busy.
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