My heart beats in breakdowns.

And it went something like this.

Sun, 06 Apr 2008 05:36:28 GMT

You know, I really think they need to fix this whole only having 6 icons at a time thing here. You can customize your layouts on a free account, which is just about better than any other journaling site that makes you pay right now, but you can only have 6 icons, wtf. At least give us like 15 T___T Or 10. Guh.

I got to go through the car wash today This may make me sound like a loser, but in my defense I absolutely loved the suds on the windows. It's like being engulfed in something O___o

It was a really nice day out today, and I was INSIDE for most of it . TITS.

::sigh::

Mon, 31 Mar 2008 07:06:23 GMT

So, my birthday practically sucked. I find this humorous on the account that birthdays are the one time I actually have expectations and they are usually majorly crushed. It's all good. I can be content with the mediocre.

I also got somewhat rejected in the sense that Justin had thought about us dating before where he could see us working out, but apparently couldn't imagine us dating. Now, this didn't quite register in my mind but he told Dave when I wasn't in the room so I'm not supposed to know so I can't just go up and ask him. It wouldn't matter anyway now because Justin has a girlfriend. Like always. SO. Just friends we'll be, I guess.

I think I hate getting hit on after something like that most of all. I'm totally not in the mood for men and HERE THEY COME. Too bad none of them are usually what I'm looking for -___-.

I need a new layout and I don't really know what I want or how I want it to look. I'll have to think of it some other time, however, because I need to make a layout for my friend for his Myspace first. Idk, whatever; I'm going to bed.

At least I got my digital camera.

Sun, 23 Mar 2008 17:12:47 GMT

Happy Easter to everybody that... well, sees this lol. I'm not feeling so good today, go figure, huh? I'm supposed to go to my uncles for food, and I don't really wanna go because wtf, it's boring. I'm also tired; Jojo woke me up to talk about plans we're having today to hang out for the first time in like months. I figure I could answer instead of hitting ignore and rolling back over.

The Japanese thing is starting to get slightly confusing, but it wouldn't be if the pictures would be a little more obvious, or if they had an index that could tell you WTF YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT. Gah. I'll get it, I always do. Guitar is going okay, though. I think I want to get the guitar tabs for Pins And Needles, mhmm. Something new to practice would be nice.

I need to get going and do some other stuff though, so I believe I shall depart. Have a good day ♥

Early apologies.

Fri, 21 Mar 2008 04:41:56 GMT

Alright, so, here's the deal. I'm going to do my best to update in here more frequently; I've just been busy lately. Things have been somewhat hectic around the house as we're getting new furniture (yay) and that's getting delivered tomorrow. Then I got to go out and finally pick out a futon I really liked and wanted, and then get that delivered whenever they call and tell us they have it and can do so. I've also started Japanese lessons, and practicing guitar. In between, I try to hang out with various friends for some fun. I've also been busy taking requests and making graphics and the layout account I have on Myspace. Actually, I still have to make Kurt his wallpaper :x. Whoops. I'm also waiting to see if I hear from my friends boss to hopefully get a job there. ::takes breath:: Gah.

Because of these recent activities, I have not be active on any journal site I hold an account on. I've actually gotten yelled at for it, too lol u.u

Anywhore, hello, I say. This is basically all I've got for now. I was supposed to be working out this week, but uhm... I got lazy and skipped a day or two.. three.... somethingorother >.>

And now I feel I shall go to sleep. Goodnight ♥

Oops..

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 19:39:07 GMT

I'm really falling behind in the journal business, holy crapppp. I went on a long ride with Micki the other day, though, because she needed to think on the count of she's having boy troubles. I shall kill him later. Anywhore, we have a tendency to jump in a car and drive to nowhere just to get away, listen to music, think, and talk. We also enjoy gazing at the stars when you get more out towards the country, which is exactly what we ended up doing. On our cruise, we ended up pulling off the freeway onto an unlight road and pulling over to sit out the car windows and look upwards lol. I swear we saw like three shooting stars. Good stuff.

I, however, am doing fine myself for the most part. Tony started talking to me again and I've been trying to not be lazy and make more layouts over on Myspace since I haven't made a journal one in forever. Not much really going on otherwise. Although I am getting hungry, so I think I might retreat to the kitchen to make food O.o

And how're you guys?

Hrmmm.

Mon, 18 Feb 2008 19:19:01 GMT

Alright so as I was walking with Dave outside last night, it's been cold here being winter and so there was a lot of frozen snow and ice on the sidewalks. He did the funniest dance trying to save himself from falling, and he succeeded... the first time . The second time I went to randomly grab a stick in front of him and he tried to avoid me and went in front of me and next thing I knew he fell on his ass lolol.

Unfortunately for me, I happened to step on a random thing of ice that was invisible and my foot totally bent the wrong way and I fell straight on my ass. I put my head down and saw a random Dave head peer over me with a very confused look on his face. He was as confused as I was as I'm the most graceful on the ice out of all of us. It's being graceful on normal terms that I can't do so well lol. Needless to say, my foot is quite sore, and rather swollen D: I'm icing it as we speak ::sigh::

We ran into a puddle that wasn't frozen earlier that night, though.
me: Puddle!
me: ::glide-jumps over puddle like ballerina and replies in funny voice:: Grace
Dave: Okay, that was kind of dorky but cute ::laughs::
me: Yeah, I don't know.

Blarg.

Wed, 06 Feb 2008 08:24:49 GMT

So basically, I'm lazy and don't feel like doing a full-out update. SO, in a nutshell I hung out with Micki today. We did some errands, finalized shit with her mom for our trip to Iowa this Thursday, and then I was supposed to spend the night but then we figured school (college) for her probably wouldn't get canceled because the weather just wasn't bad enough, so she took me home. It seemed better than getting up at 5 in the morning just to take me home before she went to school.

Kristi wanted me to hang out with her and four of her guy friends, but it was like 12 already and I just got home about an hour ago from there and I was feeling lazy, almost tired, and just uninterested in general. One of her friends names was Bashkim. O.o what kind of people does she hang out with these days, I'd like to know.

I felt bad; Tony actually tried being more straightforward and asked me to hang out, but I couldn't because the weather was shitty and I was already with Micki. I think I'll invite him with us to a movie sometime soon or something. Yesssss.

I'm supposed to hang out with Dave wednesday (today) but I don't feel like it now lol. Bah. I'm going to play some Okami, and then head to bed. Goodnight.

Oops

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 09:11:41 GMT

My apologies; I somewhat forgot this thing existed for a while lol oy DX. Lately I've actually been a little more active on LJ but that could partially be because most of my friends from GJ had accounts there but not here and I feel lonely lol lameeee I know. If you have an account on LJ and would like to friend me there, you can do so here. If you don't have an account there, it's all dapper.

I've been really busy lately, but I don't mind because it keeps me busy. I hung out with Micki today for the most part and we were supposed to hang out with her friend Daniel, but that didn't quite work out as planned. We got a bunch of books from Borders because we couldn't stop looking and kept finding ones that sounded good in the description. I myself really wanted to get Running With Scissors for the longest time even before they made it a movie :/. But it's got a black humor that tickles my insides with glee. I like it.

Anywhore, I'm going to have to cut this entry short as I'm tired, it's 3 in the morning, and... Well, I'm tired, basically. So, Goodnight&hearts;.

Hmph.

Thu, 17 Jan 2008 21:05:01 GMT

Okay, I didn't get the job at GC after all lol sadness strikes again. Just when I thought life would cut me a break. I should've known it was a scam, damn it all lol. Ah, well. They said I was one of the few good applicants they had so when the time came for a new or another employee they'd probably look up on mine again since they keep it in their system for about a year. And by then, I'll probably have a job lol. Go figure.

Oh, tits, today sucks. Dave got in huge trouble from his mom last night for coming home way past his "curfew" which at our point of view he shouldn't need in the first place when he's nineteen and it's his day off work. Butttttt he doesn't get the car for a month now, and if he comes home a minute after 2 (his little curfew she likes to give him) he's grounded for a week, and every minute after that is another week. Also, he can't have any sleepovers until this coming semester ends which is in May. Overboard? Probably. Lame.

I've decided, partially just because I feel like it and I can, that I'm going to get my eyebrow pierced. However, with Dave not getting the car anymore, I'm going to have to hope my mom takes me (which she probably would) or if Justin comes down Friday, maybe he'll drive us since I think he said something about wanting to go to the mall or something anyway, Idk. Bah.

On other news plans with Jake fell through today because he got called into a meeting at work they're having with a new client and everyone is to be there, even if they aren't scheduled. Everyone else I know made plans because they knew I had plans already. I'm so destined for a day alone doing hardly anything. I should've slept longer.

And now that I'm no longer alone..

Wed, 16 Jan 2008 06:32:42 GMT

So I've just set up here a little while ago, and I like that you can have styles and moodthemes for free and all... But now they're saying they're thinking about paid accounts much like LJ, and if that's the case then I'm just going to stay over there because they're better in quite a few ways and if I now have to pay for this, there's no reason why I shouldn't just stay there. But for now I'll see how it goes.

On any news I've found that the Enlish version of Ghost Stories is actually rather funny. Also sometime in the near 2000 something or other, they plan to try and make Spanish our main language of America. Uhm, excuse you? I'm not learning that God damned language just because you want to make life fucking easier on IMMIGRANTS. I don't mind them but when you're going to force me to switch my language? I don't think so. English has been our main language since the U.S. was formed and before. I'm not changing it now.

Then again, I've always wanted to try living in Canada or England. Oh, the thrills I would have XD.

Meanwhile I'm kind of hoping GC calls me back for that job position so I can have a paycheck. Idk if they will or not since they can't politely send you a stupid email or something saying they don't want you... A little unprofessional to just leave people hanging, but whatever. The week hasn't ended yet, and maybe I'll call them tomorrow to check the status of the position. If anything it'll show interest and nothing bad could come of it except if it's been filled.

Tester.

Tue, 15 Jan 2008 21:35:43 GMT

Just using this as a tester entry. I'll make an actual update a little later and whatever. I'm pretty lazy at the time being :x.