I've lost so much along the way

030; The combination has been changed.

thisonestillsurvives@gmail.com — Mon, 11 May 2009 04:22:36 GMT

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If the darkest hour comes
Before the light
Where is the light?
Where is the light?

If the darkest hour comes
Before the light
Where is the light?
Where is the light?
Where is the light, yeah

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029; I could never be the same ...

thisonestillsurvives@gmail.com — Mon, 11 May 2009 04:14:30 GMT

I'm here again
A thousand miles away from you
A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I've lost so much along the way

As I’m sure most of you know – I haven’t been keeping up with journals. Yours or Mine. From time to time I of course have checked up on you. But to be honest, since GJ went down – and we became blog nomads - distance started to grow between us.

Take this how you want to, but I’m going to make a fresh start. I won’t ask any of you to stay; If you want to stay that’s fine. I think some of you have been waiting for this, because you didn’t want to cut me.

If you choose to leave – I won’t hate you. I’ll understand. You’ll be missed, but it seems this would be the time for me to return. So good will to you all and good bye. Yes this is a public entry, but the comments are screened.Finally, I haven't deleted the past entries in the journal I've just made them Private.

&hearts
Aki, Riku, Michiru, Angel of Gay, Fagola, Missingfear, Jessie, Jess, Jess Jess, Peach, and whoever I am to you.

edit: After chatting with a close friend - me cutting you seems childish, so this is just an I'm back notice - don't like it cut me. Thank you bb ♥ you know who you are.

just came to say goodbye

thisonestillsurvives@gmail.com — Tue, 27 May 2008 02:05:02 GMT

So work today was, eh slow. The promotion that I put in for that I didn't get because you "had to have six or less attendance points against you" bullshit; to backtrack since I've been away/am away ... I put in for a Quality Assurance Specialist position, where I took the green out of my hair; to look more professional. Anywho, the bitch that they hired her name is Stormy, and she has fucking PINK and BLACK Hair, now what makes pink more professional than green?! GAYGAYGAYGAY. Anyhwo. That's enought about my work issues. During lunch, I went to Bojangles (yum, right?) except it took 27 of my 30 minuet lunch break. I wasn't happy! NO SIR. After work, headed to my house, where I went to to turn onto my road, some idiot, desided that he couldn't wait for me to turn, he went onto the left side of the road, attempted to pass me and turn into the store, when I almost hit him he proceeded to yell at me; I didn't take this very well as I followed him into the store parking lot, and yelled back. Some people are retards, fucking retards I say. Anywho I go home from that point where Grandma, has aleady grilled everything and chris calls me, just as I begin making my food, and is all so Randi's grilling, you wanna come over, but I was already in the process; so I'm pretty sure she got all pissed off about that. And she's been pretty irritable since I came over. Incase you didn't figure this out, I went over to G.M. where she and Allen are, and we played Rock Band for a few hours, then I took her to McDonalds to get her something to eats, and then we came back to her house; which is where we currently are. I'm updating while she is eating, and then we are going to clean the fish tank, and then you can have her all you want *bets the scribbld zombies back with a ~~jalapeño on a~~ stick ~~named Hose~~* So that's about it, she's are giving me this let get going look so I guess I'm gonna run, if you need me call me or email. jesseh@alltel.blackberry.com.

jess jess
the fishy goes pook pook pook

[000]Is it broken can't we work it out?

thisonestillsurvives@gmail.com — Fri, 18 Jan 2008 02:09:32 GMT

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1. No discrimination, toward people on my friends list for race,gender, sexuality or any other reason one may find to spread hate.
2. I will do friend cuts at my discretion, If I feel we weren't connecting then I won't keep you on my journal, I'm not here to be popular, I'm here to express myself.
3. If you are cut from my journal, I might re-add you, but you will have to re-comment to this post, and it shouldn't be directly after you have been cut.
4. I will respect your options and views; I just ask that you are willing to do the same for mine.
5. Do not start, or encourage Drama in my journal.
6. It is friends only for a reason, so if you read it here let it stay here unless you're talking to me or another friend ON MY LIST.
7. I do mail letter, cards, sometimes gift to my friends, it is not required to be my friend, I do not expect anything in return.
8. Final point I want to make, it's my journal, and if your comment is off subject, offensive or I feel that it doesn't belong I will delete it, screen it, or take other actions based on the severity.
9. This is your one warning that my journal is 18+, so I might cuss, their may be porn, there may be drugs, then again their may not; if any of the listed things may offend you, then please don't add me, and/or bitch about me posting about these subjects.
10. I don't comment to Friends Cut post. Don't add me if you feel it's a requirement for me to comment to your friends cut..

Outside of the cut - I would like to explain that this is both my graphic and personal journal using a series of friend filters. That helps me because I only have to have one account, and one username. Anyone can be added to the icon part - but you will have to be considered for my personal journal.

Before you add me, you might want to remember that I have a userinfo, no there's not a secret phrase that you have to use to gain access or anything like that, but I put there so that you can see if you think you'll like me so please read it, I'm gonna read yours before you are added back. If you have any questions that you would like to ask me, please comment on this post, I will also allow spam(on this post). Please make note that this journal for the most part is cross-posted.

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