urn:lj:scribbld.com:atom1:shainabaina shainabaina shainabaina 2009-09-11T16:10:00Z urn:lj:scribbld.com:atom1:shainabaina:943 2009-09-11T16:10:00Z 2009-09-11T16:10:00Z I totally forgot about this journal already.<br />Life is freaking crazy sometimes. urn:lj:scribbld.com:atom1:shainabaina:520 2009-09-07T18:52:27Z 2009-09-07T18:52:27Z Sometimes I just don't know if I'm cut out for relationships.<br />Not that being alone sounds more appealing.<br />But I really do fucking hate guys at points.<br />I hate that my boyfriend had me roll a blunt, and then he disappeared.<br />I hate that I have been calling him for 15 minutes, and haven't even gotten a response.<br />I also hate that he is in the room next to me playing poker and smoking with his friends.<br />Why did I buy him poker chips?<br />Oh yeah, so he can forget I exist.<br /><br />I hate that I'm in a bad mood. Since I woke up I have been going. I cleaned the upstairs spotless so that when my boyfriends parents come home, they come home to a clean house. My boyfriend and his brother, typical dudes. so gross. Why am I responsible for their messes? urn:lj:scribbld.com:atom1:shainabaina:502 2009-09-07T18:01:29Z 2009-09-07T18:02:48Z The air conditioner <center><img src="http://i861.photobucket.com/albums/ab178/ShainaBaina/ds.jpg" /></center><br /><br /><center>Comment me with your name, age, and 3 words that best describe you. :)</center>