Current mood:

jubilant

1 day short of 41 weeks Wow
I'm not upset with Manda anymore more, and I'm not using the normal journal nick name i give her because I want some certain people who are reading this to know who I am talking about.

She was basically the spark to the fire of the moving to Florida. I was very bitter and upset with her for a long time even though I still talked to her. I had decided not to get into anything detailed with her about my life here. Things have gotten a lot better between us in the last few months but tonight was the bigger kicker into "We're Okay"-ville

She confessed about how much she missed her life in Castle Rock, she re minces and gets depressed about how much she misses it. She actually wants to be back in that little town with Draxil, Ren and I.

She misses all the good times we had at the outlet bookstore. She misses her male self Draxil and how they would talk about Buffy and Angel and Small Ville for hours on end. She misses the smart ass comment wars she would get into with Ren.

She misses the random trips to Walmart we would make in the middle of the night. She misses Good Times (we all do). I told her that both of the guys told me they miss it too, even if they wouldn't even admit it again.

She is depressed that we are all on different corners of the US now, which we are. She never told me before how much we affected her and how much she does miss it. She is so a female Draxil, she will be going to Bartending School just Like Draxil wants too.


She told me how she wishes we were all back together again, and how good she thought we had it for a short time. She wishes she could have talked them into Staying into Colorado. I told her that she does not know how much I miss that damn apartment and how I want it back too.

She just wants everything back after a year! Things would be different now if we all got back together because we have all changed over the course of a year. But, there's no doubt in my mind that it would be good (for the most part lol) again.