Save the planet;

Fri, 21 Feb 2014 08:53:31 GMT

Why can't I just be confident in myself?!

Fri, 14 Jun 2013 16:16:52 GMT

Last day of school...

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 17:39:33 GMT

Modest mouse, how I have missed you.

Wed, 26 Sep 2012 04:51:05 GMT

KEEP YOUR HEAD UP.

Pleaaaaase.

Sun, 17 Jul 2011 17:18:44 GMT

It's the middle of July and it's pouring outside. What the fuck...

My negativity has kind of subsided.
Even when I'm at my most positive, I'm still negative.
I think it's impossible to be 100% positive, all the time.
You'd be insane. Or something.
'cuz life can't always be positive.

I need to stop letting stuff get to me though.
Especially Carlon and other life issues.
I'm stronger than that shit.
It's hard not to crumble though,
when everything else seems to be falling.

No one said this shit was easy.

Thu, 18 Mar 2010 16:54:11 GMT

no more drama.

God damnit.

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 22:44:32 GMT

Being so stuck is stupid.

What a feeling.

Sat, 03 Oct 2009 01:30:19 GMT

And the sun always finds a way to shine through.

Heh Heh heh

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 21:36:49 GMT

"Oh, That's mommy!!"

James is adorable.
I can't wait to see him again.

I have till September to decide..

Thu, 20 Aug 2009 03:40:12 GMT

wether I want to move further away from my son, or lose the only person whose actually been there for me.

Holy shit...

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 10:14:39 GMT

I'm drunk. hahahaha. it's been a while..

Never say never.

Sat, 31 Jan 2009 01:49:55 GMT

So today is the last day. I have less than 24 hours now.

I woke up so sick this morning. From 7 - 11 I was puking up foam and blood. I love my life. I didn't stop puking until I went to Carlons and hit the bong, sadly my pipe couldn't fix me this morning.

Uhmmm.
Oh yeahhh.
Name ~ Mel
Age ~ 19
Birthday ~ January 26th
Occupation ~ nothing
Hobbies & Interests ~ music, tattoos, animals, making things, drawing, piercings, ect ect.
Music ~ I wish I had some modest mouse. all night diner baby.
Interesting/random fact(s) ~ uhmm. I love cats, and am most certain I will grow up to be a crazy cat lady.
Put a face to that name! ~
=D

I have no pictures because this is the library... and although I could access some over the internet I am incredibly way too lazy and unfocused to do that.

God, I hope I don't get a migraine.

Wed, 17 Dec 2008 08:29:50 GMT

I'm in Idaho!! Wee.

This hotel is teh shit.

Tonight is the night...

Sun, 27 Jul 2008 04:58:51 GMT

I wrote a huge entry... but deleted it 'cuz this is all that needs to be said.

Tonight I'm having a bonfire, everything of his is going in it. I am going to watch it burn, and rejoice that he is out of my life. Forever.

Make the best decisions you can and move on.

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 18:32:06 GMT

So this last week has been exceptionally good.
Starting school, feeling quite content with life.

There's a guy in my GED class whose been following me around, I guess it's more like we just talk and we've been talking a lot lately. There's one thing I was telling myself when I joined this class "I'm here to get my GED, not to make friends." because now I have a distraction from class, and yeah. Thursday I sat in the back with him, so I couldn't see the board... so I couldn't participate, so I couldn't pay attention at all. I guess I need to handle my own and tell him that I can talk during breaks, but class time is time for me to stay focused and pass.

Mel, I went to petsmart to look at hermit crabs. Just to check them out, wow. I was so disgusted I told an employee there. My heart actually sank into my stomach looking into both the hermit crab exhibits. There were just pieces of hermit crabs scattered over the ground, and even full hermit crab corpses. I really don't think I've ever been so disappointed in a pet store, and they will NEVER get any business from me. They might just be hermit crabs, but if you are going to sell animals at least fucking take care of them.

I broke up with Nick, he wrote me a letter stating he wants me to move to his base and adopt James. I don't know why guys think I want to hear that kind of stuff, I mean yeah it'd be nice... if I actually knew him. I don't know, plus I wouldn't be able to be with him after finding Silva. No way. I guess I'm throwing good opportunities out the window, but I'm making the decisions that motivate me. You know what they say "If mama ain't happy, ain't nobody happy"

Anyway Silva is calling me. ♥ I'll fill ya in more later on stuff.

Gabadabadoo

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 07:11:03 GMT

I hate allergies.

Friends Only.

Thu, 15 May 2008 07:45:32 GMT

Comment, add. Maybe. ♥