Mon, 29 Sep 2008 18:02:19 GMT

~~Profes~~ ~~Sir~~ ~~Mr Bl~~

I had the best motorcycle ride ever. Ignore the fact that it was the first one I'd ever had and wins by default. I could have done without the helmet-y, wind-swept hair look afterward (there has to be a charm to help with that), but I guess it's par for the course with motorcycles. And it was stil wicked awesome! It was like ~~explosions of~~ nothing else! Flying is well and good, but I really think it was faster and just more amazing. There's more to hold on to with it, ~~and the~~ and going around turns is just to coolest thing! You have to be so precise! It's like art!

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And it FLEW! It fucking flew in the air!!! But I can't say that because S ~~Pro~~ Sirius (it feels uncomfortable writing that. I think it's just because it's a weird situation to be in, isn't it? It makes my skin sort of bunch up somehow) asked me to keep it a secret. I'd like to at least tell Meredith, but I feel like I'd be betraying a trust, which would be worse than leaving out details.

Motorcycles are a great distraction from things. And I think I've got a better idea about what one wears when riding one. Thankfully, though, I didn't go inappropriately dressed. Not too much anyway.

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Thanks for the ride, Sirius!

Sat, 13 Sep 2008 05:10:51 GMT

Things I Want and Plan To Do Before I ~~Die~~ Get Too Old To Do Anything

001. Attend at least one fashion week somewhere. Paris or New York preferably.
002. Read at least one play and one book by Oscar Wilde.
003. Read at least one comedy and one tragedy by William Shakespeare.
~~003. Learn to drive~~
003. Make home-made ice cream.
004. Be in two places at once--without being splinched.
~~005. Have sex~~
005. Fall in love.
006. Partake in a traditional Japanese tea ceremony--in Japan.
007. Learn a second language.
008. Write a book. ~~I have no idea what it will be about.~~
~~009. Get up the nerve to~~
009. Make my own tarot deck.
010. Learn to cook.
011. See Halley's Comet. Twice.
~~012. Ride (on) a motorcycle.~~
013. Learn to play an instrument.
014. Do something adventurous. (Personal definition of adventurous to come.)
015. Learn to fly a broom.
016. Learn to drive.
017. Dance until the sun comes up. At a club or party is preferable.
018. Get married.
019. Be a dad.
020. Be an uncle. (But not just yet!)
~~021. Make it to 21.~~
021. Spend a week on a yacht.

To be added on to when there are more things I want to do.

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There has to be something obscenely morbid about doing this. I feel obscenely morbid. But it's good to have goals. And it helps distract from other things.

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Ainsley Fielding