| Please note, boys: |
[04 May 2009|10:58pm] |
When I tell you that I have never had a boyfriend before, that I have never been kissed, that I have never been in a relationship, that I have never been legitimately hit on by a boy ...
Yes, I am probably flirting with you.
BUT.
I am not suggesting that you be the guy to break me in by being my first in all of those ways and more.
Rather, I am warning you that I am an emotional trainwreck unequipped to deal with all the emotions that may result from a relationship, that I am likely to bail on you halfway through and stop returning your phone calls, that I do not know how to deal with each rejection or acceptance, and that I will probably screw you over emotionally especially because I've never had much experience/truck with those emotions.
So if you take the wrong message away, I am sorry. But I don't think it's my fault, because I did warn you.
(P.S., TS? Un-friending me on Facebook was incredibly juvenile. And I laughed when I realized.)
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| General Log |
[03 May 2009|03:39pm] |
Food:
Have been excessively unhealthy, with a few veggies here and there being the exception.
Books:
None
Schoolwork:
None
Future planning:
None
Things Accomplished:
None
Fun things:
Far too many.
Goals.
Work on paper due tomorrow. study. Finish cleaning room. Get stuff from RXBF laptop.
If I'm looking for fun stuff -- MAYBE NCIS, more likely anime/foreign language stuff; reading foreign languages stuff, etc.
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| Note to Self: |
[03 May 2009|03:35pm] |
These are the shows that I'm keeping up with.
House, MD
Bones
Dollhouse
NCIS
Shangri-La
Saki
These are the shows I will keep up with when they start airing again:
Doctor Who
Torchwood
Leverage
(Maybe one day Skip Beat? One can only hope)
These are the shows I'm in the process of watching:
HanaDan Korean
Doctor Who
Torchwood
NCIS
Shows to keep in mind --> ones in foreign languages.
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| General Log |
[17 Apr 2009|02:32am] |
Food:
Was incredibly unhealthy. Had a few healthy moments (moments, not even days) but hopefully this will change.
Books:
The random Pride and Prejudice sequel ("Mr. and Mrs. Darcy mysteries") that had me looking up the events of Mansfield Park.
Necklace of Kisses, by Francesca Lia Block
Palace of Illusions, by Chitra Banerjee Divakaruni
Career Planning:
None, unfortunately.
Things Accomplished:
None worth mentioning
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[09 Apr 2009|02:09pm] |
I'm one of those people that I secretly hate. Just in that I complain and complain and complain and word-vomit my complaints but I never do anything about them. I know a lot about the issues, and I do help with educating others about it, but I rarely actually do anything.
Similarly, when I see an acquaintance after forever, I tend to word-vomit my troubles with school/find a summer internship, but I never study or apply so it's really 活该.
I need to change.
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| Log #6 (April 8th, 2009) |
[09 Apr 2009|01:57am] |
Food Eaten:
A bowl of cereal (fake cinnamon toast crunch)
A glass of milk
Several thin mints
Free dinner (Thai food --> lots of pad se iw minus the veggies, two pieces of tofu, rice, some pastries, not much by way of veggies)
Things Accomplished:
SCAPE email
Books read:
Still none --> I fail
Career Planning:
Still none --> Even more fail
Time Wasted:
HYD Final Movie -- was great, but time wasted was not.
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[08 Apr 2009|11:22pm] |
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Okay, I have serious "cool" problems. In that there are cool people I know who I really, really, really want to be friends with and really, really, really want to be on good speaking terms with, but for some reason, I just can't ... Or I'm nervous about talking to them because they fall under the mental "cool" category. Do I have this problem with friends? Not terribly ...
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| Hana Yori Dango Final Movie, Liveblogging |
[08 Apr 2009|10:18pm] |
-The country western music at the beginning confused me SO much. I thought I was watching some Western/indie movie.
-I can't believe this is the result of what the F4 advised.
-<3 U.S. TV Shows just aren't the same as Asian dramas.
-I TOTALLY just realized that Doumyouji is hiding his, um, interest.
-You know, making money via gambling is an oxymoron.
-<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
-Okay, reasons why this plot makes no sense:
1. Testing someone to make sure they deserve to be together --> does not equate immediate forgiveness.
2. Tsukushi's parents would never NEVER object to her getting married to a rich person. This is very out of character for them. I mean, I understand the whole "being a good parent" thing, but where was that logic during the rest of the series?
-Also, Shigeru is cute.
-The theme music TOTALLY clashed with the bridal march that was playing.
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
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| Log #5 (April 7th, 2009) |
[08 Apr 2009|12:29am] |
Food Eaten:
1 small chocolate Moo'd from Jamba Juice
3 Krispy Kreme doughnuts
Free dinner at University Club! Ate grilled veggies (esp. broccoli), risotto, chicken, cheesecake, lemonade, water, bread, butter, etc.
Also, 4-5 Thin Mints and one cup milk
Accomplished:
Watched one episode of Korean HYD with Chinese subs, spoke up in class (no matter how inane the comment was), sort of half-read one of the IR 361 readings (the shortest) and looked up French hwk even if haven't done it yet. Also, checked out lots of stuff from library.
Career Planning:
Um, none.
Books Read:
None, but did check out a bunch.
Time Wasted:
House episode,
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| Korean HYD Liveblogging |
[07 Apr 2009|11:22pm] |
From 26:25 onwards
-I like Shizuka's dress. But I'm pretty sure it wouldn't look as nice on me -- I should know. I own something similar.
-What does "doufeng" mean? Get some air? Probably.
-Negotiating how much he still owes her is priceless
-I'm glad they kept enough of it original to keep me interested
-Aw, Doumyouji's so sweet.
-I really need to learn everyone's real names.
-The heartbeats sound lie someone's about to have a heart attack.
-Jandi, Junpyo, and Jihoo. Why do they all start with "j?
-Jandi's a creepy drunk.
-Why didn't I see that coming? Drunk people ALWAYS inconveniently vomit.
-Oh, don't tell me they're going to do the "Did I have sex with him/her moment?"
-Oh, they didn't. They had a "You puked on my very expensive clothes" moment.
-This is a hilarious conference call.
-They make cute kids.
-Yes, the scene was funny, but I still don't understand why they couldn't just smuggle her out. Um. You know. Through the servants' entrance or something? Why ... MAKE UP A ELABORATE, CONVOLUTED STORY? Oh yes. Because this is drama.
-That vase is UGLY. And gaudy.
-I keep on waiting for her to rip the dress. Yay, she didn't!
-There are definitely enough new things to keep me interested.
-Also, I thought she sold the dress? Why is she still wearing it? Unless it's the shoes ...? Probably just continuity issues.
-Also, Junpyo was very sneaky with the goggles-buying. I thought he might, and watched him for it, but ...
-I want Jandi to get over Jihoo now, even though I know i won't happen for a while. It's just ... so boring watching her pine after him pining after Shizuka.
-Ji hoo needs to get over his angst.
And now, if I remember correctly, we have drama coming up.
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| Log #4 (April 6th, 2009) |
[07 Apr 2009|07:20am] |
Food Eaten:
several cups of Minute Maid pomegranate-berry juice
several cups of milk
half a box of Thin Mints
three-quarters bag of mozarella-flavored goldfsih
whole chicken pest sandwich from Wolfgang Puck's
verdict -- disgusttingly unhealthy
Accomplishments:
Laundry,
Straightened room (does not qualify as neatening, much less cleaning)
Watched two episodes of HanaDan Korean w/Chinese subs
Books Read:
None
Career Planning:
None
verdict - I spent the name doing fun, personal growth things and trying to rein in the consequences of life-procrastination, but without doing anything important for the immediate future
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| This weekend |
[06 Apr 2009|01:31am] |
Covering Friday, Saturday, and Sunday ...
Spent weekend at retreat where diet was monitored/ish. Ate a lot of undoubtedly fatty foods BUT also ate vegetables every day. (Well, except today ...) Also had Inn N Out and practically a whole box of Girl Scout cookies.
So far, no books read, no homework done, no tasks accomplished, and plenty of time wasted.
Also, personal fulfillment, etc.
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| Log #3 (April 1, 2009) |
[02 Apr 2009|09:31am] |
Food:
1 Yogo fruit roll
2 Samoa cookies
1 Chocolate Moo'd
1 Kahuna Grande (rice, beans which I didn't finish, 3 chicken taquitos, guacamole, sour cream which I didn't finish, salsa which I avoided, and a fish taco)
Accomplishments:
SCAPE email sent out
CIRCLE email sent out
Reading:
None (Seriously, what is wrong with me ...)
Career Planning:
Growthink Internship Cover Letter and Resume. Please do TWO next time.
Time Wasted:
-Apparently, Project Runway has become my new NCIS addiction, and I'm not even over the NCIS addiction yet. At least youku loads way slower.
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| Log #2 (March 31, 2009) |
[01 Apr 2009|10:47pm] |
Food:
1 bag guacamole chips
1 bottle minute maid cranberry-apple juice
free catered food (mushrooms and sauce, fried chicken, salad with ranch, mozarella sticks)
3-4 samoa cookies
1 Yogo yogurt fruit rollup
Accomplishments:
None
Career Planning:
None
Reading:
None
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| Log #1 |
[31 Mar 2009|06:13am] |
Food:
2 Oatmeal Creme Pies
1 Mint Oreo Shake from Carl's Jr.
2 Yogo's Yogurt Fruit Rollups
1 pack Ritz Bits
Accomplishments:
Called Little Tokyo Service Center
TIRP III Session 2
Began working on "March Story" again
Finished all my French omework before French
Skimmed over half of IR reading
Career Planning:
None
Reading:
None
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