It's always morning in my mind.

It ain't easy, growin' up in world war 3

Fri, 30 Jan 2009 00:54:51 GMT

Things have been really hard at home lately. But I've just been trying to deal with them the best way possible. Though, it doesn't seem to be working..

My sister recently found out she's pregnant. (My third sister) and yeah, I hope everything is okay with her and the baby. I keep fearing she might have a miscarriage. I haven't told her of my fears yet. And I doubt I will. I don't want to end up making HER afraid. But yeah...Its always on my mind for some reason. I mean, I never really worried about it with my other two sisters..

I'm sorry for not being around. I don't want to bring anyone down with my mood and/or problems.

Wed, 21 Jan 2009 05:28:53 GMT

ldhgdsghsdherw ;___; I did something REALLY stupid. x____x gkjsdgdsdsg

*dies*

I NEED TO STOP BEING DIRECTED BY MY DAMN EMOTIONS! ~_~

Sun, 04 Jan 2009 20:56:51 GMT

Found some of my old journals I totally forgot I had and now, after reading them and remembering old times, I'm uber sad.

No matter what happened I miss her, a lot.

I wish we were still friends.

New Year's Resolutions~

Thu, 01 Jan 2009 03:36:57 GMT

[1] - Move out with Andrew and Joe.

[2] - Lose mucho weight. *pokes tummy*

[3] - Become unshy! DAMN IT.

[4] - Get engaged soon and married in November! I WANT SEX! *twitches*

[5] - Go to Church and read the Bible more. *nods*

[6] - Decide what I want to do with my life. (e.i - where I wanna settle down at, where to go to school at, what do go to school FOR, etc)

Yep yep.

Come on '09! Don't let me down. D=

This aint over, No, not here, Not while I still need you...

Mon, 22 Dec 2008 08:31:25 GMT

Had an awesome birthday. I can't believe I'm 20. Yeah, kinda depressed about that but can't change it, oh well.

Nevertheless, from zee parents, I got a pen and tablet which is uber cool and I love it to death,
and I’m gonna post a million and more drawings! =]
From zee sisters I got make up, adorable sweat pants, and a moon light topaz necklace.
From my aunt, a gorgeous topaz ring and from zee boyfriend, a Wall-e fuzzy blanket,
and season 1 and 2 of Buffy the vampire slayer.
I was so surprised and I about died. XD

Today was lovely, though.

Even on WoW! Got to do Magister's Terrace for the first time ever, to try and get the Phoenix hatchling for me.
And OMG, it dropped on the first run! I was FREAKING out. It’s a pretty low drop rate too. Yay for me. =]
My priest is uber happy.
Oh, and she’s lvl 78! So close. =]

But yeah, kinda disappointed none of my friends but one wished me a happy birthday. But, meh.
Everyone’s probably so busy with the holiday’s, whatcha gonna do?
I just hope no one is too stressed out though..

Well, it’s late.

Night.

Thu, 11 Dec 2008 00:12:08 GMT

Sorry for the lack of updates. Been kinda down lately and I honestly didn't wanna bring anyone else along with me. ¬.¬ But yeah, nothing really going on. Sunday Andrew and I hung out with his grandparents, the ones who actually like me, and it was really nice. We had lunch, went to the mall. I got this awesome, how to draw Erotic Manga book~ It's so cool and uber sexy! ^^;; *rolls around*

Blah, I'm really dreading my birthday, I mean...REALLY, REALLY dreading. ;_; *tugs on hair* Oh, speaking of hair. I'm thinking of dying my hair blue again. I miss it so much! ~_~

mhm, what else? what else..? Um, I dunno. So many things have been on my mind and it's really starting to drag me down. I don't know how to break out of it. =/

dglldsg, oh well. *wonders away*

All alone he turns to stone.

Tue, 02 Dec 2008 09:53:14 GMT

Saw Twilight on Sunday, and it wasn't so bad. At least the movie was free. =] The girl playing Bella bugged the hell out of me, though. Seriously. And I was really, really disappointed in Jacob. He was the only one, besides Alice and Jasper, I really liked in the book. And they did him so....blah. But alas, it's all good. Baseball scene was kickass, at the very least.

But ya, things at home suck. Hardcore. I'm just doing my best to ignore and count the days til I move out.

Oh..and I have my birthday to look forward to.

Lovely.

I'm just really depressed right now. I'm sorry.

Wed, 26 Nov 2008 07:39:23 GMT

I've been uber sick since Saturday. u_u Miserableness all around~ And wow, I can't believe tomorrow is Thanksgiving! I mean, it seems way too earlier. >_<

But alas, I'm gonna try to get to sleep. I've been going to bed at 7am because of my damn cold. n_n

Mon, 17 Nov 2008 08:59:53 GMT

Tis cold.

Having some hot chocolate right about now would be smashing, wouldn't it?

I need to go to the store tomorrow if I can get a ride..

Sat, 15 Nov 2008 01:09:02 GMT

zlgggjworiwe @ self.

FYI - Death Knights are awesome, uberly cool. <3

Evil, evil is his one and only naaame.

Fri, 14 Nov 2008 10:18:39 GMT

Okay, yeah, got wotLK today. Whee~ I was lied to about the Special edition one, though. >_> He SAID he found one and he would hide it for me but when we got there, this one guy was like "oh, no. I was standing right there while he was talking to you and was thinking 'we don't have one'" Well, WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL HIM SO I WOULDN'T HAVE GOTTEN MY HOPES UP, DUMBASS.

I really think one, if not BOTH, of them were lying. >___>

But yeah, whoo, Death knights are uber cool but I dunno...>_< I feel really disappointed. I wanted a Frostly really, really bad..... ;_;

Well, bed time.

and I can see the world, I see it in your eyes.

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 02:37:09 GMT

Today has been so freaking boring.

As soon as Andrew gets home, I'm gonna tackle him and demand sexy things to soon follow. *nods*

The felix of your truth will always break it.

Mon, 10 Nov 2008 08:48:44 GMT

Went to church, was really disappointed in it, had a bad weekend, neck still hurts but not as bad, and that's about it. =/

Oh and also, my mum has the Christmas tree and decorations up already. O_o;

Ow. Ow. Oooww.

Sat, 08 Nov 2008 06:46:11 GMT

I'd love to go to the doctors right now. u_u kkthxbai.

Snug...Snug is a fun word.

Tue, 04 Nov 2008 22:50:34 GMT

I swear, I have the worse time with mood themes. >3> I'm currently making a Sweeney Todd theme (not just for me to use but others if they want it) but for some reason everytime I try to capture screenshots, my computer slows down and it goes blargh, dead... =/ Probably because this computer is really, really old but arrggghh~ ~_~ And for some reason I can't updated on this computer, I have to use portal to update. =/ I have no idea why, it might just be Firefox, because I think I can update in IE but God, IE makes my computer cry too. ~_~

Oh well, I guess I'll just go make my layout and leave the mood theme alone for a short bit. --;

I was thinking flowers...Maybe daisies...

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 20:34:03 GMT

o.o I finally watched Sweeney Todd and I've been watching it ever since. I don't know why but I love this movie. O_o; Johnny Depp has a really good voice. n_n But yeah, right now I'm working on a new layout and mood theme. =D Yaaay!

Your hands are mine to hold.

Fri, 24 Oct 2008 17:47:11 GMT

Blahhh~ Finally, I can update. ~_~ My sister got married! Well, my third sister. XD So, yeah. Glad it's over, though. x_x Wedding's are so stressful! It was gorgeous, of course, and stuff but argghh. >_< After the wedding we stayed at a hotel and Andrew and I order $50 worth of pizza, soda and bread sticks. XD It was awesome. And the hotel had this AMAZING, AWESOME, CHOCOLATE COATED, UBER COOL, slide. *_* It was sooo high! So, yeah. XD 12am at night, I was running around the playground of a hotel. ^^; I got some stares. XD But then Andrew SOMEHOW convicenced me to climb with stick thingy to get to the slide faster. And I thought I was gonna die. T^T It was so high and I had to basically jump to the slide. *cries*

But yeah, things are pretty slow now, thank god. ^_^ Just waiting for Halloween. =D Andrew, Joe, Anderson and I are gonna hang out. X3 Can't wait! Should be mucho fun~

Alas, must go. Talking to Andrew on the phone. X3

Day after day, I must face a world with strangers.

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 09:32:16 GMT

Hehe, Andrew's playing Ninja Gaiden right now. And its 5:14am. *_* We haven't slept. I've been playing with PS. >_> And we have to leave at 10am. XD Whoo ooh! I must get to bed annnnd I still have to pack ^^ I suck, I know. XD

But I think Andrew had a good birthday, I hope he did. My parents gave him money, and I got him NG and a Finding Nemo balloon. XD

Oh! I got some new jeans to wear also. My butt looks sexy in them. X3 And I got Breaking Dawn too. Yeah, I know, fail but meh, At least, I have something to do while I watch 4 guys play games all day. ^___^

Sooo, this is my last entry until Monday. T__T I don't wanna leave, my Sorrraaa~ *sulks*

sdhglsdg I must go pack and get to bed. =[

Nighty night.

<3

So let me slip against the current.

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 21:11:57 GMT

Today is Andrews' birthday! Whoo ooh! ^___^ I'm gonna go in a little bit to get him a present....Wanna know what I'm getting him? Ninja Gaiden II for the Xbox 360 ^_^ He's been talking about it since he played the demo, and well, I don't blame him. Its fun. After he beats it, I'm gonna play it too. XD But when I come back I'm gonna make him a brownie cake thing with Vanilla ice cream. ^^ So, yeah, fun stuff.

Ah! I forgot, I have to packed. *__* I don't wanna~ x_x mhmm, I'm not sure what time I'm leaving tomorrow and I'm sure if I'm gonna have internet. I'm trying to get Andrew to take his laptop but I don't know if he will. I would take it but I can't carry it when its packed up. >_> It's really, really heavy. T_T

But yeah, I'll probably update later about random stuff. I need to go get ready. =3

Movies 'o8

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 22:35:19 GMT

Rules and Guidelines:

oo1. Watch 100 movies or more in 2008.
oo2. Keep track of how many I watch.
oo3. First time movies only.
oo4. Leaving entry public. If you want to recommend any movies to me, go for it.

1. Juno.
2. Just Friends.
3. The Eye.
4. StarDust.
5. Rush Hour 3
6. Wall-E
7. Surfs Up.
8. The Bucket List.
9. Shutter.
10. Sweeney Todd.
11. The Forbidden kingdom
12. Twilight.