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§ha§ha ƒuиky §hake™ ([info]zellywellywoowo) wrote,
@ 2008-02-27 14:13:00

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Current mood: flirty

James
So I was an hour and a half late for work today. I was taking my time and just felt lazy, didn't want to go in but i need the money so i just went in late. I got on MSN which I have been having trouble signing onto lately and James signs on about 15 min after I do. I haven't spoken to him in ages. He told me he missed me too much and that he hopes im on every night he gets on and im not and it makes him sick to his stomach to not be able to talk to me. I'd like to believe his feelings are real but when someone is that far away you can't ever REALLY tell.

Well he was like "You know, I love you with all of my heart but you wouldn't believe me no matter what I say and do but I wanted to get that off my chest, it sucks when so much time goes by and i can't see or talk to you" I got butterflies in my stomach. I started getting all nervous and anxious lol, felt like a highschool girl all over again talking to her crush haha it was a wonderful feeling.

Then he asked me in all seriousness "Nikki, move to England. I have my own place and want you to be with me." I REALLY got all redicuulously shy and butterflied up with that. I told him I have no passport, am terrified of planes, and can't believe he is serious. So he was like "Give me your phone number, I will tell you how dead serious I am over the phone. Besides I need your number anyway for when I get to the states"

It's so nice hearing something like that from someone you really like. It makes me happy but sad at the same time cuz I can't bank my hopes and dreams on what he says. I need to FEEL it. I need him to be IN FRONT OF ME and prove it. I have been let down too many times to just blindly fall for this kind of thing.



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