| Yay loneliness |
[22 Apr 2008|05:01pm] |
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Johnny Cash "Hurt" |
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I am at the point in my life where i need a severe change in scenery among other things. Part of the reason why I don't like guys around here is because I know most of them and how they are and don't want any part of it.
I like being in love. I like being loved back and right now I really want that. I need that. I am honestly just ready to up and go to the first person who tells me to go to them. I feel like I am READY to put everything behind me and just be with someone who loves me. If James told me he loved me today and all I need to do is go to London for him...I wouldn't hesitate. It would be the same there as it is here just a different place with different people and I think that's what I need.
If Matt were to say "hey you know what? I miss you and you know...I love you let's be together" i'd fucking find a way to go to NJ and live there....im sick of VA...it's just bad to be here where all sorts of bad things have happened. I need a fresh start. I love my friends and they could never be replaced and I have so much fun with them but this is my life and I gotta do something with it...I need to get the fuck out of here.
( I don't wanna be in Love )
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